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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

Oh dang, no Ragatha, that comment about her being annoying when she's happy must've hurt I noticed this seems to be a theme with her, the whole 'fake laughing' at Kaufmo's jokes, which likely added to his abstraction, and now here too with the close call for Gangle #TheAmazingDigitalCircus #tadc

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

7/7 but when those bad emotions hit you after stopping your meds, they truly can hit you like a truck Thanks for reading this rambling, I have no clue if that's actually what was intended here with Gangle, but it's how it came across to me, and I love @glitchprod.com for making such a good episode!

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

6/7 and so, you stop taking the meds, to try and get some normalcy back. And at first, that can feel great, your emotions back, you can be happy again! Free to dance and enjoy stuff like you did before! Gangle dances and is freed from her mask in much the same way

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

5/? So when it comes to the fact that you can genuinely feel a far more muted range of emotions, it can feel like static in your brain. Gangle gets like this towards the end too, not sad, but more like... empty. It's only thanks to support from Pomni she pulls herself out.

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

4/? Gangle's gut reaction to this is to try and keep positive, after all, that's what the mask if for! But it can feel like you're trying more than the medication or mask is doing for you

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

3/? This is great at first, but as time goes on, you can start to feel off about the new feelings...or lack thereof. Meds can be weird, and the more muted emotional range can fuck with you, especially when you do hit some of those emotions, like Gangle does when she removes the mask briefly.

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

2/? Firstly, there's her reaction to first putting it on. She feels normal. When you're suffering anxiety or depression, the first time on the meds can almost feel like being normal for the first time in ages, which in and of itself can make you feel better

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

/// TADC 4 Spoilers 1/? I wanted to post my thoughts on Gangle and her struggles with her new mask, because while the obvious parallel is her masking her true emotions, I feel like there's also a comparison to be made to anti depressants and how they can change your emotions #tadc #digitalcircus

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

Hydaelyn is awakening people to the Echo That, or she's about to firebomb someone's house, must be Emet's #ffxiv #ff14 #hydaelyn

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

Brainrot set in with my OC and Lyse huuu GPose done by @ccriimson.bsky.social Ty again for these uwu #ffxiv #ff14 #oc

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

A bit of both but mainly irl, I have the mothman deck from the fallout precon! Black Blue Green, it'd a lot of fun

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

I'm currently not playing d2, but I'm sure I'll get into it again!

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

It consumed my life, I love how chill it is

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

Destiny is a wild game, I love how good it feels, it's just frustrating the issues it has, Stockholm Syndrome the game, lol

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

4. 21 at the start of ARR, By Endwalker, physically they're 24, mentally 27 due to First time shenanigans.

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

3. A striking feature they have is a massive scar etched into their back, an injury they sustained against Shinryu, due to being distracted.

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

2. Seeker of the Sun Miqo'te, a Red Mage main through and through

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

V'aeri Rhal, though for a while she went by Tosha Varnley due to wanting to get away from her original name

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

Why not, this sounds fun, I'll do this over the next few days #ffxiv #ff14 #oc #ffxicoc #ff14oc

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toshav.bsky.social @toshav.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

I saw this from others, so why not! 🖤Final Fantasy XIV 🖤Kingdom Hearts 🖤Phoenix Wright 🖤Professor Layton 🖤Pokemon 🖤Magic the Gathering 🖤Anime 🖤Dark Souls 🖤Elden Ring 🖤Outer Wilds 🖤Destiny 2 🖤Writing 🖤Sonic the Hedgehog 🖤OCs 🖤Powerwash Simulator 🖤Binding of Isaac 🖤Rogue Legacy 2 [ #Promosky ]

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Brie @fknbrie.swifties.social · 09/12/2024

oh noo.... i played Destiny 2 for the first time in like 8 months and I kinda enjoyed pve today just shooting things.

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Varada @varada.bsky.social · 09/12/2024

It’s finally happened. I am Balatro pilled.

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aka💌 @akairosu.bsky.social · 09/12/2024

⭐LIMITED TIME: Discounted YCH Emote Commissions Disclaimer on the bundles: - Matching kiss/hug emotes are for 2 different characters. You can also use it to kiss/hug other emotes. Lots of potential here ^_^ - Nod yes/no emotes are both for the same 1 character only

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