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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

I'm fine. Just dealing with both anxiety and paranoia and I'm trying to identify them. It's good though that I did finally recognize something wasn't right and maybe reality isn't really like that. I'm just kind of sad and frustrated and feeling lonely about it.

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

Only now realizing that maybe the things I keep telling myself are anxiety thoughts are actually maybe paranoia thoughts. Because I don't fully believe them I was thinking "anxiety" but I keep thinking about them and only now do i realize they might be absurd. Have I isolated myself as well? Hmm.

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

What if I redrew the witch Hazel art I did in 2017....

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

Happy Birthday!!! Hope you're having a wonderful day!! 💛

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 12/11/2025

If you like my art and think bards are sort of neat you might like my original art account where all my bard characters and more go.

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Sometimes I listen to musical soundtracks and predictably I go, emotionally, “wow….i love… musicals…”

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

I appreciate everyone at the facility so much, they were so wonderful and attentive.

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a. troubadour @troubadoursdescort.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

2008 - 2026 the same character, 18 years apart #troubadoursdescort #art #oc

An old drawing of mine from 2008 of Juthiel surrounded by flowers. He is smiling at the viewer. A rebec is in the background.

Art completed today of Juthiel. He’s surrounded by flowers and filigree. He holds a rose and is smiling at the viewer.

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

It's so exciting to make progress like that! And thank you!! 💛 me too

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

Also having strong emotions about life, I'm guessing just a continuation of the crisis but also I have written 1,100 words of a story!! Very exciting.

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

My midnight diary post tonight is that I have a medical procedure on Thursday and I'm scared because I have to be sedated and they have to look around inside me.

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TK @teethry.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

let's go to the beach-each 🏖️ 🌞 #teefdraws #oc #wowoc #wow #worldofwarcraft #bloodelf

Drawing of a blood elf from World of Warcraft, dressed in a bikini and sitting in a beach chair.

Drawing of a blood elf from World of Warcraft, dressed in a bikini and sitting in a beach chair (close up).

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

Every once in a while I have a life crisis for a bit and i think it might be happening again. I think I just feel really stuck.

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 30/03/2026

OKAY SO basically I have an idea for a fic about Hazel and Gat not long after they start traveling together, so they're still figuring out how they work, but also run into big trouble. I drew this comic (instead of writing for god knows what reason) as a sort of summary of what would happen #saiyuki

fan comic of Hazel and Gat from Saiyuki. Hazel hands Gat his wallet. "Here, knock yourself out." Gat: "...Why?" Hazel: "Go and have some fun, Gat. Do whatever you want." Gat looks disappointed. He thinks, "I want you to look at me...to talk honestly with you." Gat turns to leave. "...OK. I'll be back later." Hazel waves and makes a noise of acknowledgement.

Hazel tilts his head down while looking conflicted and sad. Gat goes shopping. "I'm not sure what to do, so I'll purchase supplies. You want me to 'go have fun' as though it'll make us feel better. I want to understand you. I guess I'm starting to."
A young boy gets Gat's attention. "Hey there, Mister! You look awfully sad." Gat looks at the boy. The boy says, "Don't worry, sir. It'll be over soon."

A BANG is heard from the buildings behind Gat. Gat turns toward the sound. "...I may finally be realizing..." He touches one of his guns. The boy yells, "Hey, wait!" Gat has started running. "...what I want to do with this borrowed life.."

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 30/03/2026

I want it to have a serious genso filler vibe but also the title will be the name of ep 25 of gunlock because that's what it's all about you know?

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 30/03/2026

I haven't learned to not post at 3:30am and perhaps I never will. also *rattles the bars of my comics cage* I keep having to make everything comics. I did the hazgat comic and then in the next tab is a drawing of my ocs being intimate and now I have to make that a comic too please help me

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 13/11/2025

"Don't you know? You don't have any worth." #saiyuki I decided to redraw an old fanart from 2017.

Fanart of Hazel Grouse from Saiyuki. He's sitting on a stone bench, and there are large bushes behind him. He's looking into a hand mirror, smiling. His insides are visible and falling out, and blood is splattered all over him.

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 03/02/2026

Hakkai immediately asks about getting a bladder infection and Hazel has an incredible reply which is "Bladder? What's that?" Anyway I love him, as all of you know.

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 03/02/2026

Not related to the outdated stuff but another good moment is the karuta drama cd where Gojyo asks Hazel about using the restroom and Hazel responds "Idols don't have to use the restroom" lmao

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 03/02/2026

Also loved the mini interview in the Hakkai&Gojyo character book, where Hazel says one's a delinquent and the other is class president, and Gat has to ask Hazel to clarify what he means by delinquent, and it's the classic yankii look, and Gat is just like "hmm that's a little outdated isn't it"

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 03/02/2026

I love that whenever Hazel references something in extras, it's always older, "out of date" stuff. Also of course that he and Gat emulate manzai duos.

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

Yes, I'm watching it proper! Thank you for letting me know, I will make sure to watch the OVA! I'm dying to know, lol

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

I'm still thinking about it. They just say stuff. Waiting for the demise to happen.

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

Char is planning this guy's demise

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

Episode 7 and What is Happening with Char and Garma

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 29/01/2026

Opened up my tablet for the first time today and what do I see. a doodle of Char with a gopro on his space suit helmet

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

Aah thank you! I watched Wing when I was a kid, but never delved further, so I'm excited to get into it! 😊

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

Anyways I always start from a franchise's beginning so off i go 🏃‍♂️

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

Happened to see a clip from turn a gundam and im kinda 👀👀

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 18/01/2026

Started the monhun omega planetes fight and I had a gut emotional reaction to the music and got crushed in 10 seconds lmao

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Yoru @yoroux.bsky.social · 17/01/2026

their couch picture did not make the cut for some reason

saiyuki fanart of Ukoku lying down on a couch with Koumyou sitting next to him and pressing a pillow into his face

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 17/01/2026

My ankle has been swollen and in pain for several weeks. I'm not sure what happened but having a retail job with this is... something. Trying to keep my hours up though. But I can feel it even when I'm sitting. Appointment is coming up, but I just had to 🫠 for a moment

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 16/01/2026

I have accepted that I can't read a chapter here and a chapter there, that's not who I am. I have accepted that I will need to purchase 17 volumes of pandora hearts, so I can read at least 4 volumes in one sitting continuously until the end. That's the kind of person I am.

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

the light is with you for a little longer #saiyuki

fan art of Hazel Grouse from Saiyuki. He is wearing a lace cloak in a corner of a church with a statue and votive candles. Behind him dim light from the moon filters in through a stained glass window. He's holding a candle and looks towards the viewer with a neutral expression.

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Yoru @yoroux.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

[closed doors] a little thought experiment I wanted to explore...

fan comic of saiyuki, exploring the idea that Koumyou was ordered to kill (an oblivious) Ukoku but refused and instead decided to let fate run its course.

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

the light is with you for a little longer #saiyuki

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

Three-quarter view facing right…Mixing it up a little bit this year.

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

Thank you!! 💛 they do have different vibes, but I'm glad you like both!

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 13/11/2025

"Don't you know? You don't have any worth." #saiyuki I decided to redraw an old fanart from 2017.

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 13/11/2025

I'm trying to work on being patient with my art and not throw my hands up and go "ok it's done now let's post immediately even though it is 2 am" I WILL render these flowers more.

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thienaultha @thienaultha.bsky.social · 13/11/2025

It's a little different compared to the original. The concept is the same of course but in the original there's abstract flower guts leaking like everywhere vs this one, when I go to work on it, there's less guts and blood, but, also, I went "oh that is an intestine"

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