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@xijilik.bsky.social
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illustrator ⋆ skygazer ⋆ ornamental hermit-for-hire [fka nikinikill]

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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
man…… what an absolutely devastating way to start a morning </3
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
literally my only comfort lately is miyazaki movies & all i do is cry during them. might fuck around & do myself in entirely with grave of the fireflies tonight, idk
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Dusty Ray @sloppjockey.bsky.social · 06/03/2025
all other baggage aside the american flag is still one of the ugliest fucking concepts in the history of graphic design
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Fen, moss goblin @fluidfyre.bsky.social · 17/06/2025
Gender is just another border. And borders aren't real. But hoooo aren't they violently enforced.
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 14/06/2025
#NOKINGS
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Garrett Young ✸ doctop @doctop.bsky.social · 09/06/2025
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Cats of Yore @catsofyore.bsky.social · 12/05/2025
Coolest couple in the neighborhood. Photo from my collection, 1937.
Black and white photo of a young light skinned black woman in a dark beret and turtleneck sweater, sitting outside of the brick steps of a wooden house porch. Next to her is a shorthaired white cat looking very curiously into the distance, but the cat is restrained by the woman’s hand and also a harness if it should decide to run off and investigate.
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 12/05/2025
happy birthday to my hairier half @thegloomlord.bsky.social <3 (neither of us are picture people tbh, so here’s an oldie of when i gave his character a beard upgrade a few night faires ago lol)
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 12/05/2025
fun fact: one of these moms is responsible for the writer who coined the term “brainrot”. everyone say thank you, cynthia!
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 12/05/2025
happy mother’s day to the dearly departed moms of bygone days <3 [ #photography #graveyardphotography #newenglandcemetery #gardencemetery #mother #mourning #victoriancemetery #darkphotography ]
an old headstone reading “mother”an old headstone reading “mother”an old headstone reading “mother”an old headstone reading “mother”
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 08/05/2025
</3
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Tom Bloom @orbitaldropkick.bsky.social · 07/05/2025
mushroom selling woman for Maleghast
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 08/05/2025
i took some time to make a couple of new pieces of decor out of my collection of foraged finds ✨ (+ audio book progress because why not & cat tax because duhhh)
a hand holding up a wall hanging made out of foraged materials, including an acorn cap, bone, a hagstone, a chestnut, sticks, a devil pod, and a pineconesmall paper mystery bags with a linocut eye stamp on the front, being displayed in a shallow box made of foraged materials, including sticks, moss, pinecones & mushroomsa screenshot of the lord of the rings: the two towers audio book, showing 17 hours, 38 minutes & 6 seconds into the book while on chapter 6: the forbidden poola tortoiseshell call laying on a rug on pair of black slides & a gudetama sock in the corner
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 05/05/2025
here’s me with all of the time i wasted because i didn’t proactively save every three minutes, just in case~
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 05/05/2025
there’s a lot to like about the oblivion remaster! personally, my favorite thing so far is when the game doesn’t crash for quite literally no reason <3
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TheGloomLord @thegloomlord.bsky.social · 04/05/2025
It’s quiet here
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 02/05/2025
ঌ 𝔳𝔦𝔰𝔦𝔬𝔫𝔰 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔠𝔥𝔢𝔰’ 𝔫𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱 ঌ [ #illustration #darkart #darkaesthetic #whimsical #witchesnight #walpurgisnacht #valborg #hexennacht #spring #folklore #heathenspring ]
three upside down witches flying on broomsticks around a large bonfire. a crescent moon above them & a single hawthorn flower with two stalks of grain on each of its sides below them.
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 27/04/2025
⚔️ 𝔦 𝔞𝔪 𝔢𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔫𝔞𝔩, 𝔦 𝔠𝔞𝔫𝔫𝔬𝔱 𝔢𝔫𝔡 ⚔️ [ #illustration #darkart #darkaesthetic #whimsical #dragon #wyvern #folklore #mythology ]
a black and white illustration of a european dragon whose body shape was inspired by those of medieval dragon paintings, but completed in a darker yet slightly more whimsical style
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Trevors (1990) starring Kevin Bacon @slimyswampghost.bsky.social · 25/04/2025
king of the flies
a humanoid with empty eye sockets and a giant maggot hanging down like a beak
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 22/04/2025
sooo I actually got a few of these done today lol new illustration, customized a frame for it, finished a faerie banner, returned to the most gorgeous cemetery I’ve ever stepped foot in, took product photos, & I’m about to get cozy with Skyrim<3 zines, print making & finishing Two Towers tomorrow~
a product photo of the following items; a small handmade banner hanging from a low tree branch with a woodcut mushroom design in the center, an illustration of a cat-sìth (faerie cat) sitting next to a turnip jack-o-lantern in a frame customized with a bunch of twigs, and a small coffin-shaped box tied with twine in the forefrontrolling hills of a woodsy garden cemetery with a blossoming pink tree and a winding road cutting through the landscapea closeup of dead leaves, young wild flowers, and an acorn on the forest floora gravestone engraved with “all be as before, love, -only sleep!
