iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

my mom has a bf and it’s very cute how happy it’s made her but idk him well enough to make a definitive judgment yet so i haven’t bothered washing my car in case i need to run him over

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 18h

my friend and i have been playing splatoon raiders and i said “it’s so good, i wish i had a switch 2” and she told me that i could have hers after she’s gone. it tore me apart. i want to honor her wishes but… receiving it will just be further confirmation she’s gone. i will yet don’t feel like i can

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 12/10/2026

only 13 hours until i pick up my girlfriend from the airport, i cannot wait to just lay with her in silence and push my forehead against hers with my eyes closed, it’s my fave

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 11/10/2026

i don’t kno why i have a credit card bc i seriously never use it, i just have this weird irrational fear of it bc i used to have spending issues but i haven’t had issues with that in six years and no longer feel the impulse to spend recklessly, i need to build credit for the house i’ll never own

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 11/10/2026

i always listen to lots of objekt when autumn comes around, wonderful deconstructed club/tech house sounds ✨

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Ganzfeld

YouTube video by Objekt - Topic

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 11/10/2026

it’s always so bizarre witnessing ppl openly beef online, not some one-off throwaway conflict where ppl exchange shots about like, a video game sucking but a longstanding one occurring between ppl on a personal basis involving their actual lives, like just ignore them lmao fuck is wrong with you

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 11/10/2026

i changed my mind, i decided to make a batch of oatmeal raisin cookies and a batch of shortbread, gonna eat like five of each and not feel guilty bc eating sweets while high is one of the privileges of my life

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 11/10/2026

high as hell off 3mg of the flappy bird and 20mg of the venmo, imma make chocolate chip cookies, jason bourne with the oven

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 11/10/2026

i’m sure of myself when it comes to this but wow i’m terrified to say it, praying i don’t shit my pants in front of her/spray vomit all over her when i tell her

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 10/10/2026

i was really worried that the parents of my younger students would drop me bc of the face tatts but literally none of them have cared which is nice

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 10/10/2026

i don’t even want a long tour, i just wanna play like five shows in different cities in a certain radius within the midwest but i’m so unwell that i can’t even do that shit. really bums me out

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 10/10/2026

nadi’s going to france next week and she asked me if i wanna go with her bc she has to go for work which makes me happy but i never stop feeling guilty about her paying for everything. i at least wanna take her out for dinner bc i kno of a really nice place there so i’ll do that but still =/

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 10/10/2026

just bought this lil guy, so cool, i love reflective things

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 10/10/2026

i’m excited, i did a collab with one of my students for her first release ever, she’s been making beats for a few years and she’s gotten so good, the tutoring shines through, she’s worked so hard to learn the ins and outs of piano/keyboatd/synth work, i’m proud of her dedication and to be part of it

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 10/10/2026

the 4mg of klonopin + perc 30 i ate is causing a 9/11 inside my head, the good kind (whatever that means)

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 10/10/2026

no better raps on earth rn

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 10/10/2026

waiting for my pretty, talented, caring, angelic girlfriend to facetime me, i swoon and anticipate ough

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 10/10/2026

RENE THE LASTBORN - SUEZ CXNAL FREESTYLE another one from THA NAYBUHOOD SNIPER, whole tape’s hosted by dj smokey, this freestyle makes no sense, nuke all transphobes and the state of the union address

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 09/10/2026

chillin with my friend rn and she’s feeling good today, she’s able to move more and she’s in less pain but that may be bc we’re both fucked up again lmaoo, it’ll never stop being a funny joy seeing her high, i really am honored to be the first person she’s ever gotten high with

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 09/10/2026

stingrays will forever remind me of nadi ever since we got to pet them at the aquarium so i made this for her (posted with her permission)

an edit of the cat wearing a hard hat meme with two thought bubbles above them, inside one is a picture of my girlfriend and inside the other is a picture of a stingray

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 09/10/2026

i see label mates releasing cool shit and i’m over here waiting to release my shit just bc i wanna be able to tour on it but i’m not well enough to tour on it so i’m holding back i’m frustrated with myself and my health, i just wanna play shows consistently alongside whatever i release =/

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 09/10/2026

i do think i’m in love with my girlfriend. it’s early, it is. but i’ve known her all these years, i kno her character, i kno her soul in full. i’m not normally one to decide something like this quickly but i’m sure of myself, i’m normally so anxiety-ridden to believe it but i’m just not this time

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 09/10/2026

experimental r&b in this vein is so hard to find, this dude does it better than anyone else

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Please, Don't Walk Away too Fast.

