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Good morning… I’d rather be dead or at home doing nothing but I’m going to work 🫩 and hopefully will never work on a Saturday again for another year or longer

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

While I don’t like having to work on a Saturday, I get to walk 3-4 miles outdoors for a good cause and not be stuck in an office

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I don’t need to pick up alcohol after work and I don’t want to, so I’m using this post as accountability and will check in once I’m home

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Today hasn’t been completely terrible, but I have 3 hours left, I’m bored, and I hate having to sit on my ass for this long

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Not that anyone needs reminding (except me), but a good night’s sleep really does wonders for your mental health

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I’ll be wanting to post something and then delete because it’s the most unserious, unimportant thing my brain came up with at the moment

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

It’s honestly so disgusting how many people have abandoned their humanity for selfish, hateful reasons

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I was barely conscious in the last hour so idk how I got through that meeting without talking or contributing much of anything to the conversation

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I’m very paranoid about how my psychiatry appt will go on Monday. My brain wants me to believe that I’ll never get my meds again.

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

“How to Save A Life” by The Fray has been playing on a loop in my head all damn day 🙄

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I hate having responsibilities just leave me alone

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

My heart is beating out of my fucking chest like pls chill

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I can’t tell if I have rounded shoulders or just shit posture when I stand up

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Veggie spring rolls with sweet and sour sauce for dinner :)

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Why do I feel like destroying my entire life on a Wednesday night with 1 hour left of work

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I wish I had a dog to spoil rotten and love me unconditionally. Wouldn’t that be nice.

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Got some work done but now I don’t feel anything except tired and empty

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I gotta exercise or else I’m gonna atrophy, I can feel it already happening

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Already forgetting to do my DBT homework and it’s easy af so I need to do it twice today

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

This insomnia is doing me in this week and I have to work on a fucking Saturday for the first time in 2 years so I can’t even sleep in 💔

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

My appetite’s been shit (missing) for days and idk what’s causing it aside from maybe medication. Yeah I like eating less but I barely feel hungry now and that’s suspicious as hell

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

My last meeting got canceled because the other person didn’t show and I’m so relieved 😭

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Once again I’m nervous about a job I’ve had for the last 5 years 🙄

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Might do an eye mask so I can feel less ugly idk

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Ate half of a disappointing pb&j sandwich :/

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Good morning 🌤️ finally got the sleep I needed and I don’t have to go to work until 2pm so hopefully today will be immensely better. 2 days left of September and then it’s the best month of the year! 🎃

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I should talk to my bosses about taking time off for burnout. My therapist thinks I should ask for a pay raise instead but I’d rather find a different job than jeopardize the one I have now.

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I wish I had some mf quaaludes or a sleep dart gun, whichever’s easiest to get my hands on

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

This would’ve been a good week to call off from work. I don’t feel like myself and I’m worried that’ll show up when I try to do my job tomorrow

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Group was definitely the highlight of the day, and now I’m eating bulgogi with white rice for dinner <3

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

The emotional and physical pain is making me su|c|dal and not want to be around people or talk about it. I want to disappear.

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I have < 20 min to eat something before group. I feel like I’m in hell or cursed for just existing.

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

What if I just told all my irls the truth and by “truth” I mean how much I fucking hate them

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I’m so angry I wish I could set myself on fire

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james locks in {2026} 🗝️ @altlbs.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

My therapist tried to be helpful today, and it was a decent appt, but now I’m pissed and won’t be able to see her for 2 weeks

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