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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

If I overeat tn I might just sh... Literally so fucking sick of myself

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

I ate what I estimated to be like 2k calories last night I'm fucking disgusting

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

Nah having a bf definitely makes you put weight on, time to lock in.. I'm fr buying a gym membership

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

I've put on 5kgs we can't let this happen again ✨

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 06/02/2026

Haven't posted progress pics here.. First pics were from April 2023 at my biggest, been through periods of restriction and maintenance (trying to control bed) since then. First pics I was about 225lbs At 130 atm

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 06/02/2026

Gonna attempt my skincare then go to the shops and get some supplies (supplies being lite cream cheese for my low carb bagels and N0S for my stupid brain)

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 06/02/2026

Called in sick to work because I stayed up late drinking white wine and doing ❄️... Some shit I would have never even considered doing a couple years ago.. Not the rugs just calling in and shirking responsibilities for them, quite a reorganisation of priorities happening... Not good

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 05/02/2026

But hey started seeing a man so old people think he's genuinely my father in public but he is a sug@r D@ddy so its beneficial.

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 05/02/2026

Every time I think I'm at rock bottom it in fact gets so much worse.

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 05/02/2026

My "friends" bfs sa'd me on new years and all my "friends" took his side and now I have no friends. All said friends literally were the ones who got me drunk and gave me drugs and then said that I shouldn't have gotten so drunk and that I lied about it being SA.

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 05/02/2026

I'm back sorry just been having the most unimaginable tragic months of my life actually not sure how I'm alive

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 20/11/2025

I went and made roast chicken at my situationships house and brought him homemade sourdough, i have exactly 30 minutes. I hate bpd.

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 19/11/2025

I was at my 'situationships' house and he asked me to stay over (he keeps fucking treating me like a gf) and he said he has some clothes i could borrow i said they wouldn't fit he said "dw they're big on me".. motivation for the next couple years..

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 19/11/2025

Locking back in.

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 13/11/2025

I have a mouth ulcer that's making it hard to eat literally perfect

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 12/11/2025

Im finally in the 50s (kgs) we aren't ever going over 60 again.

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 06/11/2025

Everyone keeps saying I look skinny. Finally. Now it's time to look sick.

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 23/09/2025

Now that I'm thinner all the guys I talk to that go to the gym have the personality of a peice of toast

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 17/09/2025

We got gifted a bunch of close to our fo date food and almost half of it was protein bars!! And they're all ones that I FUCKING LOVE.. I feel like me praying to greek gods is paying off..

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 17/09/2025

I have 3 dates this week and they all wanna take me out for food! Time to starve

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 12/09/2025

Found out I like sardines 19g protein for 170cals is so good too 😁🐟

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 12/09/2025

Im moving and ive been away from my scale but I've been far too sad to eat and my clothes are getting nice and loose breakups are good for some things :D

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 08/09/2025

Finally left my absolute peice of shit boyfriend will try and post more, will definitely need to to keep my mind off of things :))

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 20/07/2025

Literally can't wait till I'm financially stable enough to leave my terrible terrible relationship 💔

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 12/06/2025

Update on my tracker, went a bit off track for 2 days but going back strong now :)) got a bit sick so I'm doing lots of miso soup only 40 cal for a whole bowl :33

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 06/06/2025

Cup teokkboki ramen for dinner its only 400cals 🍜

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 06/06/2025

My bf made me eat takeout chips from his meal I think he's trying to cut cars but why to i have to have them >.<

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 04/06/2025

god f00d tastes sm better when ur restr1ct1ng

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 04/06/2025

I made some cabbage rolls they were very nice and low cal :3

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 01/06/2025

Doing this tracker this month to get back down to under 1000cals a day been way too out of control for too long (I keep tracking for a week or two then maintaining/ gaining a kilo or 2 and losing it again >.< )

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

Wanting to starve but not wanting to lose my butt has me not feeling like a real ana i know thats not cool to say anymore though

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 22/04/2025

I put on 4kg over the last month because of the pill and Easter and being a peice of shit so il liquid fasting and surviving on x@n@x for the next week or two idc what anyone says

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 13/04/2025

Got some real green tea from a friend that went to China and its so fucking good i always hated green tea but this stuff is like crack

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 13/04/2025

Been maintaining for too long (a month) but at least that's better than gaining idk. Been eating whatever but still been mindful and trying to keep to a number in my head just haven't been concrete tracking and that feels so gross and out of control to me i need to get back into it

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 10/02/2025

I gained. I've been the most disgusting individual I need to stop eating.

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 11/01/2025

If i dont get xanax im literally going to crash out.. Its not withdrawal I literally still can't deal with the fucking betrayal my partner has done to me...

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 08/01/2025

I already ate 850 cals and now im being made to eat steak.. Fuck sake

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

I feel so humiliated. I am a clown. I am worthless. I am nothing. He has broken me.

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

I can't believe he lied to me for long. I hate him with every fiber of my being but I can't leave home or I'll be homeless i fucking hate this I am in hell.

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

TW: SH I've been clean for so long but my disgusting scum fuck bf decided to lie to me for months about using c*rn. I'm so close to ending it or him.

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

Back to tracking today😤 holidays are over, doing shrooms tonight and fasting for it (it's new years eve here already 🥳)

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 26/12/2024

I literally ate so much yesterday. why the fck am I hungry rn? 😭😭 #edsky #caterpillarsky

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° . °♣️ vicky ♣️° . °edsky° . ° @vicals.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

I bought a fold out pink pilates reformer with my birthday money!! Im so fucking keen for it to get here and set it up it matches my pink treadmill!! 💓

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