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Shuāilǎo 衰老

@shuailao.bsky.social
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A meandering and fretting fool searching for something. Musician Ampwall: ampwall.com/a/shuailao YouTube: www.youtube.com/@shuailao

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Stan Stewart (muz4now) @muz4now.com · 16/06/2026
Post Gig Blahs and Pointers – #MusicianTips Once again, I've hit the post-gig blahs. How do we keep focus and momentum at times like this? The Gig Was Good, So... It doesn't matter if the gig was good or not. If it was a "big" gig (define that however you like), it can come with post-gig doldrums.…
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Post Gig Blahs and Pointers – #MusicianTips
Once again, I've hit the post-gig blahs. How do we keep focus and momentum at times like this? The Gig Was Good, So... It doesn't matter if the gig was good or not. If it was a "big" gig (define that however you like), it can come with post-gig doldrums. The energy required to create and perform are enough to recover from.
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Shuāilǎo 衰老 @shuailao.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
Recently finished a #lofi EP. This is my favorite track from it. Artwork is a photo of a cloudy beach sunrise that I took in 2019. The surreal colors and textures are the result of mangling the photo settings on my phone. Saturday Evening Drive youtu.be/Whhv4PDODzk
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Saturday Evening Drive
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(un)Tidy Music @untidymusic.com · 29/05/2026
#nowplaying on untidyradio.com @pocketlint.bsky.social @eveyweveydevey.bsky.social @chaosdoll.bsky.social @edwardgivens.bsky.social @jjlovegrove.bsky.social @dokpetra.com @andygwaith.bsky.social Fflwcs @hollowhowlband.bsky.social @hiddensince.bsky.social @shuailao.bsky.social and more
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Listen Here - Untidy Radio
Independent Non-Commercial Radio
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(un)Tidy Music @untidymusic.com · 28/05/2026
7am tomorrow morning, untidyradio.com @pocketlint.bsky.social @eveyweveydevey.bsky.social @chaosdoll.bsky.social @edwardgivens.bsky.social @jjlovegrove.bsky.social @dokpetra.com @andygwaith.bsky.social @hollowhowlband.bsky.social @hiddensince.bsky.social @shuailao.bsky.social and more...
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Listen Here - Untidy Radio
Independent Non-Commercial Radio
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Stan Stewart (muz4now) @muz4now.com · 26/05/2026
A quartet can create full musical structures. So what is it that two quartets can do better than one? Especially in three. #NewRelease #ListenNow
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When One Quartet Is Not Enough – Of 2s, 3s, and 4s
A quartet can create full musical structures. So what is it that two quartets can do better than one? Especially in three.
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Shuāilǎo 衰老 @shuailao.bsky.social · 23/05/2026
Here’s my second Ampwall zine talking about tracks five through seven of the album. It also displays a drawing from the album artwork. The next zine will cover the last four tracks. shuailao.ampwall.com/news/volume-...
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Volume III | Tracks 5-7
Artwork, “Horror Beholding,” sketched by me in September of 2025. Track five, whose lyrics translate...
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Stan Stewart (muz4now) @muz4now.com · 23/05/2026
Meditations on Pushing a Creative Project Too Far #brokenankle #creativity #improvisation #inspiration
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Meditations on Pushing a Creative Project Too Far
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thoughtcrimegames @thoughtcrimegames.bsky.social · 21/05/2026
Grab Community Radio, everyone's favorite improv #ttrpg of a strange, strange place, and the community radio station that supports it on @ipr.bsky.social and Tabletop Bookshelf! IPR: www.indiepressrevolu... TBS: tabletopbookshelf.co...
Cover of Community Radio, Second Edition by Thoughtcrime Games
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thoughtcrimegames @thoughtcrimegames.bsky.social · 20/05/2026
As a crew of DJs, breakers, MCs, and graffiti writers, your art helps you heal & deal with the stress of life, but that same art can do more. It can move those around you. It can shake up the system. Grab the Five Fires (Ashcan Edition) #ttrpg and you can change the world! thoughtcrimegames.it...
Five Fires cover from Thoughtcrime Games.
