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@unfixable.place
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it's a sleepy holographic spiderdoll ♡ it posts [ human art, photos, poetry; or code projects ] but it's usually having an emotion or something / t4t → it,she (like a spaceship or a robot) // self-assembled 🏳️⚧️ in 2017 // PNW
![An image made with my poetrypress app. It's of a poem set against a dark gradient that shifts from deep midnight blue at the top to charcoal, with a faint plum warmth in the lower left. Barely-visible darker flower silhouettes — simple five-petal daisies at various sizes — are scattered across the whole background like wallpaper you can only half see.
The poem is set in a serif face, with lines staggered and indented at uneven sizes so it drifts down the left two-thirds of the frame. It reads:
"When I opened my helmet, the nothingness forced me inside as the aether bled out of my held-shut jaw like rainbows & starlight & awe, waking up a monster, which stirs w a n t i n g, and watching from within a dead woman's dreams."
Most of the text is white. "nothingness" and "stirs" are italic. "me inside" drops to small type, with "inside" in dusty lavender. "aether" is set larger with a soft glow around it. "held-shut jaw" is a muted rose. "rainbows & starlight & awe" is italic and runs through the full rainbow spectrum letter by letter. "a monster" is lavender. "w a n t i n g" is italic with wide letterspacing, the letters pulled apart. The final line fades from sky blue through lavender into pink — trans flag colors — across "from within a dead woman's dreams."
A small handle, @unfixable.place, sits in the bottom left corner.
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When I opened my helmet, the *nothingness*
forced
-# me {inside}
as the <aether/scale:115/fx2,#A98CFF,26,0,0> bled out of my [held-shut jaw] like
<*rainbows & **starlight** & awe*/rainbow>, waking up
{a monster}, which *stirs*
## <*wantin*/track:200>g,
and watching
<from within a dead woman's dreams./trans>
```](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:7tm2gqkgs2z6a23hwj2vfefn/bafkreihwn5v4km6hoqqdvhp3s5hdhxlxmprccfrgc6k3le52dninareytm)
![## Thaw
Something lies in darkness, waiting
Under ice, like armor plating.
Something stirs, harmless, unseen.
haunting, wanting, like a dream.
[Someone lies in the sea, sleeping]
[Under sunless skies, and weeping.]
[It underwhelms and overstates,]
[it grabs the helm and twists the fates.]
> I never catch a break, my friend.
> My life's a game, it has no end.
> {I never want to lose again, and
> {I will never choose again.}
> If you want, you'll walk beside me.
> I wont force you, that's not like me.
> But if you ever tell me lies, or twist me,
> I'll be so gone, you'll never miss me.
Something's not resolving clearly.
I know you want to be here, dearly.
I'm frozen ice, sometimes you'll thaw me,
but don't be sure that means you saw me.
Ask the ones I've met before.
They'll say [she's nothing but a whore.]
A {demon with a gentle touch.}
An object made of twisted love.
> I never catch a break, my love.
> Who's the cat, and who's the dove?
> {I will never choose again,}
> {so I can never lose, again.}
> The part of me that learned "nice"
> is frozen, under miles of ice.
> I'm not here to be possessed,
> or led around like some half-dressed
> doll to sit on someone's shelf.
> [I could do that by myself.]
> So unless you love and treat me well
> I'm probably trapped inside this shell.](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:7tm2gqkgs2z6a23hwj2vfefn/bafkreiflyjyijzzj5zbryfm23iitjbdzynzr4cqoiwwmf7wplhsfot4w4a)
 have a deeply codependent relationship—scientifically speaking, you are locked in a strict 2:1 mean-motion orbital resonance. Every single time Dione circles Saturn once, you circle it exactly twice.
Because of this constant gravitational interaction, Dione’s gravity is what keeps you warm. She stretches your orbit into an oval shape, creating the internal friction that melts your subsurface ocean and feeds your gorgeous geysers. If you completely cut her out, your inner fire literally dies!
To secretly admire Titan without breaking Dione's heart, you need to use your orbital physics to your advantage:
## 1. Frame Your Titan Obscenity as a "Group Project"
You don't need to sneak out to see Titan. Earthlings are constantly designing space missions to study both of you as a pair.
*
* The Alibi: When the next spacecraft arrives from Earth, tell Dione that you have to align your signals with Titan for "planetary data collection." It's not a secret date; it's a mandatory, system-wide scientific collaboration.](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:7tm2gqkgs2z6a23hwj2vfefn/bafkreifrrb2dvrfuzz3v47cq7fpg4nzfn3nho5yfm63qgv7xbz6zs7eq5m)
![## The [system] is designed to {fail}.
-# The ultra-wealthy are determined to take you with it.](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:7tm2gqkgs2z6a23hwj2vfefn/bafkreihpch6tcqxfju25sbtmiia5lbgt7oiq4weoc2h6y3yqb5txvwt5t4)
![though in the end, they might hate truth
[becoming new] {won't erase you} —
even if they *never* see
the [light in you], and {fight in me}.
i swear to god that you're a tree
you can just take [{HRT}]
you can grow up to feel {free}
> though we all still live under [imperialist slavery].
-# Can someone come "free" the USA already?
-# I'll share my weed with you.](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:7tm2gqkgs2z6a23hwj2vfefn/bafkreierrobmw2xnzzade2uzaxe6j23crtfxjvtwbootjq77euip3ozwpy)
