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every time i stand up from sitting down i feel like i’m gonna faint. should i be worried or is that like chill or whatever

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 2h

why does speaking your honest opinion to a man feel like a humiliation ritual that will be used against you at a later date

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 6h

ok fine. here’s my stupid chud snickerdoodle chia seed pudding slop. 400 fat fuck calories 46.5g of protein and absolutely disgusting. Hope you guys like it if you don’t i’m gonna hurt myself

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 8h

wearing a sports bra and sweatpants this is all i have in my head today

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 10h

finally got approved for a substitute teaching license :)

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

about 1 in 5 people who get a nexplanon implant stop getting their period entirely & i am the 4 out of 5 who now get theirs like every two weeks and it’s so painful and heavy that it makes me want to throw up and cry

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

i am in such a bitchy awful no good mood i hate being on my period i feel like tearing my hair out

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

more of the 0 people liked this part but i appreciate the sentiment

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

this is why i don’t post my omad

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

i am so bloated rn i look fat as a house i’m genuinely about to cry

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

ever since i was a little girl i’ve wanted to be 5’9” and weigh two pounds

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

while i was on the elliptical nonetheless how about i just sit down and d!e

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

just started my period Forgive me for literally everything i’ve said today sorry i went temporarily insane

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

finally home so i will be on the mini elliptical for the next hour until i feel like chopping my legs off

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

just found out barebells have 19g of carbs. Kms

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

my biggest fear as an orthorexic is losing weight but still being skinnyfat so now i’m chronically obsessed with macros and working out and bullshit like zero net carb sugar free protein bars that will surely give me some sort of chronic dysfunction later on down the line. Eating a barebell rn

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

morningggg hope you have a good day!!!

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

being around my mom for an extended period of time makes me understand why and how ocd can be a genetic trait

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

truly a life-changing revelation

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

i think i need a new band size in my bras and while i’m lowk mad about it…. 😌😌😌

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

me eating anything at all: this would be better with olives

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

doing sit-ups on the floor throughout the day like i’m in prison

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

not now sweetie mommy’s making a spreadsheet of her macros

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

huge non-scale victory last night: hit the pen & looked in the mirror without wanting to vomit and/or end my life

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

no but this is so smart actually i’m stealing

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

going on a weekend trip with my mom tomorrow (yay!) it’s a 3.5 hour drive, she eats like shit like imagine a picky 5 year old, we could not be more opposite & we have to agree on what to make for dinner (Not Yay!)

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

the angel and devil on my shoulders are conversing whether or not it’s better to drink and vomit or smoke and green out. the devil and his grass are winning

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

actually i take that back i need to stop drinking. Just tried to chug a cutwater against my better judgement and immediately vomited everywhere so i don’t think the calories counted

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i need (in this order) five bajillion dollars, a ninja creami, three packs of carbliss, and my boyfriend to go to a psychiatrist for his currently undiagnosed adhd

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

broke out the mini elliptical for the first time in a while. i’m dying

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

put some chicken on that bitch ngl actually pretty good i’d do it again. fuck the law

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

it’s the end of the week so i have like no produce left but lettuce. is kimchi an acceptable salad topping or am i crazy

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i hope i am not just a fat little piggy to you but also a friend ❤️

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

ate way too early in the day now i’m just in bed like this

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

if you want i would love a support buddy!! i posted my mid tisr res calendar as you saw so :)

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

😭😭 throwback thursday literally

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i feel like these are all reasonably challenging for me if i do omad my problem is i have proffee in the morning (~160 cals easy) and like 2 bites of a protein bar because i have to eat with my meds or i upchuck. So we’ll see how i fare on columbus day 😭😭

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

had my omad so here’s my calendar 🗓️ she’s cute right

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

structured routine save me.. please save me structured routine….

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

*actually challenging without ending up passing out during my workout mama needs some protein and that’s 200 cals right there

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i decided i’m gonna do the average of both so it’s actually challenging for me and make my own calendar Trust me i will be locked in

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

told my bf i was nauseous and he suggested to hit the pen now i’m still nauseous and i can’t sleep and my head feels like it’s full of feathers

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

for context i work out for about an hour a day and i stay around 800-900 cals in a deficit. so i think like 500-700 is completely doable below that i might pass out mid-jackknife

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i found these on twitter idk which one to do i feel like the first one is. doable but it also might genuinely kill me not sure

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

it has little cookie dough bites on top they don’t really have that grainy protein texture they’re sooo good and like a good texture compliment to the Ooze of the bar i love them <3

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

every night for the last like month and a half for me

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🕯️ @sucralosecoating.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

built bars are so scrumptious but the cookie dough one 🥰🥰🥰

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