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@tayhatesherself.bsky.social
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25, She/They | #caterpillarsky + venting diary | more active here since twt block is useless | 🔞 | BMI 24 | sw: 175 cw: 135, gw: 120, ugw: 100

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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 53m
Purging is my best friend
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 53m
Got off track and I feel so guilty but I will lock in I need to in other to fit that costume im
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 11h
Went on a date and he was nice :p we made out and got a little too frisky BUT NO SEX AYE
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
On my period so trying to restrain my overeating habits whenever I start bleeding 🥲🥲 I know its normal but god i feel like a monster
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
IT IS SO GOOD!!! i love it smmm
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
LOL I felt that honestly I can feel my tan fading tbh 😞😭😭 im growing paler!!
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
YAYYY thank youu 😚💕
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
I order boots to go with this and im hoping itll come in time and they'll be my size 🥹
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✧₊⁺ neyla ✧₊⁺ @neylaaa.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
i will never understand the concept of losing weight in a healthy way. like how is that even possible. how do people not become obsessed with the numbers and the portions. genuinely sounds impossible in my head
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
OMG I felt that tbh my summer went so quickly but I also got tanner 😝
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Omg?! Ykw I totally understand tbh 😭😭😭 I would be so scared too but maybe u can find a salon who can give you a second opinion!!
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Got my halloween costume early and its a little tight but if i keep on this diet, itll fit me perfectly!!! I look so sexy and I knowwwww imma be so cool with it 🩵💙
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
OMGG tysmm 😭🫶🫶💕
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Heheh thank you sm 🤭🤭 i bleached it in August and it was much more pinker!!
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
They hate to see us baddies succeed
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Of courseee 🫂🫂🫂😭💕💕💕💕
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
IVE MISSED U SISTERR 🫂🫂💕
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Oh 🥲🥲 now life is truly so cruel
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Ugh i always love ur nails smm!!!!!
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
OMGG WELCOME BACKK!!! I also came back
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Ngl I do have a nice ass tho
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
And im wearing shapewear mind you....... i need to starve tn since im going out 🥲🥲
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Body checking at a Ross bc i hate myselfff im so ugly from the sides oh my godddd
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Saw irl thinspo and now i look less attractive and more fat.... I LOOK SO CHUBBYSPO
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I have sm emotions rn but all i can do is really cry, suppress, and move on because i know I am better and I know i am always improving
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Ate a subway sandwich chips and shaved ice yayyy will probably purge
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Another day another low appetite 🫶 heading to class, job, gym and then dinner
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Everyone loves my fit for today <33 I love when I dressed cutesy
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Lost only one pound... im a failure!!!!! But at least i didnt gain
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sarah🎭 @wepissitaway.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
I'm so bulimic wannarexic 😍😘
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
I got invited to waffle house w/ friends and now i gotta starve for it 😭
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
I purged, ate, and now i want to purge again !!!!
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Doctors told me my blood pressure is low and i dont rlly care
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Purged today xoxo im too addicted to this feeling and I know jts so dangerous
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Smart!! I'll keep that in mind... and honestly same 🥹😭😭
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Kinda have the urge to purge and i might or will do it lol
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
I so felt thisssss my stomach bulges out and I feel so embarrassed to wear it
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
At the gymmm I forgot my watch and 15k won't be possible today but im working on my core and upper body <3
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Drinking my dunkin drink and it was probably all my calories left but that's okay I have a low appetite today <3 I feel so good about myself
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Idk about the protein idc about that
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Reminder that halloween is soon and this video is a reminder of what to do!!! Im also going to try to hit 15k steps, 800 cals, and going to the gym daily.
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Breakfast for today!! Two eggs, beans, and some guava juice. Total: idk it was cooked in oil so it's prob 400 cals.
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
I hate the burn but it means it workingggg
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Overate so im going to PURGEEEEEEE idc idc idcccc!!!!
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
Ate like shit but itll be fine for a day since I need the energy to do my hw and such
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
Need this stack like rn
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I need to purge ugh I ate too much
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
I also took a barre class and my legs were BURNING
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
Another day at the gym and my roommate went with me <3 I wish my arm flap wasn't so big and fat but whateverrrrrrrr ill deal with it for now i still look rlly cute in the pic
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
Ryhs my darling <3 I miss u 2!! Thank you for your message and love 🫂💙 im also hoping that as well and I know it will ✨️ the power of manifestation and confidence survives despite the trials !! I hope all is well with you and everything that has happened during these five months :D
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