iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

I meant both, tbh with you. Personality p much always influences aesthetic and fashion choices in character design

Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I guess Im making art again, for now. The first one is my side of redo of a set me and my bruvder did years ago. Its my OC, Tori (again). The 2nd is a long overdue commission for a dear friend

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Bruh youre getting like actually really good? Not that you asked for my random opinion but seriously if you nail down your stroke confidence and line weight you're practically golden 🤩

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Jeremy Thomas Of 411Mania.com @jthomas411mania.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

This one fucking SUCKS. RIP to a true force for good in the world, which will be a darker place without her in it. 411mania.com/movies/dolly...

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Country Music Queen, Pop Culture Icon Dolly Parton Passes Away

Dolly Parton, the country music star who became an indelible part of pop culture, has passed away.

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

One thing that helped me with "boring" OCs is answering OC prompts. Even privately. It not only gives you an easy way to flesh out thier personality but if there's a question where the answer doesnt pop in very fast, it lets you explore stuff you hadn't thought about. Try @ocqotd.bsky.social

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

"Thank you so much for being here with me" ytber darling says. Not to me, not really. But I always wish it was. I always wish I was. I wish I was somewhere. I have stopped being anywhere. I have stopped being anywhere.

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

The best idea: 1) Bed with curtains or 4 post canopy bed 2) 3-4 fans at varying angles; AC at full blast 3) The curtains are crowned in vines and flowers 4) the curtains and flowers billow cuz fans 5)3 different sound machines playing thunder Storm sounds in a left, right, foot-ward wall fomation

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

Unfortunately I moved to Colorado about a month.5 ago. But thank you anyway!!

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

Dang, I love this one too. A lot of my paper stuff got lost in the move but If you make one next year it'll be a trilogy rain or shine haha very awesome

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 30/05/2026

I nearly died of sepsis once because my son's mom wanted to go fuck some rando. I've been trapped outside my home, ignored, ditched, etc countless times because while I like it sometimes, I usually have more important things to do that aren't awkward & strenuous. Fucking annoying.

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 30/05/2026

I often find sex as an activity others do or want 2 do, 2b super irritating. I'm not even ace. It just always supersedes *all other social interaction* 4 like,everyone but me and this is a constant irritation in my life. Sry 4 having chronic pain and preferring to talk or engage w/you, w/o sweating🙄

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

So...related but not part of the 18pt sadboy essay I just wrote; My friend always asks me about something I'm thankful for. Today I am thankful for having good, understanding friendships, opportunities, and for music that allows me to FULLY feel things I need to, but otherwise couldn't allow.

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

I appreciate & love my life. It's not that my other relationships are inadequate. I can't ask for a better bf or community. I don't know what my problem IS. But I know that I haven't figured out how to stop wishing they were here too. And I'm so sorry it's like that. Miss you, Scrumplin. :( 18/18

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

For some reason I still wish I could send them photos of the mountains, and tell them about the tenants assoc. and the art collective I applied for. I still wish I could hear them say "Good Job, buddy" the way they did. To have thier pride. To hear them call me special nickname again. Idk why. 17/18

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

It's been SO long since I've felt close to that. My life is frankly, beautiful. My current partnership is beautiful. My potential social life, everything is beautiful. I know my ex doesn't deserve a place in any of it. .....Yet I find myself still wanting to text them and show them. 16/18

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

I'm less food-insecure than I've been since my ex left. I have everything I could ever need for artwork. I have potential community work, art collectives, queer joy groups to begin. So much is so good. SO MUCH IS SO GOOD. I am on the border of being able to comfyly say I love my life. 15/?

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

All my friends from the scary state? They still talk to me. They haven't decided the distance isn't worth it. I'm still poor, but my scooter still (mostly) works, I can (mostly) afford to live in a new place that I routinely have to remind myself isn't a dream. I have a fantastic cat baby. 14/?

