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ok fine. here’s my stupid chud snickerdoodle chia seed pudding slop. 400 fat fuck calories 46.5g of protein and absolutely disgusting. Hope you guys like it if you don’t i’m gonna hurt myself

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 5h

wearing a sports bra and sweatpants this is all i have in my head today

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 8h

finally got approved for a substitute teaching license :)

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

i am in such a bitchy awful no good mood i hate being on my period i feel like tearing my hair out

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

this is why i don’t post my omad

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

i am so bloated rn i look fat as a house i’m genuinely about to cry

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

ever since i was a little girl i’ve wanted to be 5’9” and weigh two pounds

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

just started my period Forgive me for literally everything i’ve said today sorry i went temporarily insane

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

finally home so i will be on the mini elliptical for the next hour until i feel like chopping my legs off

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

my biggest fear as an orthorexic is losing weight but still being skinnyfat so now i’m chronically obsessed with macros and working out and bullshit like zero net carb sugar free protein bars that will surely give me some sort of chronic dysfunction later on down the line. Eating a barebell rn

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

being around my mom for an extended period of time makes me understand why and how ocd can be a genetic trait

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

i think i need a new band size in my bras and while i’m lowk mad about it…. 😌😌😌

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

me eating anything at all: this would be better with olives

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

doing sit-ups on the floor throughout the day like i’m in prison

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

not now sweetie mommy’s making a spreadsheet of her macros

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

huge non-scale victory last night: hit the pen & looked in the mirror without wanting to vomit and/or end my life

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

going on a weekend trip with my mom tomorrow (yay!) it’s a 3.5 hour drive, she eats like shit like imagine a picky 5 year old, we could not be more opposite & we have to agree on what to make for dinner (Not Yay!)

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

actually i take that back i need to stop drinking. Just tried to chug a cutwater against my better judgement and immediately vomited everywhere so i don’t think the calories counted

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i need (in this order) five bajillion dollars, a ninja creami, three packs of carbliss, and my boyfriend to go to a psychiatrist for his currently undiagnosed adhd

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

broke out the mini elliptical for the first time in a while. i’m dying

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

it’s the end of the week so i have like no produce left but lettuce. is kimchi an acceptable salad topping or am i crazy

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i hope i am not just a fat little piggy to you but also a friend ❤️

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

ate way too early in the day now i’m just in bed like this

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

had my omad so here’s my calendar 🗓️ she’s cute right

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

structured routine save me.. please save me structured routine….

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i decided i’m gonna do the average of both so it’s actually challenging for me and make my own calendar Trust me i will be locked in

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

told my bf i was nauseous and he suggested to hit the pen now i’m still nauseous and i can’t sleep and my head feels like it’s full of feathers

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i found these on twitter idk which one to do i feel like the first one is. doable but it also might genuinely kill me not sure

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

every night for the last like month and a half for me

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

do i have a spending problem for someone chronically unemployed? Yes. am i blaming it on being hypomanic 24/7 from caffeine and accidentally not taking one of my meds every other day? Also absolutely correct!

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

i need more workout clothes but the problem is this shit is five bajillion dollars for one top and it doesn’t come in a matching set so then you have to buy pants that are also five bajillion dollars. Your total is ten bajillion dollars plus Eight Hundred Quadrillion Dollars in shipping and handling

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

i have had two proffees and half a bloom i am so wired rn i could probably do my 4th workout routine of the day

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

the only thing keeping me alive and walking is the fact that my package is coming in the mail today

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

the cure to boredom is actually excessive exercise and a runescape membership

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

not bulimic but i do genuinely enjoy the feeling of vomiting there’s something cathartic in it. like you are truly closer to god with your hair hanging in the toilet water

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

gonna take a depression nap instead of eating my feelings #GodBless

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

built bars >>> barebells > the stacked quest bars with the crunchy bullshit in it >>>>>>>>>>> everything else

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

go kick ass and hydrate today <3

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

finally got a yoga mat it’s over for you hoes

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

i have so many financial responsibilities rn and i already bought a lot of stupid shit recently so tell me why i really want to buy a ninja creami

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

using humor as an admittedly unhealthy coping mechanism then having one serious post in my feed makes me feel like this

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

snorting a line of proffee powder

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

my thing is physically i feel great! i wake up early (involuntarily), i’m exercising (until i’m about to throw up), and i’m eating (neurotically) healthy. the problem is i will never feel emotionally good or actually Happy in any capacity until i hit my goal weight. mostly i’m just empty

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

bf upsetting me over text That’s great that’s definitely something i wanted to happen right now and not emotionally devastating to me at this moment

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my ordinary life @calne.ca · 27/09/2026

im very busy

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

[at the store]: that has sugar. too much sugar. no, too many carbs, because it has.. sugar, sugar alcohols, yup. what do you know, that has sugar too. oh, this is sugar-free? [picks up the most inedible dogshit that you’ve tasted in your life that will give you colon cancer in 20 years] Perfect!

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

why does ghost taste like rocket fuel

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

didn’t do either the thought of added sugars started scaring me more than the weed ever would

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