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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 8h

Jesus Christ, Hetfield. Have you ever even LISTENED to Metallica??

jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 12h

"Dear candidate, "After reviewing what you seemed to be implying were your 'qualifications,' we are determined to not move forward with you at this time or in the future. "Best of luck, The Job Creator" 😔

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 17h

every once in a while my notification area shows a heart icon and i think "oh my god TODAY IS THE DAY somebody liked something i said or did holy shit" but in fact it's just one of my health apps reminding me that, as an oldpeople, i need to occasionally check my pulse to be sure i have not yet died

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 11/10/2026

Things they don't always fully explain when you turn trans: you might have to relearn how to climax, from start to, uh heh, finish. And it will be VERY different now. I hit a wall for like a year+, and then a couple months ago i finally decided to get myself a Big Girl Vibe. For practice. It helps👍

transfemme person curled up on a sofa holding a wand vibrator while gazing yearningly at it

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 11/10/2026

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 08/10/2026

oh hey cool Google Photos can generate a wardrobe based on what you're usually, uh, wearing in... errr... your uhhhhhhh

Google Photos collage of my lewds with text underneath advising me that it is building a "wardrobe" based on what I'm wearing (mostly nothing)

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 06/10/2026

pretty sure trans people's Favorite Thing Ever has just GOT to be the way cloud storage and social media services take the time to push daily "LOOK AT WHAT YOU USED TO LOOK LIKE" notifications to us on a continuous basis thanks Google thanks Facebook thanks DropBox, Amazon, Microsoft, etc die pls

an overweight disheveled middle-aged male with beard and long curly brown hair

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 17/09/2026

that feeling where you make time to create custom content on short notice for a repeat client, and this time you choose to trust them and hand over the finished media before payment, and then they suddenly stop responding

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 14/09/2026

My MIL named me. My original name started with a "j" – she always called me "Jay," so i decided i'd be "jae" for real, forever, for her. She's been gone since just before Spring; i just legalized it last month. She'd never have known though, because she had dementia not long before my egg cracked.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 08/09/2026

This should worry the holy living hell out of ALL of us, both left and right. NO MORE FREE SPEECH U.S. Finds A War It’s Willing to Declare www.kenklippenstein.com/p/us-finds-a...

kenklippenstein.com

U.S. Finds A War It’s Willing to Declare

New government logo chooses violence

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 08/09/2026

Like, i love trans people (i am a trans people myself), but some of y'all Americans are on some wild shit if you think it's safe to NOT vote for candidates running against MAGA in November just because they don't like the dozen of us in sports. Especially you Ohioans. Think MAGA gonna be nicer?

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 07/09/2026

Dreamed last night that Hunter Schafer woke me up and called me beautiful 🥰 Alas, it wasn't some time after sex or whatever, i had only fallen asleep somewhere ill-advised or inconvenient, like a park bench or something. Maybe it was train tracks again, idk It's ok i'm alright i'll manage somehow

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 05/09/2026

Does anybody ever do goth/industrial night at Cosmo Joe's in downtown Dayton, Ohio? I've only ever been once, with my wife, and we were literally among eight whole ass people there, INCLUDING the bartender and TWO DJs.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 03/09/2026

played my guitar for the first time in probably just about a year now and DAMN i never really had any chops to begin with, but it's always nice when you shake off a little rust and get up to highway speed, even if you're still in need of serious alignment hygiene goddamn therapeutic tbh

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 03/09/2026

lol i tried to make a self-deprecating joke about how i'm so over-sensitive i always crash out over the dumbest things and go dark for weeks and fantasize about suicide but haha it didn't come across as a joke haha so now i'm spiralling out lmao

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 02/09/2026

I've accepted a job offer and the blue hair must sadly go. I'm honestly pretty crestfallen about this. I'd wanted blue hair since i was a young teenage wannabe punk, and i've been consistently dyeing it blue for nearly a decade now. "Natural" hair color suggestions welcome.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 01/09/2026

i feel like this one song (a cover of a Gary Ogan & Bill Lamb song from 1972, very near when i was born) somehow explains everything worth knowing about me. maybe it's a warning, idk. let Dierdre & Louise Rutkowski slay you with it: youtu.be/rtpBhzSFUM4

youtu.be

I Want To Live (Remastered)

Provided to YouTube by Beggars Group Digital Ltd. I Want To Live (Remastered) · This Mortal Coil Filigree & Shadow ℗ 2010 4AD Ltd Released on: 1986-09-22 Associated Performer: Deirdre…

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 29/08/2026

Radical Cisgender Ideology & Radical Cisgender Extremists should be investigated, banned, & punished. It's a harmful ideology of dangerous lunatics, and THEY'RE the ones making threats & trying to hurt children.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 29/08/2026

They embrace HETEROsexual pride so wholeheartedly, but vehemently deny their own CISgender nature. Curious.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 28/08/2026

I quit for the past 3 months out of mostly unmitigated depression, but today i'm gonna try to get some serious walking in under a sadistic sun

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 28/08/2026

I quit for the past 3 months out of mostly unmitigated depression, but today i'm gonna try to get some serious walking in under a sadistic sun

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 28/08/2026

It's worth knowing about this new (illegitimate) study coming out of the US Dept of Health and Human Services that attempts to "prove" that transgender people, their allies, and organizations are violent extremists. open.substack.com/pub/erininth...

open.substack.com

HHS Issues False Report Linking Support For Gender Affirming Care With “Authoritarianism” And Violence

The report suggests that “gender ideology” acts as an “accelerant” for “political violence.”

