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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I just almost confessed to a friend that I wanna die like 5 separate times in ten minutes... This is fucked...

Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I can't believe I can already see a very sudle difference in the side of my chest! This is insane! The nipples are very sore and the left boob is a bit more pronounced now. I am fat though so it's probably imperceivable to other people

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I got too good at distracting myself from shit I'm apparently a lot more fucked then l thought I was

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Y'know, I kinda found out today that things I thought were completely normal for some people are maybe not so normal. Maybe I'm just a tiny bit (unfathomably) more depressed than I thought? Whoopsy

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Spacey ☆彡 @spaceyjester.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

I've got a charm, I wanna put it on your heart........ yeah! I wanna cry, I wanna multiply more times....... yeah! I've got a charm, I wanna put it on your heart........ yeah! I wanna cry, I wanna multiply more times....... yeah!

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Why can't I just email the damn doctors office... I don't wanna call them...

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

I fucking hate myself, I have no job, no money, I'm fat, we have no water in our well so I can barely shower, I'm constantly feeling imposter syndrome, I can't focus on doing anything, I'm exhausted constantly, I feel like my social anxiety is just constantly getting worse

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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 22/05/2026

Oh, that's a game developer I'm unfollowing for speaking favorably towards kernel-level anticheat while also shitting on linux users at the same time.

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em @foremphasis.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

All I wanted to do was install an app on my iPad and now I have an iPhone that I have to wait up to three days to get a password for and an iPad that is now restricted because it's technically managed by my local school board apparently This is awesome

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 29/03/2026

I think the only reasons I have left to continue anything are friends and family More and more I realize that I only do things because I'm expected to I'm at least glad that family and friends can be a good enough reason to not kill myself, but it's really sad that that's why I haven't done it

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

I guess I have a bad level of the bad carbohydrate so I guess I can't be starting on e yet Great... I love this...

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

I've been so overwhelmed and my brain has become so fucked that I did not realize it was this close until my appointment I wish I could figure out how to fix my mental health, but I think that requires money and I'm still too scared to get a job lowkey so I guess I'll just fuck myself or something

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

Why the fuck does Windows 10 need to force restart my computer for an update! It's no longer supported! All my windows are fucking gone! Fuck Microsoft!

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 10/03/2026

I'm so fucked. I feel like I keep getting worse at keeping up a conversation. I feel like I can't even properly talk to my friend that I play games with every day. And at the same time my mental health just feels like it's declining more and more

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 02/03/2026

All these laws being passed in the us surrounding trans people are kinda starting to scare me. I'm very glad to be in a country that at least seems like it's heading closer towards the direction of trans rights, but I live like a 12 hour drive from the us so that could change

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 24/02/2026

I miss my dog so bad. It hurts so much sometimes that I feel like breaking things cause I don't know how to process my feelings at all. And I think my mental state's just getting worse cause I keep accidently ignoring messages from my friends even though I know I should be responding

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 10/02/2026

I just had a family member pass last night as well My mind is so fucked right now

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 06/02/2026

My dog died this morning and I miss her so much. We've had her for almost 14 years, I don't even remember what it's like without her. I want her back so badly

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 02/02/2026

Scrolling through Etsy and was confused why you would put a phone number on a collar I saw Yeah apparently I completely forgot that collars are not meant for humans...

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 29/01/2026

Lowkey panicked the entire time, but appointment went amazing! Got some forms to go do blood work and then after that I can hopefully start hrt! Now just gotta think about what method I want cause he kinda said I can get any form of e, so I'm thinking between injections or patches now

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

I just wanna sleep but it's been hard to breath for the past 8 hours... So tired...

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

It's now rescheduled for Thursday...

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

I am so nervous for my appointment tomorrow. Also never thought I would get to this point. This doesn't feel real

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 21/01/2026

I can't lie. Only the bad thoughts are happening right now and i feel like I'm just a waste. I feel useless, I almost can't hold up a one on one conversation whatsoever, I'm terrified to get a job, and I can't even take a break cause how do you take a break from doing nothing with you life?

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 16/01/2026

I can't take much more of people being mad at me I wish I could just disappear or something

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 13/01/2026

OH MY FUCKING GOD THE GARTERS I BOUGHT WORK FUCKING PERFECTLY SO FAR!!!!NN!!!

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 12/01/2026

Every night I feel so overwhelmed laying in bed liking at my phone, but I'm also kinda overwhelmed with the idea of going to sleep to be honest

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

Why do I have to see such immensely terrible opinions on this app I specifically didn't use Twitter so I don't have to deal with horrible people Can Elon make his app better so people like this stop coming here?

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

See, it's times like these when I wish I could've gotten tested for some sort of attention disorder by now I can't do any productive tasks without basically forcing myself to, but I just spent 11 hours trying to find a way to properly crop my wallpaper without just using gimp to force it

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 06/01/2026

Don't you hate when you just regret every decision you've ever made? I just be thinking about something I did that wasn't even bad and then it's like, I definitely should not have done that. Crazy

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

I apparently forgot to change my password on discord last time my password was stolen and they sent a crypto scam to everything on my account I'm too tired to message anyone back over this and I want to disappear

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

I hate that my mental state is bad enough such that I feel unbearable deep dread during emotional scenes in anime. On one hand it makes said scenes significantly more impactful, but it also makes me feel sad, scared, and maybe a bit empty

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

I've been wondering why my hearts been beating, but I just realized that my brain's being evil to me right now and that's probably why

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

I realize I should've made a new year's post Maybe I'll make another after I wake up but... Hopefully my life sucks less this year

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

I have been way too exhausted recently and it better be because I have bronchitis I had to skip showing last night and the night before because I was too exhausted to do it I feel disgusting

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

I have doctor pepper in my fridge right now!

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

I'm now no longer really satisfied with masturbating Everytime I finish, I wanna continue even though I'm no longer horny

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

Why does it have to be so hard to breath... I thought I was about to pass out a few minutes ago...

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 25/12/2025

Blåhaj is rejuvenating Blåhaj makes me less tired during Christmas after having been with my mom, sister, Dad, and grandfather for the whole day Can't wait for when my grandfather leaves and I get to be with Blåhaj again though, I'll finally be fully rejuvenated then

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 22/12/2025

It's weird not seeing any pink in my profile I will be fixing that later but I'm using these images so I'm dealing with it for now

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 21/12/2025

Wait but this is so true why have I never thought of this

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Nina 🏳️‍⚧️ @transnina.bsky.social · 20/12/2025

I always forget just how amazing cuddling with Blåhaj feels Blåhaj is like a drug fr He makes me feel so much safer If something bad happened to Blåhaj it would feel like my life was over probably

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