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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 4h
another day wasted but at least i didnt eat🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥cant even remember the last time i fasted for more than a day lololllllll i do feel a bit sick ngl❤ but when i used to fast a lot i would start feeling so good after 72h..........not sure i want to do that tho
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 7h
i want to drink but if i leave my room ill get food too i know myself .unfortunately .but im so boredddd at least alc would make time pass a little faster .but then ill have the same problem tomorrow bc i have nothing to do either .maybe i should just drink tomorrow too
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 8h
oooo theyre cooking at my floor oooooo torture
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 9h
been doomscrolling for like 4hours i couldve done that .in france .without wasting money
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 11h
i keep getting food reels im losing my mind
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 11h
thinking abt girls gardens pasta mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhungry..................
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 14h
theres a woman having a picnic by herself ...feeling #inspired rn i cant even remember the last time i had a picnic
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 15h
nice reading spot ignore the blurry ass kindle
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 15h
not even 1pm om hungryasfuckkkkjjjjjjjjjjjkk
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 15h
i saw a pigeon loafing wtf life is beautiful
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 15h
i know i wont even have the balls to kill myself once i have no money left id just be still alive still depressed but with no money to use as a distraction
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 15h
mental health walk lowkey got me spiralling but its ok whatever
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 15h
wish i was normal abt things but growing up isolated and lowkey neglected stunted me in a way that ill always be not enough or too much
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 15h
going on a walk for my Mental Health and thats what i see ok!!!!sign for me to get blackout drunk right now letsgo
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 15h
kinda worried abt the usan girl bc what if we dont get along lol ........at least i probably wont feel too guilty abt drinking with her bc thats how we met...kinda excited abt going clubbing again cant wait to act full retard and put myself in Situations
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 16h
wanted to wear jeans i got for free some months ago bc they finally fit me but theyre still tight on the thighs and i look fat as fuck lmaooo
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 16h
i love stickers but i never use them but i want to buy some sooooobadddd
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 16h
suicide postponed
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 16h
the weather is too nice for me to be acting all gloomy and depressed wtf be normal!!!!!!!
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 19h
nothing planned today again but i dont want to stay inside all day it makes me lose my mind ....but so much temptation outside ouuuuuugggh the world is a cruel place ........hopefully the only Caloric thing ill consume today (lol)
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 20h
goodmorninggggggggg should i kill myself today
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
cablemaxxing
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
sorry goddess ana i drank 10cals . since my life is over should i just binge and drink
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
unfortunately i think the only way to get rid of the crazy depressed and anxious feeling the day aftef drinking is to drink more
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
bedrotting day wouldnt be that much of a problem if i was doing something nice like reading or watching a movie but im just doomscrolling i cant even watch a youtube video my iq is getting lower every second
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
i want to eat again ...when will i be free..........
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
idk what to do wouagrgrgggg im bored
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
oooooooo i want to drink again
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
too lazy to get up wouarrtggggrrgg
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
only thing i like more than drinking is drinking Not Alone but i dont want to encourage this kind of ummm lifestyle bc its obviously wrong and i dont want to drag anyone down with me also im insufferable when drunk but i hate drinking alone.........misery loves company etc
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
i complain abt having yellow ass teeth then i pass out without brushing them after drinking eating and smoking Maybe i deserve my fate
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
not pictured more alcohol good thing alc calories arent real❤ also forgor to take pics of food i ate so much good thing calories of what you eat while drunk arent real❤
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 12/10/2026
slow walkers are the bane of my existence moveee bitch MOVE
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 12/10/2026
want to go outside and do something but i know ill waste money if i go outside mmmm the dilemma...............
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 12/10/2026
wouaou
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
i dont think i can stay five days in this room tbh❤ i want to cry lmaoooo im going crazy
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
ill try to remember all the restaurants and bars i went at on this trip mmmmmmmm i forgor
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
my dumbass took the subway in the wrong way should i just end my shit now
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
carbmaxxing
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
shouldve accepted when uzbek devil said he wanted to come today lol maybe i wouldnt have been so bored
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
wasted so much money just to be depressed at the other side of the world im so good with my Finances
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
had a dream my brother killed himself ok
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
i love drinking early im tipsy and its nog even midnight yayyyyy im gonna have a goooooood sleep
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
too lazy to shower sorry im a dirty piece of shit im brushing my teeth tho so . whos the dirty piece of shit now huh
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
i dont want tomorrow to come its going to be so boring nothing to look forward......unless........i go to a bar.................
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
i miss cutting lowkey
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
sending straight up bullshit to my parents
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
just realised its not fun to drink alone at the bar when i no ones talking to me lol does that mean im an extrovert❤❤❤❤or just desperate
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
im so desperate for friendship and bad at it it makes me delusional i just want onnnnnnnnnnnnne friend i beg you
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roxi @hkbrfjkzrgjl.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
yooooooo i want to cry i need to drink more ok#lockin
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