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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 16/10/2026

Yeah it's so interesting!! I've seen theories that brain zaps are related to seizures but idk there's like so little research about it that I've ever found 😭

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 16/10/2026

it's nice that in my fevered pain filled state last night every time I half way woke up (which was a lot) I was like "you're doing great body! You're fighting this shit off! You're an amazing organism!" lol like good all my practice telling myself that has made it into my subconscious reaction

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 16/10/2026

Just once I'd like a doctor to be as intrigued as I am about the brain zaps, like I get them when I'm having sleep paralysis, when I'm dehydrated maybe?, and when quitting ssris, and I'd really like to know what's going on there

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 16/10/2026

Thank you ugh I feel like asssss 😞😞😞 just as soon as I recover my strength im gonna go fist fight god

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 16/10/2026

Well I had to call into work sick because I've had a shivery fever all night and every joint in my body feels like someone beat me with a baseball bat 😒

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 16/10/2026

aaaa I hope you enjoy!!! 🥰🥰🥰

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 16/10/2026

Yes 😩 my arm hurts and I feel like microwaved trash

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 16/10/2026

Once again thinking about how it's important to talk to your inner child to see what they feel they're being silenced about BUT i think equally important and usually more ignored, talking to your inner teenager

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 16/10/2026

Ohhhh the covid and flu shots I got this morning are starting to cause ✨discomfort✨

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Well Roasted Potato @cirripedology.bsky.social · 15/10/2026

I am sheeshing again

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 15/10/2026

I guess so that I can see the sunlight dappled through the trees painting across his skin and LOSE MY MIND

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 15/10/2026

Somehow this is so Kara Thrace of him

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bo 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @atinybo.bsky.social · 15/10/2026

i need a cigarette 🚬

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bo 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @atinybo.bsky.social · 15/10/2026

a heavenly choir sings everywhere he goes

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 15/10/2026

Oh no lol I'm scared this is gonna be me tomorrow 😞😞

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 14/10/2026

yes I'm aware it's a simple long sleeved shirt, no I don't know how yunho manages to make exactly this shirt so erotic every time

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1024DAILY @1024daily.atiny.social · 14/10/2026

[📷] ATEEZ(에이티즈) GOLDEN HOUR : Part.6 Concept Photo 1 #SAN #산 2026. 11. 13 2PM RELEASE 📎Pre-save/add: ateez.sng.to/golden-hour-part-6 #ATEEZ #에이티즈 #GOLDENHOUR #GOLDENHOUR_Part6

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1024DAILY @1024daily.atiny.social · 14/10/2026

[📷] ATEEZ(에이티즈) GOLDEN HOUR : Part.6 Concept Photo 1 #WOOYOUNG #우영 2026. 11. 13 2PM RELEASE 📎Pre-save/add: ateez.sng.to/golden-hour-part-6 #ATEEZ #에이티즈 #GOLDENHOUR #GOLDENHOUR_Part6

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 14/10/2026

I got to hang out with my sweet Baby cat in my dream last night 🥹🥹 her little cat spirit had gotten stuck on a cruise ship?? So we ate at the buffets and did some shopping and I brought her home to our new house :') I miss her so much

A black and white cat wide eyed with me smiling behind her

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 14/10/2026

Oh no 🥺🥹🥺😩😍😍😭🥺🥹😍😩😩😭

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 14/10/2026

🤤🤤🤤 thank you for this this will get me through the work day

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 14/10/2026

Exactly!! They get to do a dual thing of like, ~see you already like us like this, it's actually not scandalous~ like they've gotten people to happily accept every gay soulmate thing they do and now it's like what if we ARE gay tho what's even the difference you already like us like this :')

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 14/10/2026

And he can adamantly say "we aren't dating!!" Because they aren't /dating/, they secretly got /married/ like 3 years ago probably

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 14/10/2026

And doing an added layer of San weakly being like "haha babe if you keep saying things like that people will get the wrong idea haha" to throw people off the scent

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 14/10/2026

I can't be convinced that woosan aren't doing a "if we say we're gay in love all the time then everyone is publicly obligated to assume we're kidding and no one will seriously accuse us of it and we won't get in trouble" thing lol

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 13/10/2026

like just imagine!!! Wooyoung straddling his lap!!!! Yunho gripping his waist!!!!

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 13/10/2026

I'm mad I'm working anyway why should I have to answer phones don't they know I have very exciting compost to spread and plants to plant!!

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 13/10/2026

He's so pretty I'm so mad I'm at work instead of Beholding Yunho

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 13/10/2026

YES it was so damn loud when I quit lexapro and later Prozac and I would get the brain zaps and they would make a zing zing sound in the tinnitus?? Horribly annoying

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 12/10/2026

I love when he daintily covers his mouth with his huge delicate hand!!!!

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 12/10/2026

I am sooo tempted to write the fic lol ugh

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themarmalade @themarmalade.myatproto.social · 12/10/2026

Family and somehow it ended up in Wooyoung tracing over san's lips and San being like omg pls we finally have the time alone and Wooyoung wouldn't stop and was like yeah so I'm gonna really take my time with you and San was like 🥺🥺🥴

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