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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 15/10/2026

Thinking maybe I might skip winds and waves. But then that'd defeat the whole purpose of the console to begin with. But I don't use it anyway

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

My brain when I read: "this is different, you could be doing something else. You should write your novels, you never got around to that did ya." My brain when I watch streaming shows:

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Sleepy Kitty Wakes Up

ALT: Sleepy Kitty Wakes Up

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

See, why the pope and not the assholes

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

Haunted Hotel really goes there with addressing depression.

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

Imagine if my brain didn't see everything as either a threat or a panic mode. That'd be great lol

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

Wonder if youth turnout is going to be above average for the midterms. I've seen some say it's horrible rn, but it's still early

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Tansy 🔞 🔜 Furpocalypse AA! @tansy.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

Mmm autism flavor 🍁🍂🎃

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

How to be happy for dummies.

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I guess I gotta try harder to be *happy* Fake it till you make it again, I guess. Lately I've just been so down and a convo I had last week really threw me for a loop.

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Well shit. It kinda all makes sense now if this is actually the case. Fck

Anxiety and Depression: Over 70% of patients with cerebral venous outflow disturbances report symptoms of anxiety and depression. These mood disorders are linked to chronic cerebral congestion imbic lobe hypoperfusion (reduced blood flow to the brain's emotional center), and white matter lesions. National Institutes ... • Cognitive Dysfunction: Up to 86% of patients experience cognitive changes. particularly affecting executive function attention, and processing speed. • Brain Fog and Mental Slowing: Many patients describe persistent mental sluggishness, difficulty concentrating, or memory loss (often associated with overlapping conditions like idiopathic intracranial hypertension).

Limbic Lobe Hypoperfusion: Venous sinus stenosis restricts the normal outflow of blood from the brain. Studies utilizing advanced imaging have revealed that this bottleneck causes hypoperfusion (reduced blood flow) specifically in the limbic lobes—the brain's primary

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Every time I get a strong ocular migraine, my taste changes. So that's been interesting. It's leaving me with a avoidance of anything sweet.

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Watched a few vids on autistic social anxiety. Not me at all tbh. I can do great with small talk, fluff, etc. It's when the convo gets a lil deeper it all falls apart. I do better in group talking fluff than 1 on 1. I'm not blunt at all.

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I should probably vote, but I don't like the Gov or senate candidate I'm offered. Plus I think they're going to lose anyways.

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Seniors and Al shouldn't be mixed. Some of them treat Al like the pope.

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

They haven't done a spectrum test on me, but my therapist suspects it. Just a bit. Which I honestly don't know how to feel about.

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I find it kinda odd my therapist said that if I don't trust someone, yet are engaging in covo I can always try "making stuff up about yourself" until I get to know them. Which is....kinda wild? lol 😅🤣 But it's supposed to help me get more comfortable, I guess. (Won't be trying it

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Dr. Jack Brown @drjackbrown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

If you're a time-traveler, and you just arrived in 2026, here's a synopsis:

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Could Russia not start C0vid 3.0. Plz

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I always find a way to aggravate the few people I do talk to somehow. Which usually leads to them to stop talking or me to clam up. 🤷🏻‍♂️

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

NFS: Most Wanted had the best playlist

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

🎶Talk to me, ooh, talk to me Talk to me, ooh, talk to me Do you think you're better off alone? Do you think you're better off alone?🎶

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Riding Bean Anime: Night City Car Chase

Alt: Riding Bean Anime: Night City Car Chase

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Wario64 @wario64.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

4th RuneScape MMO in development, built in Unreal Engine and set in the world of Gielinor Releasing "a few years away" play.runescape.com/4

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I think I'm just destined to be alone. I have way too much trouble socializing.

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

The stars, the moon They have all been blown out You've left me in the dark No dawn, no day I'm always in this twilight In the shadow of your heart

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Sparkling Blue Galaxy Stars

Alt: Sparkling Blue Galaxy Stars

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Having a therapist makes you realize why venting social media is a mistake. Cause only one person will think you're messed up instead of friends, strangers, etc. lol Less negative vibes.

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Nah, gaming is too expensive as a hobby for me now thanks to everything else rising in price. It's been fun.

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Spongebob Squarepants: Squidward with Chair

ALT: Spongebob Squarepants: Squidward with Chair

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

My branching out to be more social thing didn't really work out, so that's ok, I guess. It is what it is.

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Ouch now the migraine. Why does it seem like whenever I'm on a rider mower, it triggers worse mums/vision problems

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Ooof I lost total vision in my left eye for a bit tonight. It returned 100% but spooky. :( Never get used to that. Tried to spread into my right.

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Found an OCD podcast, so maybe that'll help

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Now that I'm 30, I'd love for people in my life to leave me alone about the relationship/family stuff. Like come on, see the writing on the wall.

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

OCD rumination played a big part in ruining my 20's. Yet I really haven't been told any tools to deal with it. :( Other than I need to talk to socialize more. But that doesn't get me out of my own head.

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Listening to a FE review and kinda glad I didn't jump on it. Maybe the next one I'll try.

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I kinda wish I was different and could just be 🌟normal🌟 and not a constant anxiety chihuahua who had trust issues to extreme degrees. I've been told I like being this way and like....no, but also it's how I feel safe but also not. It's weird. Trauma is weird. :(

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Being 30..idk. I should do things differently. Get out of my own head, try to be more social, etc. But it's like my brain is stuck in flight/fight response.

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Matthew🍁 @sorinwolf.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

It's that dreaded day once again 🎉

Angry dog birthday I didn't ask to be born Shiba meme

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