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 21/04/2025
i feel like drawing but i feel like carving blocks for woodcut prints but i feel like going for a walk in the woods but i feel like finishing my book but i feel like playing video games but i feel like gardening but i feel like making a bunch of new zines for the market on thursday but i feel like
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 21/04/2025
today I visited one of my favorite cemeteries & found a stinky pile of gull bones [ #graveyardphotography #darkart #mementomori #newengland #graves ]
a small brick cemetery shed covered in bare vines with the year 1890 etched into the doorwaya small Victorian era gravestone marked only with the name Gracie and a small stone sheep perched on topa close up of the top of an old gravestone; a cherub design at the top of the stone with “in memory of” etched beneath ita pile of dead leaves with a few feathers, wing bones, and ribs of a seagull poking through
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 18/04/2025
just a couple of wonky little medieval marginalia-inspired weirdos while the worldly horrors persist~ [ #illustration #darkart #darkaesthetic #whimsical #medievalmarginalia #blemmye #harpy ]
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Mr. Joshua @pantspants.bsky.social · 17/04/2025
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 18/04/2025
i actually think it may have & is now just occupying his empty skull & controlling his body like an opiate-dependent eugenicist krang
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Dusty Ray @sloppjockey.bsky.social · 18/04/2025
let people enjoy things how about fuck you
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little lamb @puddleofbrain.bsky.social · 13/04/2025
front of the hammer is for nails. back of the hammer is for people who talk about birth rates.
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 13/04/2025
i get it. i’ve lost friends & family who said they aligned w/ me & then upheld the status quo. i’ve also been criticized for trying the harm-reduction route. dem politicians were never gonna save us, but finding community w/ regular people who also want the same thing & fighting with them might.
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 13/04/2025
yeah, this isn’t it. do you pay your taxes? if so, you’re FUNDING genocide. do you hear how insane that sounds? voters don’t support genocide the same way that taxpayers aren’t writing the checks that perpetuate a genocide. we’re all hostages. you’re no better for boasting about choosing inaction 👍
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 13/04/2025
i’m not fighting you. i don’t disagree that change comes from demanding it, but fighting WITH people who agree w/ you rather than AGAINST them bc your strategies don’t match exactly is goofy. we could’ve fought the system w/o giving a petty, narcissistic psychopath the power to incite MORE violence.
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 12/04/2025
it’s almost as if we believe the exact same thing! the only part you’re missing: change happens when people come together & support EACH OTHER instead of prioritizing our own feelings. this system sucks & i didn’t want to vote for either, but i did. we couldn’t unify to fight the larger threat.
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buboplague @buboplague.bsky.social · 12/04/2025
creature in the woods
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 12/04/2025
*** & when i say “he’ll kill us too,” i’m not insinuating that anyone’s life is more valuable than anyone else’s. any genocide is abhorrent! i only mean that he’ll also oust those of us who have the will to speak out & push for change. we can’t be helpful to anyone if we’re not around to fight.
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 12/04/2025
neither are good! it just would’ve made sense to oppose the guy who wants to illegally deport citizens who oppose him to a super prison, so we could’ve fought the other. what’s sad is that he’ll kill us too as the genocide continues. what’s sad is that infighting continues & we *still* won’t unify.
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 11/04/2025
inevitable as in THERE WAS NOT A SINGLE VIABLE CANDIDATE WHO WAS GOING TO STOP FUNDING GENOCIDE & OPTING OUT OF VOTING WASN’T GONNA STOP IT EITHER. just because you’re against something doesn’t mean it’s just gonna immediately stop happening, omfg. this magical thinking w/ no action shit is TIRED.
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 10/04/2025
well, lucky for you, we likely won’t have the opportunity to vote again. regardless of how or if you voted, genocide was unfortunately inevitable, & it’s even worse now. the dems won’t save us, & neither will swinging at people for how they voted or didn’t vote.
