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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I ate way too much yesterday and I don’t even deserve to eat today anyways so.

✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I’m having a mixed episode if yall can’t tell lol. I’ll feel suuuper up one minute and then be so gd depressed the next. I’m sorry yall :/

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I’m so drunk I can see tomorrow’s hangover in my double vision

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Ribs still sore from the fracture. Wish they’d like.. shatter inside me.

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Feelin like the shittiest piece of shit to ever shit

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Im a pos and don’t need to be here anymore

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Jeff VanderMeer @jeffvandermeer.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

They quoted me in this New Yorker piece about AI today. www.newyorker.com/culture/the-...

“Let’s say there’s a world or time line I exist in where A.I. has been subject to regulation. It is ethical. It has no footprint environmentally,” the novelist Jeff VanderMeer, a prominent critic of A.I., told me over the phone. “With those guardrails in place, would I read an A.I. book? All I can say is no. And the reason is, in part, because I want to read something coming from a particular mind.” Using A.I., he said, “feels like a betrayal of the whole point of why you’re a writer.”

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Hashtag: most blursed (blessed/cursed) pokemon ever.

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Games that shaped my life into the person I am today.

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

What are you on a scale of itchy to unconscious?

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Woke up to a worse panic attack than I usually do, as of lately. (I’m in a lot of pain too)

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Nothings going right, everything is wrong and bad including me

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Loved the upped shiny odds in pokemon crystal advance. That shiny Lanturn goes CRAZYYG

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Been dealing with a lot of shit man. Haven’t been around to interact much :(( So how is everyone? What ya got going on? Or if you don’t want to say smth yall could send me a meme or pet pics to maybe cheer me up some :(( I love you guys. Even if we’ve never really interacted, I love you aaaaall💞

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

So weepy and depressed todaay, my partner had to call me this morning and talk to me to try n cheer me up and stuff but he’s at work now v_v sads sads sads

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I’d kill to see him say this once again..

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Trauma dumped on the bf, he kinda asked. Still feel jsut.. sick to my stomach. Maybe liquid fast today..

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Don’t even wanna get up clean off get dressed today I’m depressed. I’m really conflicted about my lover right now.. things are kinda wonky rn.

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Life would be so much better if you mfs didn’t have to fuckin die dude. I wish yall were here. Legit.. honestly.. why not me. why not me

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Chandler Illegals

ALT: Chandler Illegals

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Jirachi I appreciate your company in the air in my room, but pls stop running into my head ://

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I have SAGGY STRETCH MARKS 🤮 IMA DEEIII ILL K/\/\S AAAAAAAHHHHBH

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

WHY MY LEFT HIP WHY IT HURT SO F’IN BAD ALL DAY (I think it’s cause I’ve been sleeping on my left side too much to be facing the fan at night so it’s my own gd fault)

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Please please please msg me before work.. I miss you so gd much.

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Meds meds meds I’m sick sick sick stop stop stop I’m not ok It’s too much.. why do I have to take little pills and potions to just feel even slightly like I could live.

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Thank you for sending me this, sister, I will fucking watch your gay hockey show 🙄🙄

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

My new med ain’t exactly cutting it but it sure cut my appetite down so I ain’t complaining ☺️

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Holy shit I’m in so much pain. Hooooly shit.

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

I wish today was NOT a migraine day. I want to somehow coerce someone to get me a eshop card 😖😭 I have no money and if I got one by about noon I could play Minecraft with my boyfriend and his son on my switch. I have it on my phone but it suuucks and have no other gd consoles

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Frieren Cry Frieren Beyond Journey'S End

ALT: Frieren Cry Frieren Beyond Journey'S End

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Time hath cometh. I’ve gotten so balloon big I’ve had it. I feel absolutely disgusting. So here’s the plan?? :: •try to be semirecovery •harm reduction as much as possible •fast fast fast •Count! Everything! (and keep up with the total to make damn sure) (•measure/weigh food??) ??? Profit.

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

I know and bf and I have a lot of similar trauma and relate a lot to each other because of it but I think it’s deeper than that.. like I think we both have the “avoidant-anxious” attachment type and fawn trauma responses because of our lives >~<

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Confused Anime Girl Thinking

ALT: Confused Anime Girl Thinking

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

That migraine that hits so hard it makes you nauseous 🙂‍↕️

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

My hair looks terrible because I’ve been so depressed and shit but I’m building up the willpower to finally dye my roots like they need to be. But these pieces by my face were bleached some however they’re too dark still to take color well. Should I just dye the sides back black too??

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

I’m vaping so why is it so hard to not smoke a cig?! I really gotta fucking quit it, I plan to quit nic completely when I can but goddamn if I don’t need a fuckin cig sometimes.

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

I don’t wish on 11:11 or stars or shit, I stopped years ago. But secretly, times like now, I’ll see it’s actually 11:11 and just hope. Hope.

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

I been making a huge playlist of all my fav songs that still slap so I’ve been listening to more music

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Omg these lyrics are exactly what I say every morning

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Cause of the gd med changes, I’ve gained back everything I’d lost for Turkey (and had planned to continue to lose). But I think all this depression and illness has given me a good kick in the ass to lock in.

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Aerobics Dance: Flexing Muscles

ALT: Aerobics Dance: Flexing Muscles

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✦ ₗᵤₖₐ ✦ @serotonin-error.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Noooot with it today. I already fucked up.

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