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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 1h

had a good day at work but now that im home i want to die. but 3 day weekend!!!

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 4h

this would crash me out

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 6h

like yes lets continue to sexualize women and cancer lets just add fuel to the fire of making people who have to get mastectomies feel that something is wrong with them lets write sexually explicit things on our childrens bodies for "awareness" of a thing we are ALL FUCKING AWARE OF ALREADY

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 6h

call me a feminist prude but its insane that staff members are writing "i love boobs" on students foreheads and arms 'for breast cancer awareness' and they arent even CHARGING FOR IT!!!

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 6h

the school is a fucking shitshow today

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 20h

noo i just got invited to another halloween party 😭 why cant i be in two places at once

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

i was raised by atheists and still am but i experimented with the concept of it in hs just to see what it was like and i was like well it seems fun and all but the problem is its not real LOL so i feel you

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

not to encourage behaviors but when im stuck in this mood i eat bigass whole carrots ... cronch

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

"jumpscares are cheap" yeah and they WORK. more jump scares in my scary stuff!!! startle my ass!!!

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

one of my favorite unhinged activities is to tweeze all my leg hair off

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

probably cause im a billion feet tall LMAO

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

tbt to when japanese women on an elevator thought i couldnt understand them talking about how im scary lmaoo

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

absolutely furious i had a good day then the fucking faculty meeting last 45 minutes and everyone yelled into the mics and gave me a headache. goes without saying but it was also useless

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

IK lmaoo 😭😭 but i guess we all underestimate where we live lol

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

when i was in 0saka i talked to a ton of ppl at this bar i spoke j4p4nese and they practiced their english and one was like "0saka... why??"

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

i mean its for the best i wasnt aware of this bcos my slutty ass wouldve tried to date any and all of them which probably wouldnt have ended well lmaooo but its crazy how ugly and fat i thought i was when ive comed to realize i was genuinely considered good looking 😭

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

this is dumb but fb just pushed of a pic from when i was a sophomore in hs i looked at who liked it and like 6 different boys i had a crush on liked it.. i thought all of them thought i was hideous but knowing what i know now like oh god they all thought i was cute lmaooo idiot

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

legalize me telling people to k!ll themselves

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

ik im a bitch who hates social rituals esp gendered ones but proposals make no fucking senseee like "my bf is planning to propose soon we went and got the ring sized" like YOU HAVE ALREADY GOTTEN ENGAGED. HOW DO YOU NOT SEE THAT YOU HAVE ALREADY AGREED TO GET MARRIED LMFAO

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

im like how do i give myself brain damage because this isn't doing me any favors actually

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

this is objectively such a rude and narcissistic and insane thing to say so im sorry but im sick of being so intelligent everybody is so fucking stupid it hurts. not even saying theyre bad people for it its just like how am i a part of society supposed to coexist with all of these people lol

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

i hate when i wake up at like 7 am on a weekend and i wanted to wake up at 8 am. this is the stupidest complaint ever im sorry but my PLAN

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

omg sylv3stor sta11one just admitted to having an 3d earlier in his career why am i like omg i need to go town crier this to the crazy people in my phone

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i just want to never have to worry that he thinks im an ugly stupid bitch thats all i ask for and he cant even give me that

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

do i allow my anger at my husband stop me from going to smth i was excited for 😐

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

my dreams are like u know that man and that job u love what if he cheated what if everyone at ur job suddenly made ur life a living hell

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

this is probably how i sound to yall

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

bro go back and steal that lamp for me wtfff

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

flower edition vintage flower kinda sending me

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i dont think you sound like that at all like when im on any special outing AT ALL i put 300% of my pu$$y into trying to have a good time lol like man this is big time and money right here

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

the student who made the comment in my dream would NEVER also like omg im so sorry redacted i promise i dont think youre mean like that...

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

had 3 dreams in a row this week that my coworker was hitting on me and had a dream ln that my students were calling me fat... right

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

yay evrryone had fun su1c1de postponed

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

party is a success our friends are very sincerely some drunkenly thanking us for having it

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i was genuinely on the path to completely shutting myself off from society

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

look ik its not woke of me but im so glad i got pl4stic surg3ry cos i rly think i wouldve kms either all at once or by st4rving if i hadnt like my ability to exist in my body is actually a thing now its not great but its there

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

this was in my neighborhood who wants to bet "a lot of people" is just me on other days

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

a woman on the street stopped me to tell me shes seen a lot of people with my hair color lately and she thinks its trendy which isnt rly a compliment so i didnt want to say thanks so i just said Yeah i started it

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i hope they both live forever

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

two of my fave students ever are now dating and theyre going as denj1 and p0wer for halloween 😭❤️ so cute

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cynthia @compulsivehiker.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i hate advice columns sm theyll be like my husband spent $100000 on sex workers what do i do and theyre like Sit down and have a conversation. like no kill him

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