Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 2hIt doesn't take much to get priced out of hobbies anymore. There is the retro, classic side of hobbies which is cheaper tho. But to keep up with the now, it's really hard to impossible. 010
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 2hMostly I'm just thinking how can this convo end quickly that way I can get away. Which I really need to stop doing, but dang social anxiety is a pain.static.klipy.comRun Away JojoALT: Run Away Jojo 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 2hI think maybe I'm just a difficult person to get to know because whenever people try, I just shut down or turn into corporate mode or whatever. Basic as you can get. And if they push, then I get kinda passive aggressive? Idkstatic.klipy.comNormal SpongebobALT: Normal Spongebob 100
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 15/10/2026Thinking maybe I might skip winds and waves. But then that'd defeat the whole purpose of the console to begin with. But I don't use it anyway 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 14/10/2026It's not just books either, nothings against them. It happens with games, too. Brain doesn't turn off and just makes me feel lazy or bored :( 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 14/10/2026My brain used to be quiet when I read. I miss that. Less critical. 010
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 14/10/2026My brain when I read: "this is different, you could be doing something else. You should write your novels, you never got around to that did ya." My brain when I watch streaming shows:static.klipy.comSleepy Kitty Wakes UpALT: Sleepy Kitty Wakes Up 220
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 13/10/2026It's like a bunch of tiny lil gut punches sprinkled throughout each episode 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 13/10/2026Haunted Hotel really goes there with addressing depression. 100
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Imagine if my brain didn't see everything as either a threat or a panic mode. That'd be great lol 010
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Wonder if youth turnout is going to be above average for the midterms. I've seen some say it's horrible rn, but it's still early 000
Reposted by Matthew🍁Tansy 🔞 🔜 Furpocalypse AA! @tansy.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Mmm autism flavor 🍁🍂🎃 1854081818
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 10/10/2026I did not need this knowledge yet now I know.....static.klipy.comThanos's Dusting in Avengers EndgameALT: Thanos's Dusting in Avengers Endgame 010
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 09/10/2026Slow horses :(static.klipy.comMiserable Horse Sitting on GrassALT: Miserable Horse Sitting on Grass 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 07/10/2026I guess I gotta try harder to be *happy* Fake it till you make it again, I guess. Lately I've just been so down and a convo I had last week really threw me for a loop. 010
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 06/10/2026Yup, it's super frustrating. Still looking for a better neuro. Most seem so dismissive 010
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 06/10/2026Things my nuero doesn't tell me. Hell, neuro didn't tell me until this year I had VSS. even tho imaging REVEALED IT IN 2022. "Another angle is, and I looked at your past MRV, that VSS is causing your symptoms" You left me to wonder for years. 110
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 06/10/2026Well shit. It kinda all makes sense now if this is actually the case. Fck 110
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 06/10/2026Something has my brain screwed up cause the last couple weeks, I've been having lightning constantly. Way more than usual. 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 06/10/2026Every time I get a strong ocular migraine, my taste changes. So that's been interesting. It's leaving me with a avoidance of anything sweet. 100
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 06/10/2026Watched a few vids on autistic social anxiety. Not me at all tbh. I can do great with small talk, fluff, etc. It's when the convo gets a lil deeper it all falls apart. I do better in group talking fluff than 1 on 1. I'm not blunt at all. 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 06/10/2026Who needs sleepstatic.klipy.comInsomnio SleeplessALT: Insomnio Sleepless 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 05/10/2026I should probably vote, but I don't like the Gov or senate candidate I'm offered. Plus I think they're going to lose anyways. 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 05/10/2026Seniors and Al shouldn't be mixed. Some of them treat Al like the pope. 010
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 05/10/2026They haven't done a spectrum test on me, but my therapist suspects it. Just a bit. Which I honestly don't know how to feel about. 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 05/10/2026I never used to be this way. C0vid lockdowns allowed myself to get into ny own hwad way too much + trauma + ptsd = whatever I am now. But I used to be kinda fun, I think. Or at least more relaxed. 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 05/10/2026I find it kinda odd my therapist said that if I don't trust someone, yet are engaging in covo I can always try "making stuff up about yourself" until I get to know them. Which is....kinda wild? lol 😅🤣 But it's supposed to help me get more comfortable, I guess. (Won't be trying it 100
Reposted by Matthew🍁Dr. Jack Brown @drjackbrown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026If you're a time-traveler, and you just arrived in 2026, here's a synopsis: 8368109
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 04/10/2026I had a convo that kinda shook me up cause it made me realize I was a little more broken at people skills than I thought. Told my therapist and got the advice that I just need to keep trying. But oof. It's a pain 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 04/10/2026I'm basically limited to talking about weather, a small number of games, surface level politics, chronic health. 😐 Anything deeper than that and it crumbles.static.klipy.comAnimated Building DemolitionALT: Animated Building Demolition 100
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 04/10/2026I always find a way to aggravate the few people I do talk to somehow. Which usually leads to them to stop talking or me to clam up. 🤷🏻♂️ 100
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 04/10/2026It's our partystatic.klipy.comHaha Kicked Car Bumper Falls OffALT: Haha Kicked Car Bumper Falls Off 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 04/10/2026🎶Talk to me, ooh, talk to me Talk to me, ooh, talk to me Do you think you're better off alone? Do you think you're better off alone?🎶static.klipy.comRiding Bean Anime: Night City Car ChaseAlt: Riding Bean Anime: Night City Car Chase 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 04/10/202630 days leftstatic.klipy.comPandb Days: Marking CalendarALT: Pandb Days: Marking Calendar 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 04/10/2026Spotify Christmas music adstatic.klipy.comEwwtf DisgustingALT: Ewwtf Disgusting 000
Reposted by Matthew🍁Wario64 @wario64.bsky.social · 03/10/20264th RuneScape MMO in development, built in Unreal Engine and set in the world of Gielinor Releasing "a few years away" play.runescape.com/4 110926
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026I think I'm just destined to be alone. I have way too much trouble socializing. 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026The stars, the moon They have all been blown out You've left me in the dark No dawn, no day I'm always in this twilight In the shadow of your heartstatic.klipy.comSparkling Blue Galaxy StarsAlt: Sparkling Blue Galaxy Stars 000
Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026Would I say it's helping me? Heck no. I'm still the same for the most part. But eh, it's basically just venting sessions or quiet. Which is ok, I guess. 000