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

2 people that have made me feel like part of a team again after yrs of feeling lost and floating. In an ongoing relationship with someone who SO clearly loves me and shows it in ways I not only understand, but in ways my ex could prolly not have dreamed of considering. So much is good and okay 13/?

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

the part that can't seem to believe they *really* did like me anymore. The part that wants to believe they made a mistake they were too proud to fix. I have SO MUCH good in my life. Even despite recently being an actual refugee, I have so much love and light in my life...Im in a new place with 12/?

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

that despite how much I know better. Despite the heavy multitude of wrong I was done by them, part of me wishes I was that dumb. The part that lets me dream of seeing them in a new place, with a new partner and feel like I could handle it, even smile and chat, only to wake up and sob for hours 11/?

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

to comfort me. Not so much as a word. I lost more and more of my ability to walk, celebrated *finally* getting a (kinda shitty) 2nd hand mobility scooter, but the voice that helped me learn to trust my own did not sound out amongst the darkness even once. I would be a fool,but part of me wishes 10/

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

If I brought them back in, even if they wanted to be (and they have made it clear they don't.) My friend died in my house, I witnessed multiple violent crimes there,I got SA by a "friend" in my own room, and I know they knew. But the arms that onceheld me like I was formed to fit, did not appear 9/?

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

Ostebsibly they hadn't wanted to be my friend/loved me for a while before they fucked off. I didn't see it, or feel it. I question if them telling my brother that was just something to say. But I also know it doesn't matter. AT ALL. None of it does. I would be a fool, a self-destructive loser... 8/?

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

That's just it tho. One more time would never, COULD never be just ONE more. Always repeating a poem thing I found year 1, about missing doesn't mean it was the wrong choice, but when I allow myself to think of them for real, I start to question it again. But I found out they didn't even like me.7/?

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

I knew me. I knew I would eventually undo it if I left any places to do so open. Its the right thing. I'm sure of it. Or at least, I'm sure of it when it's not like today. Today I dreamed of thier smile, thier voice and I combed everything I could think of to see/hear it IRL again one more time. 6/?

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

Despite all they did wrong, thinking again about how I will never know they're ok again, never know how thier story ends.. guts me. I can't explain why. Or why having dreams last night had me almost desperately trying to undo the purposeful and methodical erasure I made sure of. (To no avail) 5/?

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

I could stop crying long enough to distract myself into thinking *MAYBE* I'd stop crying for good eventually. But I feel like I've only increased *that* ability and nothing else has changed about the pain. I don't go a week w/o crying still. I've never 'let' a person steal so much hope til them. 4/?

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

For so long, l felt so much like dying would be the only way to make a hurt this strong go away...and that's coming from a person who struggles to tell even a trusted therapist or a super close friend my whole story for fear of it seeming too "Mary Sue". Halfway thru year 1, I got to where 3/?

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

Apparently it's been 3yrs??? since the worst day of my life. The day the person I thought was my best friend for life, who promised we'd try for that and at least talk about it if not, left me out of absolutely nowhere. It doesnt even feel like 1. Where did I go for all this time? I cant recall. 2/?

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

I wish more than anything I wasn't needing to write this. But I think if I don't say to someone, it will lead to places I know in "wise mind" that it doesn't have to. I wish I could say that I know this is temporary, that if I give myself enuf grace, that I know it'll be alright. But I can't. 1/?

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

3:32 AM: I am thinking about how the animated movie Anastasia was often mistaken for a Disney, but super wasn't, and now, at least legally speaking, it is indeed a Disney. Also.. have we talked about this... situation?(pics) 🤣 because we should.

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

How come so many of the volunteers @ food pantries have such shitty attitudes? Bad days exist, but every day/week?Literally just go home?? Stop showing up if you hate it that much.

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

I sat there inside the doorway for 10+ min, Watched the owner pass by me(in the way) to rummage around then leave. It was only after I said to my partner (too loudly) "It sure would be nice if that lady would move her suitcase out of the place its not meant to be!" that she came and moved it.

