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--knowledge that my assault will forever have set me back from who I want to be as a person is going to be something I have to learn to live with, and that sucks.

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--has been replaced with mental paralysis and eyes-on-the-back-of-your-neck fear. Anymore I struggle to connect with people who talk straightforward to me on sex (not including people I know IRL/close friends). These things will fade like scars the longer I am still alive and growing, though the--

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A little over two years later and I'm finally beginning to see the scope of the effects my sexual assault has on me. Things are different now; intimacy and sex are going to be an uphill battle to enjoy meaningfully. Socializing is harder now than before; much of the fun of meeting new people--

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Maelstromic Hydra @maelstromichydra.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

i'm fucking saying. this stuff is good.

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Update on Wolf's Blood: woahdhwa

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Carnitine @beastmoder.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

the bellybutton is the butthole of the stomach and you have to stick your tongue in it

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Fucking delicious. like candy. soak maraschino cherries in the bottom if you've got em

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Invented a new drink. Brut + grenadine till the alcohol taste is gone. Calling it "Wolf's Blood"

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This is the good stuff

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need to keep job so i can get a reference to a better job in Chicago. cant apply for my line of work normally on account of being tranny

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With 2 extra hours in my day i could do literally everything I need to but no. nope I have to work 10s 5 days a week and then come in on saturdays. fuck me man

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I want more out of life. There has to be more than just this.

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I get that being unemployed is terrifying and deeply unpleasant, but god I do need an actual break here soon. I've got things I want to do in life that 50-60hr work weeks dont really want to let me do. guess ill drink more potions.

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used one of my sick days today so i could have time to be productive* (catch up on everything in my life that i want and need to do)

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im not even going to lie these work weeks have me forgetting how to be a functional person

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buny rabbit. rabit bunny. @jeephater3000.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Good rimjobs should sound like a rottweiler eating a bowl of spaghetti

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i think a full-body massage would fix my entire life rn

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Coco 🌸🔞 @tiptaphooves.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

gay lil something I wrote in between commissions archiveofourown.org/works/93464081

archiveofourown.org

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Carnitine @beastmoder.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

yeah you have to rip and vomit through the bloodied viscera of emotions and failings until you break through to someone the same. All everyone wants is something that's real.

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Carnitine @beastmoder.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

im not fucking with you i did a double take because you look exactly like the woman my roommate was hanging out with at our place last night

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Carnitine @beastmoder.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Well first off, sex is a vehicle for life-altering trauma and nothing else. Second off, typing that first point made me horny.

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Carnitine @beastmoder.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Maurices you have my buisness

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Carnitine @beastmoder.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

They're showing fat girls in jeans commercials we are so back.

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wolfgirl cobbing your morning bedhead

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Sadist dyke who enjoys strapping girls because she thinks sex is supposed to be painful

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had a shop meeting on thursday where they told us these hours would be continuing through the end of the year, so not likely. will have thanksgiving off, and then some time around christmas/new years

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