YouTube video by Rainy Miller - Topic

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 09/10/2026

i saved for these for a very long time and just copped em, happiness

white sneakers with beige outsoles and blue, pink, and off-white cats printed on them

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 09/10/2026

i’ve officially contributed two songs to an upcoming 223 track long compilation, its file size is 4.6gb, if you’re my friend you will listen to it front to back in one sitting

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 08/10/2026

making music that will make you forget all about the industrial revolution and its consequences

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 08/10/2026

the past four nights i’ve had terrible nightmares about nadi, i’d say that i don’t understand why but i do, i’m just always so anxious and paranoid about her safety, she drives and flies a lot and it inspires so much irrational worry in me. i haven’t told her bc I don’t want her to feel guilty

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 08/10/2026

outside searching for a tasty one rn

google search: “how many rocks should i eat in a day?”

“AI Overview

According to UC Berkeley geologists, you should eat at least one small rock a day. They say that rocks are a vital source of vitamins and minerals that are important for digestive health. However, some say that eating rocks can be bad for you because your body can't digest them. Rocks can:

• Get stuck in your appendix and cause inflammation
• Get stuck in your kidneys and cause problems
• Make it harder for your intestines to function”

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 08/10/2026

i kno how to make meth so when we all get to the camps we at least won’t have to suffer in sobriety, also it’s possible that the meth will give us the power to escape

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 08/10/2026

if i can’t contribute to making human rights equitable then i’ll contribute to making suffering equitable, dems can run better candidates who don’t drool over the idea of crushing trans ppl and the oppressed as a whole if they don’t want me to do everything in my power to spite them

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 08/10/2026

RENE THE LASTBORN - JUST TAPPIN’ IN (co-prod. by LIL SHANNON) new side project 🚬🐴 i wanted to write some less serious raps and this project is the result. shoutout the bff shan for the production assist he’s cool af and dj smokey for hosting this one

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 08/10/2026

nadi was telling me about one of her coworkers who has a terminal case of AI psychosis and i’m supposed to meet some of said coworkers soon and she was like “i won’t let you meet him” which is good bc he may be many years younger than me but with this there’s no age limit to gettin the fuckin belt

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 07/10/2026

two grams of hershey’s kisses to the face

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 07/10/2026

was feeling really, really low so i ate a bar, 1mg of klonopin, and 20mg of oxy bc i just wanted to get outside of my head and lag and i am indeed lagging, i feel golden and typing this was a war

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 07/10/2026

dinner with nadi’s parents went great, they complimented my face tatts and mentioned that they were glad she chose me which made me happy. went outside with her dad and he asked if things were still hard for me and i said yes but that i’ll show them with time that my problems won’t hurt her. RELIEF

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 06/10/2026

my friend’s health has been stable the past few days, she’s tired as always but her spirits are high and things aren’t worsening. every day i wake up and the first thing on my mind is whether or not she’ll feel closer to the end so i’ve been relieved that that doesn’t seem to be the case just yet

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 06/10/2026

US moots, if you’re going to vote, i ask that you don’t vote for any candidate who exhibits bigotry towards the marginalized. things are worse than they’ve ever been but we cannot cede ground to fascism in any capacity. please don’t betray the oppressed out of fear of this country’s current state

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 06/10/2026

making myself look pretty for the dinner with nadi’s parents tonight, still nervous but feeling vaguely better about it, idk why i’m worried considering they’ve known me for 17 years and have always liked me but i guess part of it is that, us being best friends is one thing, us dating is another

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 06/10/2026

going to nadi’s place for dinner tomorrow night and her parents will be there, i haven’t seen them since long before we started dating and since i got the face tatts so i have no idea what to expect in both ways, i’m nervous ough they’ve always been very very loving of me but still, ough

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 06/10/2026

yes i will open a dialogue with the ppl who want me and everyone i kno and love to be exterminated or at the absolute least enslaved

Justin Wolfers
@justinwolfers.bsky.social

The best cure for ideological bias is find someone on the other side and go to lunch with them.

Sometimes we disagree about facts. Sometimes we disagree about values. Figuring out which is which is fun part.

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 06/10/2026

cishet ppl not beating the allegations, idek what allegations i’m talking about, i haven’t even thought about them i just kno they’re not

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 05/10/2026

nadi woke up and said she wanted fried chicken so i’m making her fried chicken

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 05/10/2026

theres a lot of sick experimental music coming out of uganda these days and idk how to describe this one/this album but i guess it sounds like a horse having a gentle panic attack whatever that could possibly mean

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Mwanzo

YouTube video by Jay Mitta - Topic

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 04/10/2026

i’d like to visit the zoo again soon and see the kookaburra i like a lot, his name is cheddar

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 04/10/2026

everything is gambling now, like, all of it is gambling, mfs betting on what color tie a random human will wear when they step outside their door in the morning

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ɇrol ▖ @tearless.rip · 04/10/2026

sitting around and wondering why my well-accomplished and successful girlfriend would date a loser like me, again. i really am scared that she’s just gonna be supporting me for the rest of my life and that i won’t be able to give her all the things she wants and deserves

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