Q3 2026 edition of the Radclyffe Region Newsletter is here! find out how my father had me believe he was almost finally fucking dead, what's going on w/ Reconstructing Summer & the Bull of Heaven video, + get a first look at MY GAME!!! VIDEO GAME!!! I'M MAKING VIDEO GAME >:D
![It can't have been 10 years already
22 Sep, 2025
[This post is lifted from a passage in my upcoming novel Aspenhaps.]
Ten (10) years of UNDERTALE. Timegrief re-engage. Post-anniversary_stream(s) I still feel aching need to convey the incalculable weight on my own terms. Can’t let it slip by. My voice, my contribution to the ideally-unending celebration. Nothing seems adequate. It’s more than a date. Been a week since the decade set itself in stone, chronicling four days of buildup to two days of creator-driven appreciation+examination+recalibration, and only now has the long-term emotional consequence reared its uglybeautiful head. Grand reopening of the heart’s SOUL-shaped hole. Nothing seems adequate. Shall I write? Shall I sing? Meanderingly I begin by taking the vicarious approach, seeking the artwork, the comments, the communal sensation, and to some extent regret this, for the unfavorable Sentimentality:Petty_Fandom_Drama ratio, textual thorns unexpectedly-but-in-hindsight-unsurprisingly poking through, punishment for brief breakage of the Detox guidelines, scratch marks left across my arms as I exit the sacred garden. But one such Post stops me in my tracks.
“in tears”](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:zxwfxcg6yfeveowdevcu6dsf/bafkreibrbovellnxpltvfm6qmogeupnwindgktmkrigm3wxk6ihekeowgy)
