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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber

@zanitysystem.bsky.social
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They/Them | Genderfluid | DID dx | Millennial 🎨 zanitysystem-portfolio.carrd.co 🧐 zanitysystem.carrd.co #Artist #Writer #VTuber #Disabled #Plural Contents not permissible for use in research or academia.

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Timothy Jamar Brown @timothyjamar.bsky.social · 14h
2/2 I would often use LofiGirl’s music playlists for my art streams in particular. Does anyone know if you still can? I know they had some copyright issues, and I can’t find any info on their website, unless I’m blind. If I have to switch, that’s fine. Just wondering if anyone was in the know.
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
"If they're good enough, someone will recommend them." "I want to engage with content organically" Okay if all your white friends ALSO don't break the algorithm by intentionally interacting with black creators - Your implicit bias is not gonna give you access to "the good ones" Fix your racism.
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Alex de Campi @alexdecampi.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
This incredibly kind person has also posted the steps to automatically copy image text on Android devices!
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
I'm not self diagnosed autistic, I'm community diagnosed autistic. Everyone knows I have autism, it's just not on a doctor's note.
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
I don't have any money for charity cases or emergencies for strangers. No not even $5. And I have such mixed feelings when I get followed or reposted by refugees crowdfunding. I don't have literacy to be able to tell which ones are scammers and which ones are legitimate.
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
Does everybody really think that you're going to destroy the patriarchy by pouring in expectations of abusive and predatory behavior into your boys and sons? By treating your sons and the boys around you with constant suspicion of their evil nature, THAT'S how you're going to dismantle patriarchy?
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🏳️‍⚧️screaming queer cryptid👁️🔥🎨 @nintala-scribble.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
MY BIRTHDAY, AND WACKY STREAM, IS IN 2 DAYSSSSSSSSS BE THERE ON YOUTUBE TUESDAY AFTER 1PM IM BUILDING A LEGO CHESS SET AAAAAAA!!!!
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
If you're looking for a computer to handle high-end games AND streaming, AND all the streaming gear You want a computer that has multi-threading BUT you do not want a laptop or mini-PC even though they're cheaper. the APU bottleneck kills the multithreading benefit.
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
Underneath my anxiety, depression, self-harm, paranoia Was complex trauma. A MOUNTAIN of evidence that situations that SHOULD be safe have not been safe. Mom, Dad, siblings, cousins, church, school, doctors, counselors. I have EVIDENCE of how it can go wrong. Try treating THAT like "anxiety".
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Sarah Andersen @sarahseeandersen.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
The image is of a four panel comic.
The first panel shows Sarah, the protagonist, working at a desk. A brain next to her says, "We need to take breaks!"
The second panel zooms in on Sarah's face. She is annoyed. She says, "What if I don't listen to you?"
The third panel shows the brain smiling.
The fourth panel shows the brain reaching towards a lever. The brain says, "I'LL MAKE YOU."
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🏳️‍⚧️screaming queer cryptid👁️🔥🎨 @nintala-scribble.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
hey gamers I am STRUGGLING its my birthday at the end of the month, I have zero family, and barely any irl friends. online help is the only way I can keep on going while Im in recovery for a shit ton of issues please stop forgetting about trans men 😤🫶 SHARE
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I love a game that challenges you to learn, but I do not like games that are not self contained. If I need to reference a map OUTSIDE of the game to play it AT ALL, not the game for me. If I HAVE to join a discord server to play a game? Not the game for me. I want an immersive world.
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🏳️‍⚧️screaming queer cryptid👁️🔥🎨 @nintala-scribble.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Boooooost!! 💸💕
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
So I recognize that frantic, urgent, aggressive behavior is a reflection of pain. I respond to that pain unless my health is at great risk. But I can't expect people to see pain when I get aggressive about neglected needs. It's not fair, but that's reality I guess.
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Etherington Brothers @etheringtonbros.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
Our feature artist/tutorial for today is this WONDERFUL & ESSENTIAL page on the placement of BODY FAT on figures by the talented @marinscos! REAL BODY SHAPE VARIETY is a part of what makes us all beautiful, and that should be reflected in our art. I LOVE this. #ART #anime #ARTIST
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Feeling this so hard lately. Especially when I can see contempt in the eyes of female entrepreneurs around me
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🏳️‍⚧️screaming queer cryptid👁️🔥🎨 @nintala-scribble.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
the only way I got more wild with my colors in my art is cause Im colorblind and color theory was PISSN ME OFF so I made up my own color theory for myself and get real weird with it. colors that are "ugly" I use and experiment with what makes them look cool. screw the rules
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
Our system has reached a point where it is us against the world. No matter what's happening around us, we have each other's backs. We get into conflict & we work on repair, reconnection, identity & meeting individual needs. It's the only way to survive. Stop trusting outsiders MORE THAN yourself.
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
"reach out to your support network, lean on your supports" But what if someone doesn't yet have the SKILLS to do that? Did you know asking for help and being RECEPTIVE to support, and communicating your needs are all skills? A support network isn't going to magically understand what you need.
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Yep, I was approved in March. The phone agent confirmed my account has $0.13 and has not received a deposit in a year. Escalating to a supervisor. Phone agent has never seen this before. Ah.. lazy lazy welfare king spending 2 hours comparing documents over the phone.
