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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 15/10/2026

There's always a Prodigal Son gif for these moments.

Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

A chapter in and this book already has me in a chokehold. This is the religious trauma book I've been waiting for, clearly. 🙏

Picture of a book resting on a pillow that is a black heart with a ribcage on it. The book is titled The Dark In Her Veins and it is by M.K. Lobb. It has images of the two main characters, the MMC with white hair, piercings, and an open top that shows a neck and chest tattoo in black ink. The FMC has blonde hair and is draped from neck and arms in an outfit made of red and black.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

Very done with today and it’s not even noon 😮‍💨

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

A boy, sleeping on a Mothman blanket with a ribcage pillow beside him.

A picture of a white recliner with a Welcome to West Virginia Mothman blanket and a ribcage pillow. There is a cat curled up on the blanket, looking peaceful.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

Saw MCR last night in DC and everything about the show was incredibly healing 🙏

Picture of Onyx and Mack. Onyx is wearing a black parade tank top with a rainbow flag. They have on tinted glasses and a baseball cap and some of their tattoos are visible. There is a black chain collar around their neck. Mack's shirt is not fully visible.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

🫠 Today sucks. I'd say "I'm going back to bed" but my body's decided that sleep is impossible so...

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

Every day we get a little more feral and a little hotter ✌️

Picture of Onyx who is wearing a My Chemical Romance tank top that shows off a few of their tattoos (one flesh one end on the chest, a partial word and bird on the left arm). They are wearing a black metal permanent collar. They have an eyebrow piercing and a helix that is filled with a spiky arch.

Picture of Onyx who is dressed in a MCR tank top and part of their one flesh one end tattoo is visible. They are wearing a black metal permanent collar. They have a stud in their nose for the new piercing.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

Spent years posting this semi-jokingly, only to discover over the past year that it is unfortunately very true. Nothing like discovering that you are just one walking trauma response. 🙃

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

A weekend in the mountains, in a city made for me? Don't mind if I yes.

Image of an Evil Dead pinball machine. It is all in purple and blue glowing lights. There is the Deadite in the basement on top of the machine and Ash and his chainsaw on the score board.

Mural on the window of a movies, video games, books store. It is the red room from Twin Peaks and has David Lynch holding a cup of coffee. The Twin Peaks font reads, "A damn fine cup of coffee."

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 18/04/2026

Double fisting a cup of coffee and a cup of tea because we've been awake since 4:30 this morning. 🙃

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

The mood for the last 24 hours or so. 😮‍💨

Image from Matt Fraction's Hawkeye. Hawkeye is walking up the stairs in his apartment. He has bandages over his arms and he's saying, "Today sucks. I'm goin' back to bed."

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

You might say, "But JD, how many pictures of sunrises and sunsets can you take?" As many as needed to capture the beauty of a quiet morning in the mountains.

Picture of sunrise. The sky is pink and gold in the background and there are a number of trees reaching into the sky in the foreground.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

You know what they say about sunrise 🌄

A photo of the sunrise over the mountain ridges. There are a number of trees in-between the viewer and the sunrise in the background. The sunrise is golden and pink.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

Gonna be thinking about this night for a long, long time.

Picture of the sunset. The sky is golden and pink and blue and there are a number of trees between the photographer and the sky.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

We love a cup of coffee in the morning ☕ And by morning I mean after noon.

A cup of coffee on a table. The cup is black and says, "The horrors persist but so do I" and there is a skeleton drinking coffee. In the background there is a water bottle with a sticker of a cat wearing a fish hat and a sticker of a possum with little possums riding on it, which says, "Possum bus"

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 03/12/2025

2025 has been the worst year on record (which is saying something) and December apparently couldn't go by without utterly gutting me. One step forward, two steps back.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 04/10/2025

I was thinking "disappearing" but "fading" works just as well.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 13/09/2025

Recording something after getting the COVID vaccine and we’re ready with our dice and requisite three beverages

Picture of a desk with a dice tray and d6 a stacked up. There is a bottle of blue Gatorade, a ginger ale, and a coffee cup with a dirty apple chai

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

Tonight we are back over on @entropyemporium.bsky.social with They Call Us Villains! Episode 22: Welcome Back to Hemlock It's the dawn of a new day and everything is as it should be. ☺️

Promo for They Call Us Villains, which has the players and their characters and playbooks on medical clipboards splattered with blood. We have Kian playing Valen, JD as the GM, Q as Connor Creed - noted as the Transformed, Stephanie as Sylla Tarn, Harp as Mara Moon-Herschel, and LC as Ellie Ellison.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 31/08/2025

And summer arrives With a length of lights And summer blows away And quietly, it gets swallowed by a wave

Picture of the sunset over the water. There’s a dock on the foreground and the photographer is standing on a deck.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 21/08/2025

This storm front has my body unhappy and I am straight up not having a good time

Why can't you be normal meme format - the mom is saying "Why can't you be normal?" and labeled as "Me" and the screaming child, who is screaming, is labeled as "My body and brain"

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 21/08/2025

We're having a time here these days 😮‍💨

GIF of Malcolm Bright saying, "I am trauma"

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 31/07/2025

I was up late with some amazing people at @folkandmyth.bsky.social last night and this is where we are at in terms of sleep as a result. 😂

GIF of Malcolm Bright from Prodigal Son - he’s standing in the kitchen and pouring coffee and talking to Dani. He’s saying, “Ha, it worked! I slept for FIVE. HOURS.” This is clearly an accomplishment.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

I was trying to find a good meme for you and ended up in a folder that's filled with gaming memes and got to relive some of the greatest hits of being at tables with you, which made me very happy to have you in my life. I can also give you an actual bone in these trying times as well.🫂

"can I offer you a nice egg in this trying time?" meme except that instead of "egg" is says "bone" and instead of holding an egg, he's holding skeletons from the cover of one of The Locked Tomb books (probably Gideon but I haven't cross-referenced).

