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Piper Paige @pipermintz.bsky.social · 13h
This dialog happens in Threed :) I replayed Earthbound last year just to get this screenshot cuz there wasn't a good one online
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Piper Paige @pipermintz.bsky.social · 13h
Draft screenshot 

Avg Earthbound NPC: it's
interesting you pressed L to talk to me, most people just say hello.

Avg Mother 3 NPC: Remember, Lucas, what the Edomites did on the day Tazmily Village fell. "Tear it down," they cried, "tear it down to its foundations!"
Daughter Babylon, doomed to destruction, happy is the one who repays you according to what you have done to us.
Happy is the one who seizes your infants and dashes them against the rocks.
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 08/10/2026
he's right tho.....
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 08/10/2026
even before i was "queer" by virtue of transitioning, or deciding to transition, i feel like i was always leaning in that direction. i always felt more at home with transfems than otherwise. Christian transfems explicitly i felt most kinship to. Well, unsurprising, i suppose
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 08/10/2026
true
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 08/10/2026
INTERNET LOVE <3 xoxo
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 08/10/2026
i forgot how good it feels to have 3-4 people who consistently like ur posts
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 08/10/2026
ig the difference is that SMT IVP:A is extremely heavy-handed about the gnostic cosmology to make its point, while P5 uses the symbolism more in service of the broader themes. SMT IV duology is also plagued by the fact all its endings are "neutral", a.k.a. "fence sitting is good", so it rings hollow
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 08/10/2026
👁️
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 08/10/2026
i forgot godslaying <-> rebellion
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 08/10/2026
i have no idea what they did in P5R i never played that. i just know Maruki is the "true final boss" or something which is just so bizarre. i dont understand the compulsion to pad out complete stories, besides just to make money i guess
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 08/10/2026
messiah <-> satanael (both gnostic versions as liberators) observation <-> perception / metaverse yhvh <-> yaldabaoth great will / axiom <-> ??? (collective unconscious?)
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 08/10/2026
what r u comparing
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 08/10/2026
i was thinking earlier today about how cringily gnostic the SMT lore went after IV Apocalypse. then i remembered that Persona 5 kinda did the same thing, just like, slightly different. they were def trying to align in this cross-franchise gnostic direction. but IDK if it stuck for SMT V
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 07/10/2026
3 months until im a houseboywife!!!!! pls!!!!!
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 07/10/2026
volcel is also a funny term. all these terms are goofy af
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 07/10/2026
embarrassing that i guess i basically qualify as that again
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 07/10/2026
just thought about nofap for the first time in a while. lol.
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 07/10/2026
ftr the water color was my girlfriend not me. but, yeah, it's pretty lopsided to those. everything else is just "lives in a place"
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 07/10/2026
so funny how our brains do this
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 07/10/2026
mild mandella effect cuz i always thought it was conway
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 07/10/2026
mine is even more boring
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 07/10/2026
the difference between traditions here surprisingly murky and implicit for how important a topic this is
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 07/10/2026
this is a whole rabbithole
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 07/10/2026
wow
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 07/10/2026
what if it was coconut rum cum instead
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Waterworks Warrior @wiimotionplussy.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
[trying to sext] I’m gonna suck on it ‘til naught but ash remains
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 07/10/2026
this is just me
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I write words on anime girl pictures @kawaiibossbaby.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
ragebait economy
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C H A I 🐝 @ischai.xyz · 06/10/2026
To me, an extremely goofy movie is just a movie
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Joan🐝(friend of AI) @joanbug-again.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
do you name your plushies or are you an evil person
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cuttlebone @cuttlebone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Suika from the stream earlier
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
I should learn how to pronounce cyrilic sometime
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
that is a hilariously inverted misreading wow
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
classic
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
i wonder if i can turn my own urge towards violence against itself like i do with my libido. actually that gives me a few ideas
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
i feel like i offset a lot of my religious responsibility unto sexuality. which to be fair is the common thing to do. But it doesn't make it any less of a conviction in me that I have to do it. i guess i don't put as much investment into pondering it as I do pacifism, which in theory i hold to too
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
I do have reservations about how orthodox thinkers talk about damnation. as if choosing hell is as simple as not going to church. it's ridiculous
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
of course i do think that accepting the allegorical idea that Christ liberates us from death even here is also important, as much as that he did / does(?) in sheol, and that He will also in the eschaton when sheol will be incinerated. so maybe Lewis' idea also holds in the way he intended it
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
I do believe that Christ opened the gates of hades and liberated those within. Yet I also accept a literal version of Lewis' idea that it is locked from the inside. Jesus opened its doors, but if people chose to stay in sheol, that is their prerogative. I don't know if such a thing is even possible
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
i ground my quasi-universalism in the idea that I think the particular judgement as traditionally conceived is silly and doesn't take into account the geneology of sheol and the gospel's allusions to it
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
many such cases
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
im struggling to stay awake too. gn
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
well, that's why we read
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
now that i have it again, in spite of traditional affiliation, i want to cling to it dearly. because it makes me feel like I am a complete person, like I am directing my life towards something. even if in some way i am submitting, i am also transcending. Isn't that what this whole thing is anyway?
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
part of why I'm so grateful for having remembered my mindset after my religious experience is that it was a very stable mind configuration that I suppressed because I attached it too strongly to a tradition i could no longer be a apart of.
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
and yet, all that chatter is what I am! i define myself as whatever i find myself to be in that predetermined noise of flows and fetters. sometimes i place stock in the illusion of my freedom of thought, sometimes I don't. I find harmony matters more than non-contradiction, so, the latter moreso now
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
fwiw i think the line between "thinking for yourself" and adopting a tradition is much more blurry, to the point i don't think the dichotomy is true. i basically only think what I do because my brain is making background calculations, or it makes me horny, or the way I was raised compels me.
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🐑 @troensridder.samoyed.blog · 06/10/2026
what tendencies do you have in mind?
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