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
I was approved for cash assistance in March, I'm learning. When I applied for it because I was drowning. Never saw a penny. They're trying to figure it out. Backpay will cover necessities like a dream. 🤞🤞🤞🤞
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Who's "They"? ah the benevolent people who coronated my welfare king status of course. I'm too well fed on $128 a month you see, but I'm a hungry bastard and must request more as King of my welfare. (Department of Human Services: foodstamps, cash assistance, medicaid, WIC, etc.)
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
I get spicy and petty in the morning. Right now I'm bored and uncomfortable in my akin cause I'm on hold to the highest pitch piano piece to discuss why they have not processed the reports I sent in March, May, July, and August.
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RAPIDPUNCHES 🍉🫒🕊️ @rapidpunches.itch.io · 17/09/2026
It's my birthday and for my birthday I need you to look at my art (Mel Blanc scream) LOOK AT IT! We both know intuitively I should be in the MoMa, the Louvre even, the walls in your home why not! 🍰 buymeacoffee.com/rapidpunches 🎂 throne.com/rapidpunches
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🏳️‍⚧️screaming queer cryptid👁️🔥🎨 @nintala-scribble.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
RENT PAID!!!! <3
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🏳️‍⚧️screaming queer cryptid👁️🔥🎨 @nintala-scribble.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
elaborate shitpost illustration of mine
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
A lot of other DID systems will vehemently throw problematic DID systems under the bus claiming that they're fakers. You're playing a game of palatability. YOU'RE one of the good ones, THEY'RE one of the bad ones. So they'll treat YOU better right? Nope.
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Hot take: Trisha Paytas never faked her did. She still has DID, and is still getting therapy for it. She was just a dramatic messy bitch having a crash out on the internet, and being toxic. And happened to also have the DID. Shocker, ppl are messy af. (Not a fan, just not blind either)
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Up down up down. We're going okay right now
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Wolf Conservation Center 🐺 @nywolforg.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
For Red Wolf Week, we’re offering FREE 45-minute wolf webinars for schools! 🎉 Students can join us from their classrooms to learn about critically endangered Red Wolves, their history, and what it takes to support their recovery/. Limited availability. Enter to participate: bit.ly/4AfSPZZ
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Some trauma survivors might lean into being negative and expressing negativity and get down right hostile about their RIGHT to be negative. Imagine having never been allowed to express a normal and healthy negative emotion all your childhood. Grinning & bearing it. You might get possessive too.
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Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle @drdoylesays.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Chances are you're going to try to do too much. That's just what we complex survivors do. Between shame & hyper independence & being used to doing hard things utterly alone, over functioning is often our default setting. And we can't just throw that into reverse after decades.
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Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle @drdoylesays.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
If you're a CPTSD survivor you're likely going to find yourself reactive to a whole spectrum of things that have nothing to do w/ you. You're not "crazy;" that's just what happens. No shame. You manage it like you manage your vulnerability to sunburn. We're all gingers here.
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Only make boundaries you're willing to enforce. Boundaries don't work unless YOU take action to back them up. Telling someone a boundary is NOT enforcing the boundary. It's only talk. Following through on consequences? There ya go, that's boundary enforcement.
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Im really fucking depressed and abt to give up on trying to make Friends
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Post break-up depression + I'm a socially anxious and disabled hermit + socially isolated I'm doing GREAT /enthusiastic sarcasm
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
lmao because wanting privacy for medical decisions is so radical. I guess so after the 14th amendment got fucked on. How dare we want to avoid death. lolololol
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Being on SSI, do you know how easy it is to commit welfare fraud? If I have $2000 between cash-on-hand and bank accounts, and I don't report the cash-on-hand, or I don't report that I have over $2,000... That's fraud! And if I report $2+ money, I lose SSI. SSI pays $443 a month
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
The reality of being poor is that every day I DO dress up nice and wear something I like. Not my fault a comfy nice shirt WITHOUT holes costs money.
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Break ups are harder when you're socially isolated.
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
As good men, we stay shut the fuck up about our pain and experiences when women are talking. AFAB trans ppl have a damaging and horrific puberty. Blockers would have stopped GG titties from fucking up my back. The horrors of menses and hormone chaos. Hysto surgery is hell compared to Top.
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
Dahlia: it is genuinely funny to me that people will LOVE and root for my unhinged behavior and anger directed at someone else. As if they're immune. I'm riot, until the riot changes directions. The people who champion me most are the most likely to run and hide when they're in the wrong.
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
Recent Science: Yes alters are actually their whole own people. Neural networks aren't partial for each alter. They're unique and complete. Whole ass persons jammed in one body. No wonder some DID folks get seizures
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
For someone to manipulate you, they need to get something out of it. Sometimes people are just being people, and it really isn't that deep.
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
There's plenty of times I don't get better. I just get quiet and people assume bc they're not hearing about it... But they stopped listening anyway
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
Fun fact you don't have to tell somebody about your boundary in order to enforce your boundary. If you would block somebody for behaving a certain way there's no reason to tell them that. Just block them. They don't even need to know. YOUR boundaries are YOURS & your responsibility.
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
Allies will ask well intended questions to understand more about your condition, disorder, or daily life. And then they'll say something like wow that's scary or wow I can't imagine dealing with all of that. And then they shut down because they don't know what to say. Cool my life is scary. 👍👍🙄😮‍💨
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
"Knowing" is not half the battle. It's barely 10%
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ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber @zanitysystem.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Tfw you burned multiple supports in the past bc disabling mental illness is disabling And people want you to talk abut they don't know how consistently you need support. And then you become a burden, and scary, and frustrating. And that's when you lose people.
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