iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

we didn't do the design so not including this in art thread but we finally finished it! no clue how long it took lol

--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

made some no-bakes with multiple ingredients substituted so who knows if they'll actually set but i packed them HwARD into that tablespoon and they taste GOOD so HA 😁😆 (The Others are gonna hate me 💀)

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

tw (for poem, not context)//SA, and brief sui mention at end of poem don't remember when we did most of this, idk if this is actually complete or if it even all belongs to the same piece, but the first stanza happened this morning LOL mel+vik's brain baby...fought n split up the writing this time 🤣🙃

you make me feel im only half a person
in time i know that this will only worsen
if i do not fix this, do not lift this curse, then
will i end up layin' in a fuckin' hearse? when??

i beg you, please, don't let that finger linger
you make me want to bite those evil fingers
don't act like that, don't make me fuckin' think you're
goin' back to that, you're still a fuckin' drinker?

you're a creeper and a peeper
always feelin' up the sleeper
(even when they are a weeper)
wish the consequence was steeper

woke up in a cloud of smoke
bloke awoke me with a choke
simultaneously with the poke
you just think this is a joke

you just wanna smoke your dope
think it's your main source of hope
around the scope i see you mope
and grope for rope on a box of soap

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

thrpy ws hrdr thn norml n we r so xhaustd 😿 bt we dn't hv t wrk! blt a Lttle-frenly area fr th ftrnoon 😼 lrd knws we need th rlxashn :') th room flt tooo bg so we hd t mk t smllr 😅 bt we gt [fake] drnks, mc n chez, anml cookez...gt sm movez...bx redy fr whn dn eatng...lil frens 'round...scrtch rt...

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

srsly, da fuq s ths sht!? mpssbl t wrk wth 😹🤣

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

fuck this is gorgeous!!!!! and that plane sound 😫 we are too familiar with those goodbyes man this piece is so wonderfully and ethereally sad yet there still seems to be that glint of hope. (katy watched with - APPROVED 😹) keep creating my fren this sounds awesome, even though it came from pain 🫂<3🫂

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

tried to fix the sky 3 years after we accidentally let the pencil touch it while colouring the roof...just made it so much worse 🤣😭 WHATEVER IT'S FINE. most of it is still pretty. it just looks slightly haunted now LMAO gonna do ✨The Container✨ then attempt sleep 😅 goodnight, be good to yourselves 💖

a green malachite butterfly and a golden gatekeeper butterfly flying around a flowery roof of a hollowed out tree house with a couple windows, a big door, and a tiny door leading out to a smol clothesline held up by fly agaric mushrooms and surrounded by forget-me-nots and tulip trees

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

the details of the music aren't all in head yet but the poem is done mwahahahaha (there are currently 3 present and our meshed handwriting is weird to us lmao...check Alt if illegible)

got some stupid hustles and your hair is pretty tussled
need to get a little more in touch and tend to your heart muscle
maybe you should get your brain graphed - find out just how understaffed
maybe read the paragraph on why you go by Roughdraft

apt to attack what you refuse to understand, but i
snapped back, fact: you don't have the upper hand

pried your greedy pawsies off of me and all my sanity
didn't think that i'd be breaking free from your insanity?
cursin' at your mommy, shouldn't be using profanity
go back to your basement bedroom - State of Inanity

(thought i might write something more and make this kinda grand, but you
just ain't worth another bar, im off to Wonderland)

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

after hearing about B's time outside this morning we decided to stay in today cos wtf 😭 im so sorry u have to drive in that *hugzies* 🖤

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

felt weird having the thread up cos we never rly post about nsfw? but it also feels weird having it deleted cos there were some details that might be helpful for Others to know? idk ig we'll put screenshot here so Photos doesn't do us a jump scare later (missing/incomplete lines in Alt) TW//SA+nsfw

"in every circumstance he has seemed to know how far/much to push us, and this new category of circumstance hasn't proven any different."

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

finally home btw and mad that our hands weren't torn up symmetrically...because this happened before we even realised it was happening, we aren't considering it sh, but had we continued going to make it even, THAT would've felt like a relapse. so we just have uneven hands now lowkey wanna relapse fr

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

FINALLY rly rough draft of ✨The Container✨ and just realised the time so we're gonna brush teeth now and if we can lay down then we will attempt sleep and if Body Memories are being Stupid still then we'll polish this up. been meaning to do this for a minute and if we don't tonight we might never 😂🤣

"NOTE: This item is prohibited for carry-on aboard the rocketship to Happy Place. All contents must remain on Earth."
metal container with both a padlock and slide lock which doubles as a wand with which to gather The Problematic Things into said container. top of box has textured design reminiscent of a flower with a diamond/star/compass middle that bows inward and holds the wand/lock as well as the key to the padlock. there is a(n invisible) breath lock over these items which only respond to Us.

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

B got us this cool metal sign!! :D hehe we're gonna hang it over the art area that we're gonna create in the space that we keep forgetting is available to us now that more of our house is empty 😂 we are trying to remember we are allowed to (and should! 😇) take up more space 😅

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

tw//body✔️ and sh venting cos how TF am i supposed to look at that vein and not want to slice it open in every way possible!? (traced so it stands out from the old scars)

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

check Alt if illegible, we've been up roIodexing since 0300 and exhausted

supine shut-eye required - i tried
laying down was hard - i cried
drained my eyes, my mind i fried
hold me til my tears are dried

to this bed i find im tied
frightened, might have lost my pride
drifting mind just like the tide
quiet life from my hands pried

strive to fly, im in a bind
crying, trying, cannot find
peaceful scenes with someone kind
family inside my mind

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

tw//SA vent art collages (semi ambiguous?) printer cartridges smeared on scrap paper ~2018?

