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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 02/07/2026

after how bad ive been doing im so fucking proud of this actually

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 02/07/2026

res is aboutta get so easy lets goooooo

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 02/07/2026

gunna meal prep tomorrow while i do an apple mono that i was initially gonna do today. gonna batch make as much burrito bowl stuff as i can so i just don't have to worry about food for a while. can't decide if i want them to be vegetarian or not.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 02/07/2026

i think im gonna liquid f4st today if i can get away w it actually

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 01/07/2026

bellys already starting to pucker and its been 2 days. she's workingggggggh

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 01/07/2026

sooooooo i can order 25 tins of the nic pouches i like for like 130$. bet your ass im ddashing extra this month to do that.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 01/07/2026

uhhhhhh apple mono tmorrow cuz i got a shitton from the foodbank?

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kelz📍pinned❗️ @kisskgs.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

*sighs heavily*

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 01/07/2026

turns out i was So Irritated because I hadn't done my hrt in like a month LOL meltdown over i feel better and im not crazy anymore

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 26/06/2026

ended yesterday around 3000c4l so I'm bumming. making up for it today that's for damn sure.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 26/06/2026

(notmy)d4d's pissing me off. what do you MEAN you come over, make me eat, and then just fully pass out??? bruh come the fuck on

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 25/06/2026

no f00d today unless (notmy)d4d makes me. even then tho i have quest chips and protein bars so I'm not totally SOL.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 25/06/2026

woooosh ive been so dead since fiancé left. house is a mess. have felt like shit. barely managed. was 15min late to therapy yesterday because I was dissociating into the waiting screen. blegh.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 15/06/2026

i feel disgusting!!!! my space is disgusting!!!! i look disgusting!!!! i am going go scream!!!!

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 15/06/2026

gonna try to get like another 2k steps in tonight. I don't wanna go too hard because if I do I'll completely overdo it, and not be able to do shit for days. so shooting for like 6k after hitting mayyyyyyybe 800-1k lately is a good shot i think. i'd really like to work up to consistently getting 8k-

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 15/06/2026

god this slapped i needed real food so bad after weeks of junk

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L🌟🪽 @bpdbby.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

Every day

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 14/06/2026

walked for 20 minutes. doing spurts because of how sedentary we've been and i dont wanna trigger a chronic pain spike.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 14/06/2026

d4d forced a chicken sandwich down my throat today but the rest of my cals are from vodka. im sad.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 13/06/2026

fiancé leaves today. very sad and triggered

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 13/05/2026

still haven't slept but im gettin stoney and d4ds here so at least I get cuddles n attention

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 12/05/2026

feel super duper braindead. is it the cal deficit the nic withdrawal or both lets guess

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 12/05/2026

read a lot today and walked and ate well and took a shower <3 <3 getting it done woof

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 11/05/2026

ALSOOOOOOOO MY FIANCE IS COMING TO VISIT!!!!! THEYRE GONNA BE HERE IN 2ish WEEKS!!!!!!!!!

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 11/05/2026

eating wasnt,,,,, terrible yesterday at least. worse than i wanted but not binge territory so ugh. i'll take the small win right now.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 06/05/2026

w1ntergirls reread time 🫩 u kno what tht means

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 06/05/2026

gotta clean my kitchen before i can cook. but ive got veg and chicken and rice so I'm set for a bit still. actively procrastinating doing anything, I'm so fucking willful rn ugh

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L🌟🪽 @bpdbby.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

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sierra @siisfat.bsky.social · 22/01/2026

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 31/03/2026

not omading rn bc my bingong has been so out of control that'll only make it worse, but low c4l high vol has been doing me alright recently

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 31/03/2026

d/ad (not my f4ther lololol) is over tn hangin out, n he's makin me stir fry with a bunch of the fresh veg i got yesterday. he used to be a chef and his food is always so yummy, I hope there's leftovers so i can just have that for a few days

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 30/03/2026

fatty hack: low c4l high prot3in ranch 1 cup greek yogurt 1/2 cup (or 1cup if you want it thinner) milk of choice, I prefer whole. 1 seasoning packet a whole ass 12-16oz of ranch for less than 500 c4lories FOR THE ENTIRE THING. ALL OF IT. and I promise you're not gonna eat it all in one sitting.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 30/03/2026

big grocery shop today, mostly veggies and fruit. my body is craving nutrients so gd badly after months of neglect. i saw fresh squeezed oj and had a visceral reaction from how much i was craving it (it was so good btw). it's time to be a person again.

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 28/03/2026

going to h4sh b4sh this year purely for h1gh n00n and to find a d/m/t c4rt. a few ppl had em last year but i'd already spent my $$ 😩 i can get shweed and shr00mies so easily now tho that all i need a connect for now is d/m/t

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 28/03/2026

yall i bought my own p0ppers for the first time today. feel like god ngl

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 26/03/2026

yall i fucked up my shoulder so bad 😭 my fatass got a rotator cuff injury from LEANING ON IT god if you need a reminder to not be fat this is it jfc

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dig is alive. sorta. @fluctuatinglbs.satan.social · 26/03/2026

landing myself in the ER bc i fucked up my shoulder definitely is a sure fire way to ensure i dont eàt for a few hours smh

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