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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 9h

Now that Tori tour and Big Brother are over, my feed is mostly news. It’s not helping the depression any… 😢

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 10h

I’m so sorry you’ve been through this.Thank you for your understanding ❤️

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 22h

It’s so hard. I’m sorry. I get it. ❤️

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I see others who have support and I wonder what I’ve done wrong to not have that available to me too. You go through the list of, am I not a good person? If I were an extrovert. if I had a better brain, if I hadn’t gotten sick, would I be worthy of support then? Why am I not worthy as is?

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I’ve told myself through the years, it’s fine, who needs em, I don’t care. But it’s a lie. It hurts very much to be abandoned when your life is crumbling through no fault of your own. Which is probably why it hurts me so much for my father knowing his family and friends have abandoned him.

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I’m not really sure why I thought the same family that abandoned me when I got sick over 30 yrs ago would be there for my dad when his health failed. One aunt kept in touch with me. All the aunts, uncles and cousins were completely fine with never speaking to me again.

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Thank you for seeing me ❤️

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

None of my fathers siblings have checked in on him or us even after seeing him in person and acknowledging how hard it must be for me and my mom. It’s been 6 months. We don’t hear from other family. When I hear from my bro, he attacks me. People are so disappointing.

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I still haven’t found a support group bc I can’t handle holding anyone else’s grief right now. My own is too much. This is such a lonely road when you don’t have family to support you. Then I wonder, even if I get attacked, do I let toxic family in? Is that worth it at the cost of.. me?

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Watching a parent fade away is absolutely agonizing. Every day, I pray for the strength to weather this. Every day, I feel like I’m messing it up. There is no manual on how to do this impossibly impossible thing.

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I love that cover!! It’s so good. I haven’t checked out her other stuff. I really should.

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Carole King @carolekingofficial.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Through increased awareness and education World Animal Day seeks to create a world where animals are always recognized as sentient beings and full regard is always paid to their welfare. #worldanimalday #cat #dog #horse #wolf Photos: Jim McCrary, Mary Nichols, @elissa_kline, Carole King Archives

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I love Margo , don’t know Emily so I’ll go check her out. Thanks!

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Almost 50 years as a native Texan and country music can still be a mixed field of flowers & landmines for me. I had to explore on my own to find amazing music that also supports my values. I love new music discoveries.. Anyone have any reccs?

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I definitely agree. Here in Texas, you gotta go digging because it sure isn’t on mainstream radio these days. I’d love to find some playlists with reccs. I’m always up for new musical finds.

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

That sounds amazing. Any way to hear them online?

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I have had this song in my head all day, what on earth?! The Cyndi lauper version… how weird is that?! 👀

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

No one ever talks about what to do when there is no help available. Or you can’t afford it. Or you have no local friends. Or your family isn’t speaking to you. Nobody ever talks about any of that. I’ve never been more afraid for myself. I don’t think I’m going to be ok. (I’m so sorry I’m unloading)

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Yeah, I get that. I think I’m realizing that therapy isnt what I need .. it can’t fix my body, cant clone me so they there’s 5 of me to do all the work, can’t help me pay bills. I need physical help. Therapy is helpful, but.. when it’s over, I still have all of the work to do. I can’t do it all. 😢

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Therapy isn't working anymore because I don't need a shift in perspective, I need a shift in the universe. I need circumstances to get easier. I can't think myself out of any of this.

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Oh hon I’m so sorry. It really isn’t fair. Our bodies can be so mean. ❤️

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I’m facing the very painful reality that my body can’t keep up with the level of human/pet/house caring I have to do. But there is no other option. I am literally having daily panic attacks over it and my pain is off the charts. I’m really worried for me.

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Watching the live feeds is mostly just an unintentional asmr video at this point. *kitchen sounds* *billiards sounds* *footsteps* #bb28

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Hi. Life is really hard here. I'm sorry I haven't kept up. Hope you all are doing okay.

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

❤️Love & Strength❤️

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

The last thing I saw on live feeds yesterday before I noped out was Drew And Devin’s shit talking Taylor’s game. Said there’s no way she’d win the part 1 endurance comp. Waking up to the news that she won is pure poetry. they’ve done nothing but trash her all season so.. karma y’all. 😘 #bb28

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Yay I’m so happy about this! The first one was beautiful.

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I'm so happy for Taylor! I don't think the remaining 3 really understand all that she's gone through to get this far. I don't think anyone in jury (except Lala) know either. #bb28

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Love you hon.. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Tori Amos News from Undented @undented.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

15 years ago today (in the UK) and tomorrow (in the US), Night of Hunters, Tori's twelfth album and one of her forays into the world of classical music, was released!

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

It's amazing the time we took to do all of that. It was an entire process!

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

The grief waves are hitting hard tonight, for so many things. A friend asked for Duncan Sheik song recs, so I've been allowing myself to listen, cry and feel and so many songs are snapshots of times in my life. Realizing so many people are gone from my world. This shit is so hard.

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

This one hurts so much. His beautiful, poetic music has gotten me through a lot over the last 30 years. I had the pleasure of seeing him live a few times (once with Vienna Teng. What a show!). His musical theatre work was amazing. What a loss. I really want to stop losing people I care about.

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Don’t make me choose. I love this album. 🥰

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

She even scared me with that tone. 😂

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I was really rooting for him.

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Vhs tapes. Sigh. There are a bunch I can’t part with, like all the Tori tv appearances since 1993. My xfiles tapes. I know I can watch dvds, stream, YouTube.. but. There’s the nostalgia factor. The dedication young me had to documenting her favorites is pretty cool. But they take up so much space..

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Angela @vinekey.bsky.social · 18/09/2026