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

Im probably more upset by this than I should be, but Yesterday I went to a Powwow at #KU #LiedCenter. The building is barely accessibile as it is (not ADA compliant) but some1 decided that a great place to leave thier huge suitcase was the ONE spot designed for parking a wheelchair. Classy 😑

A photograph from the perspective of a chair user where a large silver suitcase is wedged into a small area in an auditorium. It is meant to be used as a spot that low/non-ambulatory wheelchair users can park thier chair to see the shows. There is a child (censored by a digital sticker) sitting in the seat next to it.

The area beyond is ostensibly reserved seatinf for disabled folks and the area to/in front of the seating is narrow and precarious, so much that even the school aged child's legs block part of the path. There is an area in the bottom left showing the bottom of a cane, and the wall curves indicating a doorway, which is the narrow doorway into the area. The photo is taken from in the doorway.

The suitcase is lying flat taking up the entire empty area, and there is a food container on the ground next to it.

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

Found out tonight that one of the few vocalists whose voice alone makes me cry, is one of those guys who looks both 12 and 35? ( /neu or even /pos) I literally kept having to pause and collect myself.( moreso bcz of the live itself, but still. H O W ?) youtu.be/kQ60RvhxaA0?...

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Nothing But Thieves - Particles (Piano version) Live at Stephan’s Pianobar | QMusic

YouTube video by Unhate

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shoozy @hamshooz.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

reminder: if you ever see somebody stealing food, no the fuck you didnt.

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⭐Elidyss⭐comm open @elidyss.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

Lil bit of fun with markers and watercolor #oc #art #doodle

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Limix Colonel @kastor.sh · 07/04/2026

Macos: i have no idea where your document is Windows: “your” document? These are onedrive’s documents Linux: /opt/fakevm/mounted/tmpfs/vmlinuz/ubuntu-36.0.01_x86_also-arm.0.21.013/snapd/docx-exporter.sx/0028492748901.txt.converted.bak/v/9/ms/1/0.out

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Jason Tiedje @peaceendspoverty.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

I have a dream that one day all the people will realize they are free. Hemp can save the world. Renewable energy is cheaper than oil. The super battery is real and being sold in a single motor vehicle. Room temperature super conductor is possible. Scarcity is by design, rarity raises prices.

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

I am annoyed and unsurprised that a bunch of Chime's "win a bunch of money" things are restricted to those who already have a bunch of money to deposit into it.

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

Broke my own rules I guess. This isn't very fun.

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

It is pretty easy to follow the logic to why 77-82% of Atheists in the US are white. When life is literally systemically stacked against you, having something to believe in has probably kept folks alive, even if all the prayer and effort IS for naught. Is hopelessness better or worse than delusion?

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Tajemy Starlight @satellitestardrop.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

I wish I could believe in a god. A gr8 power that if I just believe & try hard enuf 2 make them happy, I'd be ok n the end. That I could ask 4 w/e and get. I dont believe, partly b/c I dont want to die old and sad that prayers never came 2b, but there's no solace in a lack of heaven either.1/2

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Racheline Maltese @racheline.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

Are you a trans person in the US looking to relocate from a high-risk state to a lower risk state? Did you know there’s a $10,000 no-interest loan you can apply for to help you do that? Link here and more info in thread below hfls.org/move-to-thri...

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Move to Thrive Interest-Free Loan | HFLS | Hebrew Free Loan Society | Learn More

“Move to Thrive” interest-free loans offer support to LGBTQ+ families navigating moving costs.

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blender slutocaster @crungler.quest · 18/02/2026

they should invent a "getting out of bed" that isn't the hardest thing to do in the world every time

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beary boo 🧸💛 @bearyllovely.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

"How to make ACTUAL interesting OCs" "How to make OCs people will care about!" dog if you can't love your own creations that's where you need to start, don't make brand new beings for other's approval. You'll never truly love them if they're tied to a stranger's perception.

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Ashlie Chan🌙🪽 @ashliechan.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

Finished her aaa I love my oc 🥺🥺

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