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bulimia class making me feel dainty bc we have to do food diaries and i get to be like yeah i failed at eating all my meals sorry ... its just to hard to eat .. okay next week ill challenge myself by eating an apple ...

next year i'm sending myself to bootcamp bc it starts around the time i usually start losing control and getting fat

i got lip piercings and they're making me eat less it's so good it's just like when i got my tongue piercing

im in bulimia class now (group therapy program) should i spill what they're telling me to do to recover

im in bulimia class now (group therapy program) should i spill what they're telling me to do to recover

apothy 🍎 @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Reposted by timmy ♥

i can't imagine living without any sort of unhealthy crutch to fall back on how do people do this

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timmy ♥ @t-kp.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

i probably have sleep apnea which means i could potentially kms by just sleeping on my back

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everywhere i turn for help i just get told to fuck off so i probably am just gonna kill myself

you can't get an autism assessment if you have an eating disorder

you can't get adhd/and assessment if you have an eating disorder or want to kill yourself so fuck me i guess

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i love myself when im skinny

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im so fucking fat i feel blown up like a tire i look disgusting sweaty and heavy breathing all the time bigass face jiggling when i move fucking heffer can't wait to kill myself

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told the doctor im scared for my life and he literally went 🤷‍♂️

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💊 or 🪢 or 🌊 ? or just wait til i have a heart attack again

i love crying and begging my doctorfor help while he just awkwardly sits there waiting to tell me there's nothing anyone can do for me

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unless you're underweight there's no point trying to get help from your doctor btw. they don't give a single shit and there's literally nothing they can do to help ♡ they're gonna let me die

timmy ♥ @t-kp.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

i wish my binges were small enough that it was just one food lmaooo

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i actually do keep getting to honeymoon phase briefly but i self sabotage and rip myself out of it its like i want to be obese or something

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i know im just bullshitting

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talking someone out of suicide while planning my own 🥴

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is every year going to be like this? i said last year i couldn't do it again. i dont know if i can make it through just for it to get bad again. i have no faith in myself. ive failed too many times. i can't trust myself. i cant keep being myself. maybe reincarnation will save me. it happened before.

severe bulimia should qualify for euthanasia and im fowardslash srs

one minute then bliss sounds pretty good though

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probably easier to drop hard enough tho if you're heavier. not heavy enough that i'd snap a good rope at least

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wait no fat makes you float

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being fatter might make some methods easier actually..

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i already know there's no hope of getting better. what am i waiting for? just need to figure out the best way though.

what am i even waiting for. i should just do it already.

timmy ♥ @t-kp.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

finally ive successfully restricted for almost 3 weeks but somehow i look fatter.

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timmy ♥ @t-kp.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

+ low sugar and low carb ?

timmy ♥ @t-kp.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

i can't eat my safe food anymore bc it has too much sugar :( it's the only thing i've been able to successfully restrict for a long time with so i feel so lost and kind of scared now :( can anyone recommend meals that are 800cals max and EXTREMELY filling ? #edbsky i need a new safe omad :(

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timmy ♥ @t-kp.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

my cat just ate too much tuna and threw up all over the floor he's so me

can't you die from like injecting air between ur toes

can't even get my feelings out my having a shady hookup with a scary man bc im too fucking ugly

if somebody murders me i want them to be treated like a king ill be eternally grateful

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im so fucking huge i don't even want to try anymore i just want it all to be over

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timmy ♥ @t-kp.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

giving myself until the end of the month to weigh in. then if i've gained more than 5kgs. i am dead fucking serious, that's the end of my life 🤗

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how much will i gain from 2 weeks massive calorie surplus im panicking why the fuck did i do this to myself how bad is it gonna be im terrified if i gain more than 5kg im not even kidding i will kill myself

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timmy ♥ @t-kp.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

it's never going to get better