iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 8h

this is dumb but fb just pushed of a pic from when i was a sophomore in hs i looked at who liked it and like 6 different boys i had a crush on liked it.. i thought all of them thought i was hideous but knowing what i know now like oh god they all thought i was cute lmaooo idiot

100

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 14h

ik im a bitch who hates social rituals esp gendered ones but proposals make no fucking senseee like "my bf is planning to propose soon we went and got the ring sized" like YOU HAVE ALREADY GOTTEN ENGAGED. HOW DO YOU NOT SEE THAT YOU HAVE ALREADY AGREED TO GET MARRIED LMFAO

000

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 15h

this is objectively such a rude and narcissistic and insane thing to say so im sorry but im sick of being so intelligent everybody is so fucking stupid it hurts. not even saying theyre bad people for it its just like how am i a part of society supposed to coexist with all of these people lol

120

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 18h

i hate when i wake up at like 7 am on a weekend and i wanted to wake up at 8 am. this is the stupidest complaint ever im sorry but my PLAN

000

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 18h

omg sylv3stor sta11one just admitted to having an 3d earlier in his career why am i like omg i need to go town crier this to the crazy people in my phone

000

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

do i allow my anger at my husband stop me from going to smth i was excited for 😐

110

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

this is probably how i sound to yall

050

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

had 3 dreams in a row this week that my coworker was hitting on me and had a dream ln that my students were calling me fat... right

220

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

party is a success our friends are very sincerely some drunkenly thanking us for having it

120

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

look ik its not woke of me but im so glad i got pl4stic surg3ry cos i rly think i wouldve kms either all at once or by st4rving if i hadnt like my ability to exist in my body is actually a thing now its not great but its there

110

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

a woman on the street stopped me to tell me shes seen a lot of people with my hair color lately and she thinks its trendy which isnt rly a compliment so i didnt want to say thanks so i just said Yeah i started it

120

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

two of my fave students ever are now dating and theyre going as denj1 and p0wer for halloween 😭❤️ so cute

100

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i hate advice columns sm theyll be like my husband spent $100000 on sex workers what do i do and theyre like Sit down and have a conversation. like no kill him

030

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

our party tonight friends party tomorrow... troye voice pahty in the pahk

120

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

my least favorite thing about my job is that nobody shuts the fuck up adult or kid its just constant blabbing in my ear which is like fine i usually like it but on days where youre overstimulated and want a break its like... tough sis

130

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

today im committing to getting back into my hobbies to getting back into working out and reading and studying j4p4nese instead of sitting around and atrophying and growing mold

021

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

men are like ohhh i love support protect women Well then why havent you collectively bullied a rap1st into k!lling himself yet

151

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

randomly so depressed i want to die

020

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i look too sexy in my halloween costume like im literally a sexy 6'0" knight the bi women at this party stand no match

120

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

when one of my students has my hot coworker for study hall and the kid asks me to email him about something like bruhhhh email him yourself

010

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

was like omg lets kick off october with an october eve scary movie!!! yall my ass is SCREAMING in our house my husband is like please calm down

230

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

ive been so social which is great but im lowkey suffering from success i have so many cool people ive been hanging out with and having conversations with that i genuinely cannot handle this many social obligations per day or per week lmao

120

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

were throwing a party on friday im so locked in i need to clean i need to invent a menu we need drinks

031

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

the halloween party theme is "nostalgic/classic costumes" and the ones we already have Arent that and i dont want to buy a new one the host said its fine she dgaf but id hate to be the only one who everyones like what are you? lol

000

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

my anniversary party invites need a contract instead of an rsvp. i, _________, promise to party for the duration of the party. i vow to dance if i am able and cheer on dancers if i am not. i vow not to stand on the side of the dancefloor looking upset that other people are having a good time.

110

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

the vast majority of weddings i go to lately make me lose faith in humanity like most ppl are sooo boring and allergic to fun

240

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

cant stop shitting before this wedding yayyy

020

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

how does everyone not understand what a light sleeper is especially people who have known me for years

130

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

im in a terrible mood i want to go home i hate everyone

120

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

entered canada like surely this wont be that different. theres fucking french everywhere bro and stores called shit like metro

030

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i rly just want to k!ll myself thinking about how many times my husband has made it clear through his actions and words that he thinks im physically nothing special not hot etc no matter how hard he tries to convince me its not true its all fucking gaslighting

010

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

this is literally reddit lmfao

020

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

participating in a staff dance at the h0c0 assembly today its literally over half of the dancers are women in my dept lol. anyway w my fuckass blue hair everyone will know who is me even from 80 miles away without glasses so thats great :| i hope i dont look fat

140

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

everyone is driving me crazy thank god im going to a wedding saturday i need to get drunk again

040

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

felt rly bad bcos my husbands friends said lets all get together on halloween!! yeah!! and i said no i want to go out sorry. to their faces but yknow it paid off bcos we got invited to a party downtown so like exactly

020

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

ofc my husband is utterly failing to respond to me about urgent important matters but remembered to text me the lyrics to a jjba theme song

010

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

take me home otome road to the place i belong fujoshi street yume yaoi take me home otome road

010

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

gonna try a run in the dark while fat.hope i get hit by ancar

110

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

my hot coworker did something so strange today but i feel like my real name is a very important aspect of it and im not sharing that so. just know im questioning

110

Reposted by cynthia

james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I hate having a human body to take care of

072

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

i feel bad for my husband bcos i am constantly angry and upset with him over my own imagination and memories from when we were 21 years old

110

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

ai be like And us? Somewhere along the way, quiet moments became less quiet————and for us, that was okay.

010

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

i looked through my husbands phone on the plane which i feel really guilty about so im going to confess to him when he wakes up ugh

130

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

jumping in the pool with my purse with my phone in it might not have been so bright but yknow we live and we grow

121

cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

watched the cha1nsaw man movie on the plane and then played my otome game on the car ride to the hotel and now im like rly h0rny for an1me men rn lmaoo i need to get over this stat

140