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Vyuzs

@szuyv.bsky.social
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PhD student also called a venting machine

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Vyuzs @szuyv.bsky.social · 08/04/2024
If the whole situation around this supervision thing can't be figured out, I honestly prefer they just tell me. Nothing about this issue could sadden or irritate me now; emotions cannot be intrigued when there is zero hope. O life o, just what did I get myself into.
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Vyuzs @szuyv.bsky.social · 08/04/2024
Have I regained motivation to work from the break time? Yes. Have the excitement and hope I had at the start of my PhD returned? No. Still don't feel the ambition to strive. No mental space to plan for things further than tomorrow.
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Vyuzs @szuyv.bsky.social · 18/03/2024
What a way to start a day by receiving a desk rej
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Vyuzs @szuyv.bsky.social · 06/03/2024
Ugh, I just wanna die.
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Vyuzs @szuyv.bsky.social · 06/03/2024
I feel I have done fatally insufficient reading and too much reading at the same time. Effectively leaving me a moron trying to figure out a total mess I created myself.
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Vyuzs @szuyv.bsky.social · 06/03/2024
Somehow had this feeling this morning that I'm going to be dead, accident or suicide, before finishing this PhD. Which is quite a relief actually, as the work left for me to do is to do as much as I can since I'm not going to complete it anyway, and for God to take me away.
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Vyuzs @szuyv.bsky.social · 05/03/2024
Reading methodology. Going mental. Picturing myself on the top of a small hill screaming.
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Vyuzs @szuyv.bsky.social · 26/02/2024
Ugh I just want to kill myself
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Vyuzs @szuyv.bsky.social · 22/02/2024
Properly panicking.
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Simon Evans @drsimevans.carbonbrief.org · 20/02/2024
NEW: UK govt forced to publish "risk tables" showing which bits of its net-zero strategy might fail Shows many parts are "uncertain" + at an "early stage" This is part of @goodlawproject.bsky.social / FOE legal challenge being heard at High Court this wk drive.google.com/file/d/1naV-...
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Ema@TheClarityEditor @theclarityeditor.bsky.social · 15/02/2024
A murder of crows. A parliament of owls. A gaggle of geese. An unkindness of ravens. There are more! I didn't know there were so many collective nouns for birds, and that they were created by a 15th-century nun, Juliana Barnes. www.themarginalian.o... #Language #English #TinyJoys
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A Parliament of Owls and a Murder of Crows: How Groups of Birds Got Their Names, with Wondrous Vintage Illustrations by Brian Wildsmith
Language is an instrument of great precision and poignancy — our best tool for telling each other what the world is and what we are, for conveying the blueness of blue and the wonder of being…
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からめる @purinharumaki.bsky.social · 10/02/2024
ステッカーを作っています
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Vyuzs @szuyv.bsky.social · 08/02/2024
Worst day of my PhD. Could I just die.
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Vyuzs @szuyv.bsky.social · 08/02/2024
PhDing depends on revelations which do not come at will. Like you live the danger of being killed by your own stupidity not knowing when the decisive Enlightenment will come and rescue you from this self-constructed hell
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Vyuzs @szuyv.bsky.social · 08/02/2024
OK. Let's get this straight first. Even if this went wrong, I am not going to die. There are other ways. It won't be the end of the world. So stop panicking and get your ass back in the chair and work
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Vyuzs @szuyv.bsky.social · 08/02/2024
Haven't seen SNS to be this peaceful in a while... Is it just because I'm not following enough people
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Vyuzs @szuyv.bsky.social · 08/02/2024
Suicide is painless lives in my imaginary speaker rent free
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Vyuzs @szuyv.bsky.social · 07/02/2024
Will there ever be an end to this suffering. Sitting in the library today my brain was suddenly filled with Michael Scott shouting ‘aaaaaaah I want to kill myself I want to kill myself and it is your fault’. Watched the office one too many times.
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