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 26/05/2026

Amen (synesthesia snapshot # 5) watercolours -05.2026

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

tw//body✔️ (covered) since Nobody Else would post this (we're technically 0.2 out of range but WHAT THE FUCK EVER LOL)...post workout: couple relaxed, couple flexed. first takes cos irdgaf rn haha. (for future selves: dw, mirror flex shot includes shoulder blade, it's not a bunch of loose skin lmao.)

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

tw//SA (tw for poem, not context - by mel+vik, so the handwriting is weirder than normal, also everything hurts for various reasons so shaky..."jape" is to say or do something in jest or mockery; i think it usually has a lighter connotation, but we needed another rhyme and it gave gaslighting vibes)

rape was his game on awaking
taped up, all while he is taking
draped clothes off me, body's shaking
shaped bruises, could not be faking
scraped up and my body's breaking
gaped open, my breath forsaking
japed as if im not still quaking
escaped it all with heart still aching

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

gonna try this brand tonight >:D we survived the appointments and don't feel like waiting for rice to have with legumes. might do some eggs too tho idk.

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 11/05/2026

lol need to add shaving to the list 💀 (the hair on my head is so damn long anyway tho it affects my headaches when i wear it up 💀)

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

this morning lot of words bounce around in head. only these 8 (+1/2) make it to your eyeballs. presenting "vs." lol it a mind war. battle. thingy. we don't rly have much of say over 🤣 but WE SURVIVE.

competent concentration [vs.] compromised computations
complex contemplation [vs.] compressed complications

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

tw//bc (clothed) first time wearing this comfy ass shirt - WE ARE THE STORM. and we might need new jeans 😂

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

apparently we separated the reposthreads (oop, see this is why we need to just make an actual thread, ugh), but here's today's brain baby. (felix+mel)

time to conquer one more year
once more it's without the beer
learning how to shed a tear
this is Us facing our fear

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

soberthday (n.): a birthday in which a recovering alcoholic indulges in alcohol-like beverages example: yo, this soberthday bout to be LIT!

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

flng bttr n clckng bck nto wrk nw 😹

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

Kaleidoscope Quilt paint markers on mini canvas ~2024

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

tw//SA...workout counting failed. again. so we wrote. again. yay. 😵🔫 the quest mentioned has changed btw don't worry, this was just written in Flashback Space where we feel like we *are* dying and sometimes physically cannot breathe lol but we are okay!! im actually feeling a Switch as we type so...

toxic traits were all suppressed, was i blinded? just obsessed?
every inch of me caressed? more like tortured and distressed
knee digging into my chest, on my neck your hand is pressed
struggling to catch a breath, wishing you'd just cause my death
vision fading, should've guessed; no desire to ingest
puke it so i don't digest, leaving this world is my quest
did you think i'd be impressed? what made you act so possessed?
giving that insane stress test, they might need a quick inquest

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

idk if this even makes sense outside my head we need some fuckin sleep but here this morning's brain baby, check Alt if illegible, hand shaking and pen being a turd

careening towards the trees, feel the breeze freeze my knees
pleading, please, need some peace, sanity needs to increase
creepy dreams stealing screams, feeling weak from the extremes
centipedes searing me, healing, merely leisurely

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

Beans (~khaos sh fantasy vent...not everyone sees it, but a pastry icon from a game has triggered us before, so we figure better safe than sorry) watercolours ?? 2025

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

okie this'll be Amen (remix) synesthesia thread...keep having the track on repeat cos it's so calming :')😌 and then Brain is like "but these sound waves=COLOURS" (THANK YOU @noose.rip for sharing your music, sry if it was weird to tag you here...felt weirder to not mention the source/inspiration? 😅)

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

Perspective (Bloomed & Barren) old printer cartridges ~July 2018

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

*we did not relapse* just Remembering cos it's how we FEEL rn (check Alt if illegible...non-dominant hand)

bandaging wounds that were seeping
banning blades, gone for safekeeping
daydreaming of deeper sleeping
craving dreams with scarcer weeping

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

the water ISSO PRETTYYY 😻 hehehe okie now time to clean up and workout! 😼 might take nap if we're still tired after, been up for idk how many hrs but not been moving so feeling very antsy 😅

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

Amen (synesthesia snapshot) watercolours 05.02.26

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

Wanderer ("remixed") (check Alt if illegible...we're tired and fighting right now)

Dancing in the rain that extinguished my flame
Training up my brain to reframe all the shame
Ain't nothin' to gain from maintaining this game
Carrying the pain that I just cannot name
Jumpin' on a plane that's inside of my brain
Lookin' for someone to blame, maybe to frame
Only my brain's names remain, not quite the same
Sanity's my main aim, tired of feeling lame

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 30/04/2026

Stitched old printer cartridges on scrap paper ~Jul. 2018

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 30/04/2026

okie nevermind we just had to relocate some critters crawling on the walls and then we tripped and fell into a pile of junk and scraped skin right next to the most problematic arm scar 😿😭 (no blood, and old scar might not look like much, but it's been almost a decade and hurts to make a fist so...🤷‍♂️)

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 29/04/2026

tw//SA (for lyrics; context is neutral) wrote this during hysterectomy recovery during THOSE flashbacks where we were terrified of popping stitches 😅 everything else about that recovery was easy, but that was...yah. (in my head it sounds very ja¢k °ff j¡II and ¶°¶¶¥ vibes rap+rock+trap but it works)