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Stan Stewart (muz4now) @muz4now.com · 18/05/2026
#StrangerRequiem #5YearsOld
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Requiem for a Stranger - #StrangerRequiem
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thoughtcrimegames @thoughtcrimegames.bsky.social · 19/05/2026
In the Wildfire Trilogy, you tell the story of what happens when magic gains sentience and becomes free to build a new world. The 3 micro-TTRPGs can be played together in 2-4 hours, or played individually in about 30-60 minutes each. #ttrpg Check it out below! thoughtcrimegames.it...
Ember from The Wildfire Trilogy by Thoughtcrime Games.
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Edward Givens @edwardgivens.bsky.social · 19/05/2026
having a rotten day so let's jolly it up shall we? Not to sound like Donny and Marie but this one is a little bit Ligetti and a little bit Arvo Part. Hel isn't a place of punishment in Norse Cosmology. Just not very nice either. Cold and dark like my soul.😐 #musicsky #bandcamp #norse #myths
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Hel, by Edward Givens
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Shuāilǎo 衰老 @shuailao.bsky.social · 19/05/2026
For anyone interested, I’m sharing additional insights about this album on my Ampwall blog. I covered tracks 1-4 in my first entry, and I’ll cover the rest in the future. I’ll also talk about the artwork at some point. shuailao.ampwall.com/news/volume-...
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Volume III | Tracks 1-4
This album was produced during what I am confident was (and continues to be) a very difficult time f...
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Shuāilǎo 衰老 @shuailao.bsky.social · 16/05/2026
Finally, track 11: A bittersweet, restful #choral closure to the album. It takes the vocal outro from Summoner (track 7) and expands on it some. I recorded the rain and frogs (my favorite seasonal sound) with my phone during a peaceful Spring sunset. youtu.be/ge8aAe8JoC0
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Rest
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Rod Killin' (can't believe I never thought of that before) @rodhillen.com · 15/05/2026
My new song is about the freedom summer brings, and childhood memories.
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Summertime Sun, by Azul
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Shuāilǎo 衰老 @shuailao.bsky.social · 15/05/2026
Track 10: The last #hopecore #doomgaze track on the album. This one includes a bonus melodramatic splash of #emo! I need a haircut. Maybe I’ll cut scene bangs and go back to 2005. youtu.be/tVVUPyNw3qs
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We Will Be Alright
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Shuāilǎo 衰老 @shuailao.bsky.social · 15/05/2026
Track 9: More #hopecore #doomgaze. A redo of a song from a few years ago. Second most difficult child of the album. youtu.be/TQLKa4gqBK4
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Phoenix
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thoughtcrimegames @thoughtcrimegames.bsky.social · 13/05/2026
Playlist Dungeon, a 1-page "songcrawl" #ttrpg where you build characters and dungeons from your favorite songs, is out in the wild, along with the Wu-Tang inspired intro adventure, "Last Chamber". Check it out and start your own playlist below! thoughtcrimegames.it...
The Lost Chamber by Thoughtcrime Games
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Stan Stewart (muz4now) @muz4now.com · 12/05/2026
First Snow – a suite of snowy sweetness #inspiration #music #musicvideo #originalmusic #snow
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First Snow - a suite of snowy sweetness
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Shuāilǎo 衰老 @shuailao.bsky.social · 14/05/2026
Track 8: First of three #hopecore #doomgaze songs on the album. Imagine if Hum were corny and more metal. By far the most difficult song on the album to play, record, and produce. youtu.be/Yzx25faB2Yo
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Break Away
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Shuāilǎo 衰老 @shuailao.bsky.social · 13/05/2026
Track 7: Not as sinister as it might sound. Recorded as a fun experimental break, complete with 80s metal wail. “Spirit rises from the deepest of hells” here means eventually getting through dark periods to something better. youtu.be/Dcuqj5l5yTw
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Summoner
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Shuāilǎo 衰老 @shuailao.bsky.social · 12/05/2026
Track six is a single acoustic and vocal version of the first track, revisiting a feeling of stagnant isolation. youtu.be/wxm7QLsiGBg
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Alone Again
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Stan Stewart aka muz4now @muz4now.mastodon.world.ap.brid.gy · 05/05/2026
Who is 8th Amendment and what are they up to? In which, I share the process and sense of community I'm experiencing with a choral octet. #singing #choir muz4now.com/2026/who-is-8th-amendme…
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Who is 8th Amendment and what are they up to?
