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not accepting any thoughts on this because don't care i'm right but if i wrote a game in the Big Year 2023 which involved the main heroine, who is basically the embodiment of the goddess of ice, getting kidnapped twice and having to be saved by her bf, i would be embarrassed.

lol cid outside talbor chainsmoking and clive asks what's wrong. cid says he feels sorry for jote, is all - clearly deep in love with a man who doesn't recognise it, and she is no longer of much use to him. and clive is stunned, not having realised jote's love for his brother

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and clive and cid referring to each other as their husband is divine. cid thrilled to ask for a room in an inn, and to order an early breakfast for himself and his husband. clive picking up tobacco at a market, asking for the cherry cloves - his husband's favourite.

shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

i love thinking about cidclive (generally) with uncle byron. when he arrives at the hideaway & finds that his boy is married. has been for years! with a child!!! it's unthinkable. then a man almost his age covered in engine grease sticks out his grubby hand for byron. terrible.

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can't remember if i've already posted about this but i'm thinking of a very unwell & amnesiac clive being recovered from the beach and, trying to comfort him, cid & jill bring him to mysidia for rest - if he dies, at least it's in comfort. cid cooks for him. jill reads to him

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

CID CID CID CID CID CID CID CID CID CID --

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LRC 🐝 MSQSG C01 🥞 @lirica.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

making gifts for friends 🎁✨

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

thinking that torgal has an apple tag on his collar. and that mid in her childhood had an apple tag on her. and as an adult, she has an apple tag on her. and cid has an apple tag on himself too.

shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

still DTA pilled so thinking - valisthea where being gay is hush hush, esp in nobles. clive raised with the expectation of finally satisfying his mother with a good match. and after the years pass, clive is on cid's sofa, being tenderised with kisses on his jaw, cheek, mouth

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

okay fine i'll play ffxii again.

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

square enix you have a very important announcement about ffxii to make. square enix it involves many ivalice projects. square enix you will forget the number seven

shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

okay fine i'll but pokipia.

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

just used an aloe vera hand sanitiser in a meeting room and teleported myself back to summer 2020. incredible

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

i didn't finish a fic about this in time for valentines day as i'm pretty checked put of cidclive for the moment but i fully believe he was born on valentines day and is the patron saint of all love. there. i said it. it's law

shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

watching downtown abbey and kicking my feet and giggling whenever first footman is on screen

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

thomas barrow it seems i've grown quite fond of you tho there are no sexual urges or desires you come to me as a long lost friend whom i once picked apples with in papa's orchard

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

kind of getting big into a new character but the issue is that he's basically god's least favourite soldier and he's constantly caught in mental saw traps so idk if i'm getting into that series

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

you can tell i'm having a hell of a time on my period bc i just teared up at my desk bc of the my little puppy announcement

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

uterus beating the hell out of me. can't even take it out on cid's prostate. a dark day

shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

made him my wallpaper so i always remember who i'm disappointing x

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

pokemon fire red my one and only

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

also i cut my finger while cutting my hair and a cat bit my loaf of bread on the way home how you doing

shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

sad old man hours over, thinking about cid trying to eat a doughnut and smoke a cigarette in the street before being swept up from the pavement and taken to the top of a building, dusted off, kissed, and given a shortcut to work by superman!clive

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

thinkin about cid sitting not knowing what to do for days. then clive is buried, and he sits for longer, by his graveside. it takes someone writing to mid and having her come and sit with him for cid to start breathing properly again

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

i think about this image and cidclive all the time. so many years together, making their own way in the world. a travelling artist sketches them relaxing and cid is struck by how old & contented they look. deeply in love. he buys it, and clive is gone the next day. a quiet ilness

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 24/02/2026

waiting until friday for pokemon to give my life any meaning fr

Marie @mmariesr.bsky.social · 21/02/2026

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Decided to paint and old sketch

Illustration of Aerith from Final Fantasy VII Remake.

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

yet again lost in the fantasy of cid building his family a home in mysidia and calling it new orchard after planting apple trees there... ahhh....

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shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

cafe i saw called the dog house and i love it being that's what they called the pub in the hideaway. "cid's in the dog house again" "you mean... upsetting tarja or in the pub?" "well...both"

shepherd @shepbleps.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

the point i'm at in ffxvi fandom - i had a dream that SE postponed the lore book by a single day and i got so annoyed i woke up