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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 11/10/2026

Things they don't always fully explain when you turn trans: you might have to relearn how to climax, from start to, uh heh, finish. And it will be VERY different now. I hit a wall for like a year+, and then a couple months ago i finally decided to get myself a Big Girl Vibe. For practice. It helps👍

transfemme person curled up on a sofa holding a wand vibrator while gazing yearningly at it

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 11/10/2026

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 08/10/2026

oh hey cool Google Photos can generate a wardrobe based on what you're usually, uh, wearing in... errr... your uhhhhhhh

Google Photos collage of my lewds with text underneath advising me that it is building a "wardrobe" based on what I'm wearing (mostly nothing)

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 06/10/2026

pretty sure trans people's Favorite Thing Ever has just GOT to be the way cloud storage and social media services take the time to push daily "LOOK AT WHAT YOU USED TO LOOK LIKE" notifications to us on a continuous basis thanks Google thanks Facebook thanks DropBox, Amazon, Microsoft, etc die pls

an overweight disheveled middle-aged male with beard and long curly brown hair

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 17/09/2026

that feeling where you make time to create custom content on short notice for a repeat client, and this time you choose to trust them and hand over the finished media before payment, and then they suddenly stop responding

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 02/09/2026

I've accepted a job offer and the blue hair must sadly go. I'm honestly pretty crestfallen about this. I'd wanted blue hair since i was a young teenage wannabe punk, and i've been consistently dyeing it blue for nearly a decade now. "Natural" hair color suggestions welcome.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 23/08/2026

went out to goth night at a local nightclub last night... didn't even dance all that much, maybe ~8-10 songs, and today, at long last, ...my Gen X hip hurts

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 16/08/2026

it's still so strange to me when somebody responds hornily to me and their bio says they're "straight" or "gay"/”lesbian" because honey i'm non-binary: if you like this i may have some shocking news for you

labeled pictures of multi-gender-attracted Pride flags (bisexual, pansexual, omnisexual, polysexual)

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 14/08/2026

Check it out, it's my wife Holly on the tee vee www.wdtn.com/video/we-car...

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 10/08/2026

i don't remember if i've ever done a smaller solder joint, but i definitely needed slightly smaller heat shrink tubing i'm replacing the dead old 220mAh LiPo battery with a 400mAh! Exciting! hopefully this project was successful — though i would not trust this device to remain waterproof anymore 😢

small electronic device, camera focuses on a tiny wire & the solder joint on it. finger underneath provides a hint at scale

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 10/08/2026

i think i've finally decided on a new middle name: "jae nyxis lethe" (pron. jay, NEEK-sis or NIK-sis, LEE-thee)

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 02/08/2026

damn, for this week's E shot, i tried to self-administer a glute jab for the first time, and WOW I FUCKED THAT UP

face emoji with pleading eyes AND "yikes!" mouth

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 02/08/2026

And if our trans-ness isn't really an integral part of what's being conveyed, it's also legit to just leave it out entirely, since we are, also, just women and men and people, like any others.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 29/07/2026

guess who FINALLY had her first O since crossing her gender Rubicon?

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 21/07/2026

A few days ago, car wouldn’t start. * Turned key, silence (very faint click, probably a relay somewhere and not solenoid) * Took battery to Oreilly’s to test, was bad. * REPLACED BATTERY ✔️ * Turned key; silence * Checked both relevant AM2 fuses (30A in engine bay; 15A under dash), both look ok

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 18/07/2026

Dead car. Replaced battery, starter relay, starter assembly; silence. Budget blown. Walking ~2½ miles (~4km) to store to carry heavy groceries home. I LIVE for self punishment tbh My counter is off by one day because i think i was born early enough to count that awful day. So, -eleven days.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 27/06/2026

I made a new choker! Not in love with the massive buckle for the 1" lace ribbon, and clear Shoe Goo is anything but clear... but if i wear my hair down in back maybe it's not as big of a fail? (pardon my hideous gams etc)

gothy transfemme with long blue curly hair and a black cami top with a 1" black lace choker collar

a 1" black lace choker collar laying on bare legs to show huge plastic parachute buckle

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 20/06/2026

going to the goth night tonight, which direction should i take? casual? done up? short shorts? skirt? dress? tee or cami or tank top? fishnets or nah? gonna be around 74°F down to about 64°F

goth transfemme wearing short sleeveless black dress, loads of makeup, fishnets, chunky boots

alt transfemme wearing black tee and tiny denim shorts

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 18/06/2026

THIS is why we have Pride. LOOK at this. These barely-sentient chimpfucking paragons of humanity would be bouncing up and down and clapping their god damn hands like moron toddlers to watch another tranny off themselves because of their goading

screenshot of severely ugly transphobic comments left on a Threads post

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 16/06/2026

so our local goth night is this Friday. It's monthly. for Reasons, i haven't been since March. and i fell this morning, onto/against the fucking bathtub. pretty sure my shin's fractured. it's swollen where it hit. my blood pressure was apparently 84/58 at the time.