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 10/04/2025
what’s sad is that you’re disregarding the implications that came w/ DT’s win & are now painting leftists, who begrudgingly voted to oppose the larger threat to ALL, as anti-arab. this system sucks, but what’re you actively doing to dismantle it now? drop your suggestions, i don’t agree w/ it either
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 10/04/2025
lol so you’re gonna tell me i was wrong for assuming DT would also be genocidal & then admit that he’s *now* also genocidal in the same breath… did you think he was gonna free Palestine if KH didn’t win? are YOU okay?? dems suck, but weren’t gunning for WW3. put the knife down & take accountability.
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 10/04/2025
dems *keep* failing us. & whatever helps you sleep, i guess. i’d have rather been a “tool of the empire” & try to protect others than to be some self-righteous bandwagoner w/ no skin in the game & whose conscience was more important than the lives of the lesser privileged folks around them 👍
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 10/04/2025
i’m a leftist too who is worried about my folks being kidnapped, trafficked or murdered. i don’t support genocide. there would’ve been no vote that would have stopped that & that breaks my heart. but, a vote against DT was a vote to reduce harm for EVERYONE. we couldn’t unify to stop him. we failed.
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 10/04/2025
nah, miss me with that. realistically, it was KH or DT. the baggage that came with the alternative to not vote for KH was disregarding the marginalized people here by sitting on your hands instead of fighting to keep a violent, transphobic, genocidal maniac with dementia out of the white house.
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 10/04/2025
these are all great suggestions! personally, i just printed copies of my own little zine today with a bunch of free & easy ideas/actions that the average person can do to help get us (& each other) through these times & i plan on passing ‘em out to friends & fam~
a black & white collaged zine opened to two pages; the left page displaying a graphic of a broken tv with “cancel unnecessary subscriptions” written across it, while the right page displays a graphic of a stack of books with “visit your local library & get yourself a library card” written on the bindings.a black & white collaged zine opened to two pages; the left page displaying a graphic of hand washing, a masked girl & vaccines with a radial design at the tip surrounding the words “mind your health”, while the right page displays a graphic of a hand dialing a rotary phone beneath three diagonal arrows & beside a feminine protester with “no mercy for fascism” on their sign & the words “make some noise!” in the center of the page.
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 10/04/2025
get real. brunch is the LEAST of anyone’s concern when 1) most of us can barely afford basic necessities & 2) folks here are actively getting kidnapped by ICE. we had a shot at preventing this & blew it bc ~aCtUaL lEfTiStS~ were infighting w/ harm reductionists. it was awful before & it’s worse now.
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 09/04/2025
this was such a labor of love, but helped me cope with a sudden & tragic death that deeply troubled me & rocked my family these past few weeks. anyways, i’ll be printing out a bunch of these tomorrow & assembling them for the feral flea market this weekend! i’ll also list any extras in my etsy :~)
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 09/04/2025
whew, okay!! after hours & hours of collaging & formatting & screaming into a pillow, here’s a few pages from my new ziiine ✨
a black and white photo collage of various vintage clippings of the following: the text “how to survive the fall of an empire - 15 easy tips!” borders the left side of the image while a woman with a skeletal face who is knitting sits on the right sidea black and white photo collage of various vintage clippings of the following: a stack of five books with “visit your local library & get yourself a library card” written on the bindings, surrounded by a simple botanical designa black and white photo collage of various vintage clippings of the following: a vintage television with the text “cancel unnecessary subscriptions” written across its cracked screen, with a mirrored image of a hand pointing a toy ray gun at a hypnotic spiral above and below the televisiona black and white photo collage of various vintage clippings of the following: three slanted arrows pointing to the text “make some noise!” above an image of a feminine hand dialing a rotary phone and beside an image of a protester holding a sign that reads “no mercy for fascism”
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 08/04/2025
i don’t have any art to post because i’m currently in production of: -a 20+ hour zine -my brother & his fiancé’s wedding present -stuff for a market this weekend -art for a card game anyways, new art’s coming soon, but in the meantime, check out this absolutely insane gachapon haul from tonight ~
a small, green corduroy bag on top of a lap with capsule machine prizes on top including: a taiyaki with its arms folded on top of its bent knees, a pandorobou rice ball mirror keychain, and a life-sized stag beetle articulated model
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𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚒 @xijilik.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
accidentally just spent like 10 hours working on a new zine 🎱👄🧿
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🪱𝔼𝕟𝕠𝕔𝕙🪱 @oddoblivion.bsky.social · 23/03/2025
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