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@anamiacity1.bsky.social
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29 • vent account • ment-ill dx include: AuDHD, (C+)PTSD, DID, ED, OCD [etc.] • goal: maintain 💪 18.5-18.9 to keep people off my back • pro-recovery (DNI if you are not) ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 8h
B s cookn up sm pierogis frm th shp dwn th street!! he tstd 1 n they r good 😋😻
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 10h
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 14h
tired n my head hurts 😿
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
i rly want cheesecake
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
im slowly making peace with the fact that im not allowed to read what we write on this account 😅
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
i do have to finish our paid work first but i like typing :3 and then this afternoon will be heckin FUN >:D
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
FOR ONCE!!! for once im here and it's not because The Others are freaking out or have things on a to-do list that they want me to do because they're too lazy! (or overwhelmed)...ISSO HAPPY im not gonna have to do like anything this afternoon i can just enjoy existing and do whatever i want 🤩😭 (~ash)
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
ooh we like our garlic and ginger and always forget about parsley!! that's a good one 😁😋
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
maybe it's also the lack of construction. (it'll prolly start tonight again tho but whatever) there were a number of motors but then we got to smell the happy freshly cut grass 😻 number of other delightful olfactory triggers that idk where they came from but also just the crisp air and breeze...YAY.
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
still in pain (fuck fibro) but Content. this is the Peace that Little Us craved, i think.
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
B asked if i was okay and at first i said idk cos this is just the first day we've felt like we've been able to do nothing since the car fiasco...after a few moments realised...we actually kinda feel okay today...amazing what two nights of decent rest can do...still tired but we felt Happy(?!) today
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
we've been roIodexing a lot too btw i forget if we said lol just tryna process everything that's happened the past week or two idk it's been a lot, with current events and with therapy, idk man but we're rollin with it 😅 tis exhausting tho
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
gonna make a chocolate sauce to go with some frozen treat idr what exactly the label said lol but it's gonna be gooood
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
do you have a fav recipe? always curious more ways to prepare 😁
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
nice! our mum mixed them pretty much all the time so we don't really have a favourite as of yet! however, we're currently starting a phase of making this one dish, and for now we used green lentils, Very Tasty! next time we will use yellow and see how it compares! for this particular dish no red tho
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
he even figured out how to hold me the other day :') (his fucked up shoulders and hernia make this difficult most of the time) but anywayzies why can't more men be like this. we haven't had to do the dishes ever since we mentioned in passing that it's triggering! that's insanely courteous! wtf 😭 :')
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
the few triggers we've discovered since our friendship upgrade...was scared for awhile we'd be too terrified to trust anyone like that again but he's proven time n time again he'll always keep us safe+listen. the few times PTSD was triggered he reacted in the best ways and it's Amazing feeling Safe.
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
okay sry gotta mention how wonderful it's been, how patient B has been, learning what my triggers are and doing everything in his power to minimize or warn me about them. like the ⚽ game he had to watch in spanish when i might be dozing off. he warned me about that *hours* in advance. not to mention
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
lentils are so fuckin good tho
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
he rly is 😁🥰
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
sorry we been less active, things been kinda crazy around here, hope y'all are doing well. miss ya <33
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
just made the sauce for the lentils, gonna start cooking the lentils in the rice cooker and clock in for a bit. crazy how we used to have 3 day weekends and now we rarely get even 2 days in a row 😓 we could, but since we don't get paid for Work Thoughts, we figure we may as well Do the work we dread
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
ate almost a normal amount today so bout to hate ourselves for a week lmao fuck being short but it should be okay hopefully cos a lot of what we ate was whole foods which tend to not be as sluggish so a day or two of fasting should take care of it
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
pb+marmalade on tortillas 🤩😋
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
ahhh thank you angel :') it has really been a blessing today 😭
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
aw damn, best of luck making sense of all that! gotta love when people don't follow process accurately 🙃 things are changing with a couple of our processes so there's a lot more clutter than normal and yet it has felt easier to sift through than normal. physiology is weird dude idk 😂
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
thank you! yeh it really is a dream, fr, almost 5 hrs of sleep only broken once!? insane. AND i was able to lay FLAT for once (not curled up in a specific way on the couch *because PTSD*) which was a *MIRACLE* omg my back feels SO much better today 😭 :') now jus gotta tackle these 2000 invoices lmao
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
mornin mooties! may your day be great (or at least okay!) sending love and strength 💕 we've been up almost 2 hrs but only woke up once which is unusual so that was Noice 😎
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
gnight peeps, sleep well, though looking at the time maybe for more of you it's good morning 😂 idk what time is
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
well that was...intense 😳🤭🤩😌
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
...he just offered round 2 🤩😭😈🤭💀🤣 we are gonna sleep well tonight methinks...😜😂
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
cw//n§fw . since this morning was hoping B would be up for some playtime. after a big chunk (maybe all?) of work (n after errands) he did indeed end up offering a little snack before dinner! 😂 it's been three days due to both of us not feeling the best but Body was *so*. sensitive. it was GREAT. and
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
we might go again tomorrow cos he didn't have time to make a complete list this morning cos we kinda mentioned it with weird timing and he had already picked up on our khaotically anxious vibes due to work...today was so split up as far as activities (and im nervous to check ps history 😹🤣😅😬 oh well)
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
work has been crazy which has been quite stressful (but not when we intentionally Logic the situation), and we've also had more time with B* which feels nice! so today has felt very strange 😂 *idk if it's actually been more time or that we went shopping together which we don't usually get to do 😇:'D
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
thank you, needed to hear that :') 🖤
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
just burped and my back cracked lol
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
i'd love to see a graph of how different music affects my typing/work speed 😂 the OCD would definitely be a variable as well and it's very nerdy of me to be visualizing this 💀 (for context we used to test statisticaI process ctrl software though i can't be sure we wouldn't have thought this without)
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
that does sound busy as hell but u got this!! tysm :')
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
thank you :')
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
in case we forgot to say - GOOD MORNING MOOTIES!! we're running on less than 3 hrs of sleep again so today gonna be fun 😅🤣(😭)
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
:') it really does seem to just get tougher 😅 ayyye that would be dope AF if u got some answers! regardless what the dx ends up being, im glad ur getting some help/input on this and i hope ur able to find some good ways to cope with things and learn what you need for your personal accommodations <33
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
mornin L! hope u have a kickass day 💕
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
good morning sierra we hope u have a lovely day! 💕
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
hey George, hope your day is going well! 💕
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
we been missing you, hope ur doing well <33
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
welcome back! shit's been ROUGH but we are surviving! how have you been??
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
getting ready for grocery haul...we don't normally do this in the earlier morning so it will be strange 😅
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
sleep failing, B woke up in pain, gave him backrub and now bout to clock in cos why tf not
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numbers numbers numbers
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