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 20/07/2025

Without downloading any new pics, where are you mentally?

“You guys are getting paid?” Meme except that it says, “Life is full of ups and downs” at the top and then has Will Poulter saying, “You guys are having ups?”

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 08/07/2025

Just got back from a trip to the mountains with a new piece of permanent jewelry 🥰

Picture of JD, a trans man with light facial hair and blue eyes. He is wearing a black tank top and part of the “one flesh one end” chest tattoo is visible. There is a black chain necklace around their neck with a lock in the center.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

Went to an escape room yesterday and had a great time because the staff were friendly and queer. Today we came back for a second room and after seeing our MCR shirts, they made this puzzle for us, as part of that room. If you’re ever in Charlottesville, check this group out because it was amazing.

It’s a pieced together puzzle that says “Cville Escape Room” and then has a key and below that says “When I was a young boy, my father took me into the city to see an Escape Room.” There’s a heart and then it says, “The staff at Cville Escape Room wishes you the best and a fun Escape”

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 05/07/2025

Spending the weekend in the mountains in a hobbit hole with @themackening.bsky.social 😊

Picture of a circular wooden door on a wooden wall, with stone to the left of it and a stained glass window above.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 14/06/2025

It’s bleak out there but our new furry family member Ronan sends his love to you

A picture of a tiger marked tabby kitten who is stretched out on the bed being petted.

A picture of a tiger marked tabby in a box with a sock. His eyes are closed peacefully.

A picture of a tiger marked tabby who is laying against someone’s body and looking up sweetly. There is a laptop and book in the background.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 21/05/2025

CW: pet loss. We said goodbye to Nancy on Friday. We had almost 13 years with our baby girl. She was the best, most spoiled creature and we miss her greatly. Give your pets some pats and love on her behalf.

A picture of an orange cat in the window. She is looking up with love and devotion.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 14/05/2025

I gave you blood, blood, gallons of the stuff I gave you all that you can drink and it has never been enough

Picture of JD, who has short dark hair and trimmed facial hair. He is wearing a black halter top and has fishnet arm bands on. There is a metal collar around their neck and black and red eyeshadow on their eyes.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 24/03/2025

Saint Soren Augustine can't die (maybe) and has some revenge to take. Let's see where this final arc brings him.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 10/03/2025

I have already told the cast that these are the vibes we're going into Saint Soren Augustine's final arc with. 🙏

Picture of Gerard Way in his Joan of Arc performance attire.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

Today's going to be interesting for sure. Running on a Malcolm Bright amount of sleep with a long (but exciting) day ahead. GIF

GIF of Malcolm Bright from Prodigal Son. He is pouring a cup of coffee and saying, "Ha, it worked! I slept for FIVE. HOURS." The amount of sleep is clearly an accomplishment for him.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 14/01/2025

And will you pray for me? Or make a saint of me?

Picture of JD who is wearing a black fishnet shirt and the Mollymauk shirt over that. They have on a rosary with a razor at the end of it.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 13/01/2025

We're having fun on the LFTA server tonight. If I were to try to fit every character on here, it would be unintelligible but what I learned is 1) there's a lot of potential overlap and 2) the Big Parent Energy is the hardest one for me to fill.

Alignment chart with Big Parent Energy, Adulthood is Overrated, Feral Changeling Child Raised In The Woods, and Baby on the x axis and Would Fight God Behind The 7-11, Cracker Barrell Arson Charge, "Watch How Many Tater Tots I can Fit In My Mouth", and Can and Will Touch You With Their Cold Hands When You Least Expect on the y axis.

Under Big Parent Energy we have: Corbin (Would Fight God), Dorian (Arson Charge), Arkady (Tater Tots), and Ambrose (Cold Hands)
Under Adulthood is Overrated we have: Riv (Would Fight God), Virgil (Arson Charge), Lindsay (Tater Tots), and Lucas (Cold Hands)
Under Feral Changeling we have: Alistair (Would Fight God), Grayson (Arson Charge), Riley (Tater Tots), and Hunter (Cold Hands)
Under Baby we have: Kaz (Would Fight God), Soren (Arson Charge), Watcher (Tater Tots), and Ghost (Cold Hands)

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 21/12/2024

“Hold your heart into this darkness Will it ever be the light to shine you out? Or fail and leave you stranded? I ain't gonna be the one left standing” Less than two hours until Blooming In The Rot!

Picture of JD who is wearing a tie-dyed I am Kenough hoodie. He has on a collar and is wearing rainbow framed glasses. They have on black and red eyeshadow.

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Onyx (Human Disaster) @thekilljoyz.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

It's not a lie, my love, if they believe you (It's not a lie, it could be true) So tell them anything, dear (Tell them what they want to hear) And wrap them 'round your finger And take them for what they've got before they leave you