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speeeeen

@speens.bsky.social
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medicated and mostly normal, posting to no one :)

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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Grown ass man open mouth coughing and sniffling at his desk all day in our small office. I can't wait to get sick too 🫩
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
Just finished reading You Weren't Meant to Be Human today. Very gross, uncomfortable, and extremely frustrating. I liked it a lot
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
The "Anti Elon Tesla Club" sticker on your Tesla does not absolve you of your sin
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
I don't really think I identify as a man, but I definitely identify as a dude if that makes sense
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
No new Animal Crossing announced. I still don't need to buy a Switch 2!
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
None of my friends read books, so I never really get to talk about them with anyone. Whenever there's one I really want to talk about, I feel like im just boring people with unwanted one sided conversations
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
Started reading Finch today. Always happy to read more stuff from Jeff Vandermeer. Ambergris is such a weird and cool setting
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
First therapy session today, no idea what to expect
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
I live in the perfect place where all the jobs are like an hour+ commute in any direction. I'm likely going to be unemployed at the end of October and refuse to spend 2 hours commuting daily
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
I started running again today. It's time to experience twink revival
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
I have my first session with a therapist next week. I don't really know what to expect or what I want out of it
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
New AJJ dropped!
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
I think I'll try therapy finally
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
heh more like The Picture of Dorian Gay 😏
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
I had a date with a guy who revealed he's into extreme CBT. I hope you find the punching bag you're looking for lol
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
Rejoice because you're trying your best!
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
My TBR pile is now like 2 feet tall. I keep accidentally buying more books 🫠
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 15/08/2026
Things are good :)
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
The visual of skinning a whales blubber like peeling an orange is brutal. Moby Dick is a cool book
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
Got a date tonight. I hope he doesn't murder me 🙃
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
Who cares, I'm just glad to be alive
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
If i see Harry Potter in your bio, it's an instant pass
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 08/08/2026
Just vent and overshare, nobody is gonna read it!
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beetle moses @beetlemoses.bsky.social · 10/07/2026
Two year anniversary of when I first posted this comic
Two panel comic. Panel 1: an anglerfish is washed up on the ocean shore, laying in the tide. It thinks to itself, “it’s so beautiful.” Panel 2: wide shot of the beach, rocky cliffs, and sky at sunset, with the anglerfish still laying in place. The anglerfish continues thinking to itself, “I might have never known.”
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Jeff VanderMeer @jeffvandermeer.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
Pleased to finally announce... Abdication, the last Southern Reach novel! "There will come the days of the watcher, the drowned woman and the shadow of a man who keeps falling apart with each step, but first comes the moment the birds appear at night from the gaps between the stars, far from home."
Publishers Marketplace Deal Report, August 6, 2026:

Jeff Vandermeer's ABDICATION, the last novel in the Southern Reach series, in which an ornithologist exiled to a remote coast stumbles on a terrifying secret,  a self-proclaimed king pursues a mystery hidden in a strange weather station, and a man who can become a cormorant is tasked with a deadly mission through a future landscape transformed by Area X, for publication in October 2027, in a significant deal, to Jenna Johnson at Farrar, Straus, by Joseph Veltre at the Gersh Agency and Alex Kohner at Yorn Levine (world).
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
31 today 💀
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
New album from @themountaingoats.bsky.social !😍
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
I need some more books. My tbr stack is looking light 🤔
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 02/08/2026
I hate printers!
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
I forgot how good Grim Dawn is. The new class is so cool
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
I've moved onto Moby Dick and am having a good time with it. Ishmael is a yapper that is actually interesting to read. The way Queequag is portrayed is extremely of its time and not good, but I really like his character so far. I just hope all this talk of savages is just Ishmael's percpective
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
My coworker blasts the ac in our office and keeps it at 60 degrees all day, but somehow is constantly sweating and complaining that it's too hot in here. Brother it's over 100 degrees out and you're making me bring a jacket to work. You need to see a doctor lmao
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
I finished Dracula today, and man, Van Helsing might be one of the most annoying fictional characters I've ever read. I was really into the beginning of the book with Harker and Dracula, but pretty much everything after that involved Van Helsing felt like such a slog
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
Im a very quiet person irl and I think that can be kind of off putting to people who don't really know me. I don't find silence weird and I'm happiest around others when they allow me to just simply exist
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
I recently had a couple friends flake on me without any warning after agreeing on some plans, just ghosted. When I said that what they did was shitty, one of them blamed me for it and now neither have spoken to me in a week 🙃
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 19/07/2026
I'm reading through Dracula and this it's so goofy. Van Helsing is such a whimsical weirdo. You could have told me this was a fanatic called My Best Friend Van Helsing and I would believe it
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 18/07/2026
My boss has been giving me tasks outside of my pay grade, but it's stuff I'm fully capable of and will look good on my resume once I'm out of here. Getting paid in experience I guess 🙃
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
I bought some Necrons. The descent begins 💀
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
I've been thinking about getting back into magic, but idk if I have it in me to go to my lgs by myself to try and meet other weirdos to play with
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
The circle continues to shrink
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 12/07/2026
I've been reading Pet Semetary over the last couple days. Really weird how the main character just drugs his wife up and sends her away whenever she's being a problem for him
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 11/07/2026
How do people even make friends in their 30s and sober. I feel like my already small circle of friends just keeps getting smaller over the years
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 11/07/2026
Anyway, here's my cat, Winston
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 11/07/2026
I really like my job, but its only temporary and ends at the end of the year. With how shit the IT job market is, I'm worried I'm going thrown back into unemployment hell again when that time comes around :/
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 06/07/2026
Just finished @aptshadow.bsky.social's Children of Strife during a slow day at work. What a great book. Cato might be my favorite character in the entire series, what a fun guy
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
Getting paid time and a half to be an iPad kid. Feeling patriotic. Might do some open mouth coughing
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 08/05/2026
I spent the last several years unemployed and spiraling in depression. A few months ago I started taking SSRIs, and this week was my first week at my new job that I actually enjoy in a place I actually want to be. I'm genuinely shocked at how fast it feels like my life has turned around.
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speeeeen @speens.bsky.social · 02/05/2026
At 30 years old I feel like things are finally going to get better :)
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