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 27/08/2026

evidently being forced, Clockwork Orange-style, to watch someone backing into a parking space (GASP!) is soooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooo much worse than briefly voluntarily casually glancing at geniuses taking ten fucking years to back OUT of a spot and GTFO 🤷‍♀️ skill issue, dipshits

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 24/08/2026

We should all be like Spidey and start meeting Nazis, fascism, bigotry, and authoritarians with VIOLENCE

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 24/08/2026

You have no idea how awkward and embarrassing it feels to be the sexiest thing on the block with a limp, unless you've also had a limp.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 23/08/2026

ohhhhhh god my ancient Gen X hip hurts SO BAD my nightclub days can not be behind me yet, i'm ONLY almost 55

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 23/08/2026

went out to goth night at a local nightclub last night... didn't even dance all that much, maybe ~8-10 songs, and today, at long last, ...my Gen X hip hurts

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 19/08/2026

"I've gone over, baby. I'm on the side of snakes." — my insane wife this morning

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 18/08/2026

Man if anybody here has Discernity for their ISP, my condolences. They are truly some shit. I remember when my apt complex first forced them onto me, i checked their website, and it was all about how they can help landlords to efficiently fuck their tenants over. Fuck them & their long ass outages.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 17/08/2026

so um when was anybody gonna tell me people are selling TRANS MOTHRA merch online?? no no i no mad, i just wish i was in a much more moneyful era 😭

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 17/08/2026

i was supposed to go to court and file for a name change today but i'm too scared (of people, not change) to do it 😭😭😭

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 16/08/2026

it's still so strange to me when somebody responds hornily to me and their bio says they're "straight" or "gay"/”lesbian" because honey i'm non-binary: if you like this i may have some shocking news for you

labeled pictures of multi-gender-attracted Pride flags (bisexual, pansexual, omnisexual, polysexual)

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 14/08/2026

Check it out, it's my wife Holly on the tee vee www.wdtn.com/video/we-car...

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 14/08/2026

Gay people who weren't even alive during the AIDS crisis but watched Dallas Buyers Club and think Dr. Fauci is a bad person. My god. Would you have wanted a medication that was so rushed that millions MORE were maimed or killed? Drugs that skipped proper clinical trials?

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 13/08/2026

trans people are just normal people who need to use the restroom like anyone else this is so stupidly important; it should just be mundane common knowledge. do share this, as information like this really needs to be more broadly understood. sames.substack.com/p/love-your-...

sames.substack.com

Love, Your Trans Friend

Letter #2 - Greetings from the Loo!

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 13/08/2026

I'm very interested in actively listening & processing marginalized voices, & keeping my privileged, partially-marginalized-but-luckily-caucasian mouth shut all the way up until called on. If i ever fail in this regard, i want you to feel absolutely free to slap me across that stupid fucking mouth

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 10/08/2026

i don't remember if i've ever done a smaller solder joint, but i definitely needed slightly smaller heat shrink tubing i'm replacing the dead old 220mAh LiPo battery with a 400mAh! Exciting! hopefully this project was successful — though i would not trust this device to remain waterproof anymore 😢

small electronic device, camera focuses on a tiny wire & the solder joint on it. finger underneath provides a hint at scale

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 10/08/2026

i think i've finally decided on a new middle name: "jae nyxis lethe" (pron. jay, NEEK-sis or NIK-sis, LEE-thee)

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 08/08/2026

I don't have the energy or time to explain what's going on in my life but i genuinely can't remember the last time i've sobbed this hard for so long i'm just a mess and everything, everything is just such a mess,

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 07/08/2026

there's so much more to be sad about than i even have tears left for and i'm genuinely not sure WHY i'm not just drinking myself to death in an alley in a hostile land

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 07/08/2026

sometimes i'm nearly ok & then i think about how stupid i've been some kind of dumb thing i did that mattered & then i just can't even want to live anymore just wanna crawl away and sleep forever in my stupidness i hope someday i die a happy death it won't matter to me, i just want you to be happy

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 06/08/2026

Make no error in your understanding: They're really going to punish Dr Fauci, maybe even "lock him up," NOT for his "crime" of using empiricism (not faith) against COVID, but for his rather more capital prior "crime" of saving gay lives by leading the fight to curb the lethality and spread of HIV.

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 05/08/2026

got one of those sketchy Insta follows today. I don't begrudge any trans folks for having one of those chaser-attracting handles. We all got to get by; catch that paper how you can. This one looked like she was packing socks. Maybe she's really trans, idk. Maybe the problem is me. Just seemed skeezy

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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️ Radically Pro-Transgender Ideologue @transmothra.com · 03/08/2026

I can't get over how amazing & magical estrogen HRT is. I had a hairy back for decades. I hated it so much . I know now i had terrible dysphoria about it. Shame, embarrassment. My body hair is mostly blonde, but that was a little darker. GONE. Just totally gone. My back is so smooth and soft now 💖

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