I'm directing (and singing in) an octet of tenor, baritone, and bass singers. It's fun and we are consistently psyched to sing together. We're called 8th Amendment. The other 8th Amendment I love singing in harmony. For reasons I am unable to verbalize, I am especially drawn to singing with voices in a similar range to my own. This is why I have recruited "men's" ensembles over the years. These days, I'm trying to avoid the cis gendering stuff, so I'm looking for other ways to label such a […]
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Stan Stewart aka muz4now @muz4now.mastodon.world.ap.brid.gy · 30/04/2026
Liminal and Lucid – dreamstate interplay #dreams muz4now.com/2022/liminal-and-lucid-…
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Liminal and Lucid – dreamstate interplay
### Please share! * Share on Mastodon (Opens in new window) Mastodon * Share on LinkedIn (Opens in new window) LinkedIn * Share on Threads (Opens in new window) Threads * Share on Bluesky (Opens in new window) Bluesky * Email a link to a friend (Opens in new window) Email * More * * Share on Facebook (Opens in new window) Facebook * Share on Reddit (Opens in new window) Reddit * * Share on Tumblr (Opens in new window) Tumblr * Share on Pinterest (Opens in new window) Pinterest * * Share on X (Opens in new window) X * Words mean stuff. They don’t always mean what we think they mean. Take “liminal”, for example. ## Scratching My Head Yes, I’m continuing to talk about dreams. Obviously this is a subject that gets me going. Liminal and lucid dreaming have some things in common Click To Tweet I’m not an expert on dreaming. Instead, I come at it from my own perspective. (Okay, I did take a few classes on dreaming and dream interpretation in graduate school. But that only informs my experience now.) Most of all, I’m interested in the state of being that occurs during dreaming. To me, that feels like a very different experience than being fully asleep or fully awake. ## Scratching The Surface In the movie _LadyHawke_, Isabeau and Navarre are “cursed”. To break this curse, they need to connect in that moment that straddles night and day. They and others in the story keep trying to find a way for this connection to happen, but it is illusive. That’s what I think of when I hear the word “liminal”. It’s that thread between sleeping and waking much like their search for the one between day and night. It is, quite literally, the space between. Liminal is the in-between space — like searching for the moment that is both night and morning Click To Tweet Talk about dreamy: liminal is exactly that. It is hanging in-between the moments that I can understand and those that I cannot immediately explain. The hovering between sleeping and waking is the kind of dreamstate I’m interested in. ## Liminal to Lucid This liminal space is common to lucidity. We can’t have lucid dreaming until we become aware of those moments of hovering. (I’ll ponder this “lucid” stuff more in a later blog post.) Delving into these deeper states of consciousness can be very enlivening. I truly believe that seeking to notice and understand dreams makes our waking selves better, too. Dreams come from our subconscious mind, so naturally paying attention to them is going deeper. This is a great beginning for anyone who wants to understand more about themselves. Don’t be afraid of exploring this liminal space. It does not need to be a scary thing. It’s part of who we are and has much to tell us. Let’s listen… Pay attention to your dreams if you want to be your best self when you are awake Click To Tweet Main photo by leegenhyung via Pixabay ### Please share! * Share on Mastodon (Opens in new window) Mastodon * Share on LinkedIn (Opens in new window) LinkedIn * Share on Threads (Opens in new window) Threads * Share on Bluesky (Opens in new window) Bluesky * Email a link to a friend (Opens in new window) Email * More * * Share on Facebook (Opens in new window) Facebook * Share on Reddit (Opens in new window) Reddit * * Share on Tumblr (Opens in new window) Tumblr * Share on Pinterest (Opens in new window) Pinterest * * Share on X (Opens in new window) X * ### Like this: Like Loading... ### _More for you_ * * * ### Discover more from Stan Stewart - @muz4now Subscribe to get the latest posts sent to your email. Type your email… Subscribe
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Shuāilǎo 衰老 @shuailao.bsky.social · 08/05/2026
Track five, whose lyrics translate to “I’m here, I’m not dead yet” is the song I used to start working on this album. For this one, I thought “if double-tracked guitars sound powerful… let’s see what TRIPLE-tracked sounds like.” #doommetal youtu.be/c3IwIZ93VH4
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我在這裡
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Shuāilǎo 衰老 @shuailao.bsky.social · 07/05/2026
Track four is an #experimental #darkambient track. Muted my drums with cloth and rubber, revisited a #piano theme I’ve had for decades, and padded it with an environmental recording. The piano theme and I frequently find our way to each other in the dark. youtu.be/8cFnv6Iigcc
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Catacomb
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Stan Stewart (muz4now) @muz4now.com · 07/05/2026
Of course, you may listen wherever you like: muz4now.com/2026/mystery...
