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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 02/10/2026

you can drag me screaming anywhere I’ll kick myself down any stairs even to joy pulling teeth pulling hair shining unhealthy so bright it’ll glare

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 02/10/2026

I've done so much acceptance growth around the names Josh and Tyler, let me wail on some Iains and Noels for a bit

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 02/10/2026

I can't be the only one to experience cognitive dissonance at earth's various britishoid dialects' frequent use of the Obviously rootintootin' Prehistoric American Cowboy word "reckon" always sounds like a 200-year-behind Borat/Fellow-Kids attempt to catch up to US slang "Mega Drive" iain are you 7?

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 01/10/2026

Joy-Jitsu Used to call it Attitude Magick but I’m thanking autocorrect for this one

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 01/10/2026

I too have joy-jitsu’d my privately uttered death-wishes into invigorating mantras that regard death as through an alchemical lens, a burning off, a refinement, a tarot draw.

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 01/10/2026

Motivation: What happens usually matters less than how you handle it. ~or~ Goofus and Gallant on: Cangue Pillories

woefully sauceless, unable to project a romantic mystique of underdog defiance under the crushing boot of the state

Unbroken dignity is a psychological ace in the -sometimes literal- hole, a feathered serpent’s fang fourth-dimensionally threatening, venom-drops reflecting their panoptic paranoia, their own fears oppressing themselves more deeply than could any logistic manoeuvre ordered to any of their million fingers, only ever able to control mere momentary physical arrangements in a scramble to preemptively blot what is described on history’s blank pages, seconds constantly turning, eras often worth skipping, requiring constant total revision to self-delude into a Sisyphean mirage of stolen comfort.

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 01/10/2026

qualities I feel compliment one's reliability as a narrator include a willingness to admit to instances when one was an idiot, so you can't use it assole criterion for an honest story but it does add a martyrly quality to one's follies middle hell apropos nutn, just aint smoked in a bit n playin god

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 01/10/2026

My integration of the poetic lesson illustrated by fictional character written by a celebrated wry romantic of my diasporic motherland is being stymied by my bitter credulity of the utter cozmik corniness of their first name essentially being all but three letters of my last one.

Stepan Plyushkin (Russian: Степан Плюшкин) is a fictional character in Nikolai Gogol's novel Dead Souls. He is a landowner who obsessively collects and saves everything he finds, to the point that when he wants to celebrate a deal with the protagonist Chichikov, he orders one of his serfs to find a cake that a visitor brought several years ago, scrape off the mold, and bring it to them. At the same time, his estate is incredibly inefficient; the cut wheat rots on the ground and any potential income is lost.

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 29/09/2026

o u <3 <3 <3 thank you for the necklace it really felt like someone gave me actual jewelry lol

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 26/09/2026

I genuinely appreciate it. Funy bird thing is honestly boss and You are a consistent joy in my online landscape.

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 26/09/2026

My mood is that halloween pic of gene ween where his face is just painted sheet white with FUCK written across it in tall forehead-to-chin letters

god’s favorite angel on another worthwhile escapade

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 26/09/2026

I have no plans to rush things but I’m still excited that at least someday I’ll be dead and maybe then I’ll stop being such a fucking disappointment to everyone who gets to know me deeper than small talk ah shit just remembered im a godam vampire

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 25/09/2026

we’d live in a more understanding and peaceful world if The PJ’s got rebooted as many times as Futurama

Thurgood Stubbs and Haiti Lady taught a pre-9/11 America to laugh and to love

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 25/09/2026

*window rolls up, barely muffling the most viciously mocking laughter you’ve ever heard*

I’m so busted I think splitting a cab makes me bougie

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 25/09/2026

Upon examining this clown mascot for dollar store cotton candy, I see that they are a Canadian named Pifpof.

The kind of asshole who complains about land acknowledgments while boasting that they’re not from Trump land

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 24/09/2026

cinefork.net/media/tmdb-m... 15 mins in and you'll get the whole idea but the truly specific vibe crystallized by this undeniable classic does really deserve at least a cursory study by all interested in sleaze, schlock, or "The Buxotic"

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 19/09/2026

As awful as I can feel, living downtown amid so many people of all walks means every time I go outside I get “I like your outfit”s from angels, and “rock on, man”s from devils, and that can help me see at least some superficial worth in this thing I am.

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 19/09/2026

Thank you, sweetheart. It’s hard for me to feel there could be anything in me worth more than passing curiosity sometimes; my only charm a desperate wolfcry. Siren plea to earnest hearts to sail my selfish tears into jagged rocks I’ve too long denied are my kingdom, rubble of my own wasted designs.

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 14/09/2026

a grief beyond shame just absolutely shrieking at myself hate hate hate suspiciously threatening myself to honor my promise to use it to learn better ways and grow into someone worthwhile, not let it destroy or define me, to not allow myself any self pity until wronged by someone other than myself

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 14/09/2026

I make myself sick I refuse to allow myself to get away with the kinds of shit I boiled my frog into not even paying sincere attention to. I endeavor to sweat, bleed, vomit, excrete, expel, burn off, mitigate and neutralize my toxins I still can't believe how lucky I am, nor how disgusting I've been

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 14/09/2026

one of my first times smoking weed as a teenager, I posed to my best friend the poetic-bordering-on-word-salad question, "Am I a criminal of the heart?" In 2 weeks his girlfriend and I began dating for 7 years, and it took yet more pain than that for me to see the bloody trail of my spree. no more

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 14/09/2026

If I hadn't chanced to have over the years earned the confidence [or at least attracted the curiosity] of some of the most astonishing, beautiful, inspiring, irreplaceable people on earth, I'd have given up long ago, and history would judge it my noblest deed

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 14/09/2026

ok things to do I really am one of the luckiest people on earth to even be allowed to fuck up so catastrophically to realize some things I'm thoroughly disgusted in myself for not just having installed in my instincts but, shown enough grace, a wretch may be embarrassed into understanding

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 14/09/2026

those awful traits can stay. Others -thoughtless, disgusting, bent-soul flaws that shame, disgrace and mortify me so deeply I even let bad will excuse utter shit from myself as sufficient, justified & worst of all, believable- do NOT work. cowardly gradual suicides of anything in me worthy of love

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 13/09/2026

Just a few days ago I realized I can just say “hey siri, where are you?”

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 13/09/2026

i accuse myself of being dense, corny, and worst of all, saccharine seems to work tho

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 13/09/2026

In that special state where I don’t feel especially drunk but am in horrified awe watching myself do routine things completely bonkers

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 13/09/2026

About Me: The first time I ever encountered "yo mama" jokes was on the columbine shooters' website and when 9/11 happened I was channel-switching between live coverage on CNN, The Spy Who Shagged Me on Cinemax, and Top Cat on Cartoon Network.

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𝔅𝔢𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔲𝔷 𝔑𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢 @battfink.satan.social · 13/09/2026

You know how people will tape a helium balloon's string to the shell of a pet turtle so they can keep track of its roaming? that for my wireless mouse

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