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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 11h

Jesus Christ, Hetfield. Have you ever even LISTENED to Metallica??

jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 15h

Dear Internet, I will do ANYTHING for money at this time, regardless of how unusual, absurd, degrading, or humiliating the task may be. I also make websites, graphics, music & sound. Please throw me something. Literally ANYTHING. I love you, jae lethe Venmo: @transmothra paypal.me/transmothra

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 15h

"Dear candidate, "After reviewing what you seemed to be implying were your 'qualifications,' we are determined to not move forward with you at this time or in the future. "Best of luck, The Job Creator" 😔

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 20h

every once in a while my notification area shows a heart icon and i think "oh my god TODAY IS THE DAY somebody liked something i said or did holy shit" but in fact it's just one of my health apps reminding me that, as an oldpeople, i need to occasionally check my pulse to be sure i have not yet died

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 11/10/2026

As far as i can tell, the Old Way just doesn't work for me anymore. If that's you too: DON'T give up hope! Shell out for something decent + bodysafe, and BE PATIENT. It takes a LOT of practice😉

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 11/10/2026

Things they don't always fully explain when you turn trans: you might have to relearn how to climax, from start to, uh heh, finish. And it will be VERY different now. I hit a wall for like a year+, and then a couple months ago i finally decided to get myself a Big Girl Vibe. For practice. It helps👍

transfemme person curled up on a sofa holding a wand vibrator while gazing yearningly at it

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 11/10/2026

As far as i can tell, the Old Way just doesn't work for me anymore. If that's you too: DON'T give up hope! Shell out for something decent + bodysafe, and BE PATIENT. It takes a LOT of practice😉

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 11/10/2026

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 08/10/2026

oh hey cool Google Photos can generate a wardrobe based on what you're usually, uh, wearing in... errr... your uhhhhhhh

Google Photos collage of my lewds with text underneath advising me that it is building a "wardrobe" based on what I'm wearing (mostly nothing)

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 06/10/2026

pretty sure trans people's Favorite Thing Ever has just GOT to be the way cloud storage and social media services take the time to push daily "LOOK AT WHAT YOU USED TO LOOK LIKE" notifications to us on a continuous basis thanks Google thanks Facebook thanks DropBox, Amazon, Microsoft, etc die pls

an overweight disheveled middle-aged male with beard and long curly brown hair

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 17/09/2026

those are the kinds of thin, gasping fumes that really go far in paying my overdue bills why is it that whenever i "choose to trust" it backfires more often than not? it feels very like the ugly answer to a Big Fundamental Question concerning Human Nature

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 17/09/2026

that feeling where you make time to create custom content on short notice for a repeat client, and this time you choose to trust them and hand over the finished media before payment, and then they suddenly stop responding

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 14/09/2026

But she did see the way i presented myself was clearly getting very femme; even though i cracked jokes about it myself, she never once said a word. Just smiled & gave me her adoring love. That woman never once judged a soul on this Earth, other than to declare them a friend & worthy of being loved.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 14/09/2026

My MIL named me. My original name started with a "j" – she always called me "Jay," so i decided i'd be "jae" for real, forever, for her. She's been gone since just before Spring; i just legalized it last month. She'd never have known though, because she had dementia not long before my egg cracked.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 08/09/2026

This should worry the holy living hell out of ALL of us, both left and right. NO MORE FREE SPEECH U.S. Finds A War It’s Willing to Declare www.kenklippenstein.com/p/us-finds-a...

kenklippenstein.com

U.S. Finds A War It’s Willing to Declare

New government logo chooses violence

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 08/09/2026

Like, i love trans people (i am a trans people myself), but some of y'all Americans are on some wild shit if you think it's safe to NOT vote for candidates running against MAGA in November just because they don't like the dozen of us in sports. Especially you Ohioans. Think MAGA gonna be nicer?

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 07/09/2026

Dreamed last night that Hunter Schafer woke me up and called me beautiful 🥰 Alas, it wasn't some time after sex or whatever, i had only fallen asleep somewhere ill-advised or inconvenient, like a park bench or something. Maybe it was train tracks again, idk It's ok i'm alright i'll manage somehow

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 06/09/2026

Word, word, i need to rip off the bandaid! Also i unironically love Necco wafers LMAO

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 06/09/2026

Damn that's messed up! I'm always afraid that's gonna happen to me — seems like a fucked up rite of passage for most of us — so i have yet to even use the women's room anywhere

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 06/09/2026

My trans friend Brooke and i used to go to Sanctuary there & we never got any bad vibes or saw anything bad. I really hope whatever you and others have experienced just doesn't happen anymore. Having said that i do know a couple of semi-prominent men on the scene who are questionable people.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 06/09/2026

Oh nooo! I'm sorry you had a terrible experience there! I have heard before that the place isn't very trans-friendly now that i think about it. I've really only been going there since last fall and never had a negative experience, and usually see a few other trans girls there too.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 06/09/2026

Hey i was trying to find out more about the Clash thing to figure out exactly what the problem is, and it looks like their next associations with Sanctuary are at Next Door and the Fairborn Phoenix theatre. Was there another place to be wary of?