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Mystery and Hope #HopeSongs #PersianInstruments
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Stan Stewart (muz4now) @muz4now.com · 03/05/2026
Liminal and Lucid – dreamstate interplay #dreams
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Liminal and Lucid - dreamstate interplay
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Shuāilǎo 衰老 @shuailao.bsky.social · 05/05/2026
Track three is #guitar -driven, hard #rock with sparse vocals. I usually add vocals last, and by the time I got to them for this song, I didn’t think there was much room for them. I decided to mostly keep my mouth shut. youtu.be/-T5JUa7-gjQ
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Fall
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Shuāilǎo 衰老 @shuailao.bsky.social · 04/05/2026
For track two, I played multiple drum parts to get a huge, intense sound. I didn’t follow any traditional song structures and experimented with different meters. Neurosis’ profound influence on me is glaringly obvious on this one. #drums #doommetal #postmetal youtu.be/mmpFScOxq9g
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恐怖
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John M Davis @jdsampo.bsky.social · 13/03/2026
Now that Bluesky displays a proper embed for Bandcamp links 🥳🥳, here’s some shameless self promotion! The Fisher King blends piano and string quintet with electronic textures and field recordings for an album of loss, solastalgia, and hope. johnmdavis.bandcamp.com/album/the-fi...
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The Fisher King, by John M Davis
7 track album
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Stan Stewart aka muz4now @muz4now.mastodon.world.ap.brid.gy · 26/04/2026
All instruments played with mallets. All the time. Except when they're bowed or mangled... "MarXylo" #MalletInstruments band.codes/muz4now/marxylo-jazz-pla…
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MarXylo - Stan Stewart
Three instrumentals made entirely with mallet instruments. Some have been significantly tweaked. For the rest of the story: https://muz4now.com/2026/mallets-fro
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Shuāilǎo 衰老 @shuailao.bsky.social · 03/05/2026
The first track stays in a subdued space. The title reflects how isolated I’ve felt the past year, especially through this past Winter. It features #acousticguitar: one lead, one rhythm, and one used as percussion. It’s a cleaner and quieter production than I usually do. youtu.be/s9JlosPf7IQ
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Alone
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ArtofStone @artofstone.bsky.social · 02/05/2026
& Smile (new song) DIY music. Probably best with headphones. www.youtube.com/watch?v=s-TT...
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Stone -& Smile
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Stan Stewart (muz4now) @muz4now.com · 16/02/2026
Down To Earth and Cosmic At The Same Time #hope #hopesongs #instrumental #musicrelease
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Down To Earth and Cosmic At The Same Time
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Shuāilǎo 衰老 @shuailao.bsky.social · 02/05/2026
I recently completed the final #album of a #grunge, #metal, and #alternativerock trilogy. See the thread below as I add track-by-track commentary over the next couple of weeks. #NewMusic #IndependentMusic #Ampwall ampwall.com/a/shuailao/a... www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...
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Shuāilǎo 衰老 Volume 3 · Shuāilǎo 衰老
Shuāilǎo 衰老 Volume 3 - Shuāilǎo 衰老, a 11 track album
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Stan Stewart (muz4now) @muz4now.com · 30/12/2025
After months of exclusive release on BandCamp and Mirlo, "Fugue and Fantasy" is finally available on all streaming services. Thanks to all of you who encouraged me to do this! #PipeOrgan #trumpet #NewRelease
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“Fugue and Fantasy” release goes into the wild
After months of exclusive release on BandCamp and Mirlo, "Fugue and Fantasy" is finally available on all streaming services.
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John M Davis @jdsampo.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
Today’s the day! ‘The Fisher King’ is available, in full, on Bandcamp. It’s also on YouTube with its full complement of photo collages (link in comments). johnmdavis.bandcamp.com/album/the-fi...
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The Fisher King, by John M Davis
7 track album
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