alt. transfemme with long blue curly hair in pigtails and black eyeliner, wearing a black cami top, and ugly crying af

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 13/06/2026

Congratulations to Mr Elon Musk for becoming the first TRILLIONAIRE in history! Mr Musk, as we know, is responsible for demolishing USAID, stealing sensitive personal data, and reintroducing the screw worm to the American beef industry, along with having facilitated the installation of fascism.

colorful, chibi-style kawaii guillotine saying "FEED ME, SENPAI! 🩷" The words "EAT THE RICH" are printed along the base of the wooden device

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 08/06/2026

just #testing the crossposting platform Buffer i'm a little wrecked from the bully brigade the other day, so this may be my last post for a little while😑

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 22/05/2026

Have a bleak, meaningless World Goth Day. Everything eventually dies. Only cathartic music can briefly make our endless suffering almost worth it. Death, ever reliable, is the only constant. The Sisters of Mercy will never release new studio-recorded music ever again. Enjoy.

goth with long blue hair and black clothes sits in car, smiling oddly at camera as if to beckon the viewer to approach. Text over top reads: "Get in, poseur, we're going moping"

goth with long blue hair, black combat boots, black shorts, black shirt, and black leather jacket, standing in front of a red car, looking annoyed. Text over top reads "Have a morose World Goth Day."

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 19/05/2026

Delco Park is nice but such a boring walking track. Totally flat, no trouble at all. My body doesn't hurt nearly enough. I'm going to a different park now to correct for that. I need to burn and sweat a lot harder. Stairs and hills and brutal glute-focused stepdowns.

Google Fit map of afternoon walk. 10k+ steps, a few kilometers. Nothing fancy.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 10/05/2026

been leg day for a little over a month now. i'm finally seeing some results as i'm working hard to get my ass & legs back where they used to be. (full disclosure: edited colors & removed a weird bump on my left knee ONLY)

jae with long curly blue hair and blue glasses in black half tank top & calvin klein thong and strappy sandals, posing 3/4 back in hallway in show round, firm butt and lean but muscular legs

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 15/03/2026

haven't visited this neighborhood in a while. just passing through though....

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 03/03/2026

stumbled across my half-forgotten FetLife profile and couldn't stop cackling at one of the best captions i've ever written, under a photo of me on my knees in a white (!) lace bodysuit:

Blurry photo of a person in a white lace bodysuit, cropped above the knees, with caption: "gosh i hope i'm not about to be beaten and fucked"

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 08/01/2026

ME: (showing my wife her blood glucose reading) whoa lookit that! That's quite a hook HER: you know what they say about the hook ME: ...dear god what are you about to say HER: it brings you back

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 29/12/2025

What is it called when you're far past Twink Death? I can't be a twink mummy because mummies are well-preserved. Cadaver? i've never been skinny enough to be a twink, and i'm trans-nonbinary so none of this even applies to me. Still need a self-deprecating way to describe what i look like though.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 27/12/2025

1/2 i changed the status on my Discord and realized it had two meanings: "let's stay away and keep a large buffer between us" or "let's probingly & pensively come closer together" — and it hit me that i'm not sure which part of me is saying which thing. cont'd

Screenshot of my Discord user panel, saying "transmothra" (username) with pronouns ("any except for it/bro/dude/sir/Mr") and status: "let's explore the space between us"

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 17/11/2025

i am going to try my best not to be all dramatic about my CT scan results It's really not even that much worse tbh

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 06/11/2025

I've only been on HRT since January of this year, but i'd been GNC for a few years before that. Here's the most recent photo of me from today vs one from before i rebuilt myself in my *own* image (c.~2014)

A feminine person with long curly blue hair on a balcony, next to a skeleton

A bearded man with glasses and long curly brown hair

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 05/09/2025

ACABD - Kettering, Ohio Happened this afternoon. The cop car's number looks like 420 lol. I cut the video from the start of the loop to 30 seconds and caught some banter. Pardon my fuckin' french. Note: my timestamp is wrong, i need to change that. #badcop

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 02/09/2025

still shaking the rust off - i know i'm not a very technically skilled guitarist, but this is maybe the best i've ever played this solo even though i've only been actively playing again for the past few days after some months of only rarely touching the guitar, so i'm pretty fuckin' happy already.

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