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 05/09/2026

They're doing it again tonight, but i'm not really completely sold on the place. I feel like they need a marketing specialist badly if they care about nights like that (or, y'know... staying open) (unless it's a front) (oh shit it's a front isn't it)

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 05/09/2026

Does anybody ever do goth/industrial night at Cosmo Joe's in downtown Dayton, Ohio? I've only ever been once, with my wife, and we were literally among eight whole ass people there, INCLUDING the bartender and TWO DJs.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 05/09/2026

Oh I'm pretty sure I'll be as disposable as the job itself! I'll very likely never enjoy leverage there

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 03/09/2026

played my guitar for the first time in probably just about a year now and DAMN i never really had any chops to begin with, but it's always nice when you shake off a little rust and get up to highway speed, even if you're still in need of serious alignment hygiene goddamn therapeutic tbh

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 03/09/2026

lol i tried to make a self-deprecating joke about how i'm so over-sensitive i always crash out over the dumbest things and go dark for weeks and fantasize about suicide but haha it didn't come across as a joke haha so now i'm spiralling out lmao

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 02/09/2026

I've accepted a job offer and the blue hair must sadly go. I'm honestly pretty crestfallen about this. I'd wanted blue hair since i was a young teenage wannabe punk, and i've been consistently dyeing it blue for nearly a decade now. "Natural" hair color suggestions welcome.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 01/09/2026

i feel like this one song (a cover of a Gary Ogan & Bill Lamb song from 1972, very near when i was born) somehow explains everything worth knowing about me. maybe it's a warning, idk. let Dierdre & Louise Rutkowski slay you with it: youtu.be/rtpBhzSFUM4

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I Want To Live (Remastered)

Provided to YouTube by Beggars Group Digital Ltd. I Want To Live (Remastered) · This Mortal Coil Filigree & Shadow ℗ 2010 4AD Ltd Released on: 1986-09-22 Associated Performer: Deirdre…

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 29/08/2026

Radical Cisgender Ideology & Radical Cisgender Extremists should be investigated, banned, & punished. It's a harmful ideology of dangerous lunatics, and THEY'RE the ones making threats & trying to hurt children.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 29/08/2026

They embrace HETEROsexual pride so wholeheartedly, but vehemently deny their own CISgender nature. Curious.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 28/08/2026

I quit for the past 3 months out of mostly unmitigated depression, but today i'm gonna try to get some serious walking in under a sadistic sun

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 28/08/2026

I quit for the past 3 months out of mostly unmitigated depression, but today i'm gonna try to get some serious walking in under a sadistic sun

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 28/08/2026

This is another prelude in their efforts to justify whatever action will eventually follow. Why else do they keep publishing these unacademic anti-trans "reports"?

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 28/08/2026

It's worth knowing about this new (illegitimate) study coming out of the US Dept of Health and Human Services that attempts to "prove" that transgender people, their allies, and organizations are violent extremists. open.substack.com/pub/erininth...

open.substack.com

HHS Issues False Report Linking Support For Gender Affirming Care With “Authoritarianism” And Violence

The report suggests that “gender ideology” acts as an “accelerant” for “political violence.”

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 27/08/2026

evidently being forced, Clockwork Orange-style, to watch someone backing into a parking space (GASP!) is soooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooo much worse than briefly voluntarily casually glancing at geniuses taking ten fucking years to back OUT of a spot and GTFO 🤷‍♀️ skill issue, dipshits

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 24/08/2026

We should all be like Spidey and start meeting Nazis, fascism, bigotry, and authoritarians with VIOLENCE

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 24/08/2026

You have no idea how awkward and embarrassing it feels to be the sexiest thing on the block with a limp, unless you've also had a limp.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 23/08/2026

ohhhhhh god my ancient Gen X hip hurts SO BAD my nightclub days can not be behind me yet, i'm ONLY almost 55

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 23/08/2026

went out to goth night at a local nightclub last night... didn't even dance all that much, maybe ~8-10 songs, and today, at long last, ...my Gen X hip hurts

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 19/08/2026

"I've gone over, baby. I'm on the side of snakes." — my insane wife this morning

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 18/08/2026

Man if anybody here has Discernity for their ISP, my condolences. They are truly some shit. I remember when my apt complex first forced them onto me, i checked their website, and it was all about how they can help landlords to efficiently fuck their tenants over. Fuck them & their long ass outages.

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