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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨

@rockstarelise.com
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Musician / Audio Engineer 🎚️/ Biological Daughter / Baby Gen X / 💍 / 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️ Madison Wis. 🏛️ DIY Queer-Coded Nostalgia-Pop As Rockstar & Elise ✨ she/her [MDNI] 👩‍🎤✨💕🎹👩🏻‍💻 Music / Booking 👩‍🎤🎸👩🏻‍💻 linktr.ee/RockstarElise

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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 5h
Boobs & Bangs: The Story of Emily AF
Emily AF, a pretty white woman with long brown hair cut with Hella. Cute bangs sits on a red orange couch in a living room as the sunsets and a light fades. She’s wearing a grey T-shirt for her own band, rockstar & Elise, with a cassette logo that reads in handwriting across its label, just basically chick stuff. She has a kind of flirty look or a contemplate of look we are unsure. 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 6h
Why are you trans? wrong answers only I was always SO bad at taking pictures of myself, and always looked terrible when others took them. Something about my eyes. Then I heard there was this little pill! 💊
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 11h
I like to think I’m a gram-negative bacteria with a capsule, but I am susceptible to phagocytosis, so that’s probably not right lol 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 11h
I knew this already, but it’s cool to see the different medications used for gram-positive and gram-negative bacteria!
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 11h
There’s a lot of bacteria names and functions I need to learn this semester in microbiology, so I made a Quizlet deck with the normal basic stuff, but I included medications commonly used, with their black box warnings if any. Will be super helpful in pharmacology later! 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 11h
I really want to start selling cassettes at shows, and I’ve looked at getting some made, but thinking it might actually be cooler if I made them myself? I have all the gear to do this, but my handwriting sucks lol 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 11h
14 days HRT vs 1660 days HRT
An extremely early transition picture of Emily AF, here looking kind of old in her 40s, hair down past her ears a little bit, but kind of thin and brown gray. She’s wearing earrings and a zip up red fleece and still has a lot of dark beard shadow happening. There is some Hope in her eyes though. Emily AF, a very pretty white woman in her 40s with long dark hair with cute bangs sitting on a gray leather couch, smiling into the camera. She’s wearing very cute translucent pink framed glasses and an extremely flattering deep v sweater top of wide horizontal bands of dark and light gray that makes her boobs look like Hella good!. 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 16h
I should call her bsky.app/profile/rock...
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 30/09/2026
I got to play with E. coli in micro lab today! The class is hard, but really fucking cool!
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Sable, Final Girl 🏳️‍⚧️ @ghostlysable.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
look, I get it: transitioning is scary so do it scared we all do it scared but you have to do it
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 29/09/2026
We’ve had a little progress pride flag on our address wall for years now, but I just swapped in a little Trans flag, so we’ll see if our neighbors are monsters! #NestCam
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Alex (He/Him and They/Them) @farshnuke.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Women are hornier than men. Men are just that bad. In this essay I will...
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 29/09/2026
This thing is like if David Cronenberg started putting out sex toys instead of movies 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 29/09/2026
This might only be me, but I think the right atrial ventricular valve is kinda hot! 
An image from an anatomy app showing The Heart right atrial ventricular valve, which here is sort of an oval shaped membrane with strings coming from it, attaching it to popular muscles keeping it open here in this image. This tricuspid valve closes whenever the right ventricle pushes blood into the pulmonary artery. 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 29/09/2026
I’m a reply girl, but mostly just to tell you how fucking adorable your outfit is! 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 29/09/2026
I think I should just start telling people I’m 36. It feels like an age I would much rather have been myself at, and I certainly look the part. Way more fun than being 14 months from fucking 50. (no offense to anyone in that age bracket, I’m just going through some feelings!)
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 29/09/2026
I’m vaguely curious if anyone has a mild crush on me? One 🩷 for Yes, one 🩷 for no.✨
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 29/09/2026
Sometimes being looked down on is actually nice ✨
Emily AF, a pretty white woman with long brown hair spayed across their pillow looks up at the camera and the selfie looking down at her in bed. Her face is haloed by her long brown hair flowing out in all directions and her cute bangs slightly part as they drift apart. She has blankets up to her chin almost and you can see. She’s wearing a red and white shirt of some kind. She has a very flirty look as if she is inviting the viewer to come a little closer to say hello. 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 28/09/2026
I am the cyborg woman of my dreams 
In this album artwork for the band rockstar & Elise, an illustration of a beautiful sad sidewalk woman stands in the middle of a rain drenched futuristic city Street. The colors are blues and greens and it’s definitely at night. The street glisten with rain and shows the reflections of the buildings surround it. She herself is beautiful, her hair pulled back into a kind of bun with bangs falling in her face, her suit, appearing skin tight and covered with cool lines and shapes is prominent, and her face is haunted, with red eyes because she’s been crying.Emily AF, a pretty white woman with long brown hair with cute bangs, wearing pink translucent framed glasses and a black death metal style Taylor Swift shirt stands on a city street at night with lights of the city around her. 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 28/09/2026
My transition is directly related to the pandemic. Before that, my wife had a 2 work from home days, but was at the office like three days a week. Those were my at home days, so I could dress as myself. When the pandemic happened, we were suddenly both home all the time, and I had to be myself. 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 28/09/2026
I’ve never thought about this before, but I am very definitely a DIY artist. With my music, it’s all me, and the only other person involved is a mastering engineer. 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 28/09/2026
Bedtime Emily 
Emily AF, a pretty white woman in her 40s with long brown hair and cut with cute bangs stands in her small bathroom, with her back to a gray wall. She’s wearing gray T-shirt that she wears often that has a kitten in outer space with rings about it and you can’t see this but below it it says CATURN. 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 28/09/2026
I really need to wear more low cut shirts, for mental health reasons! 💗
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 28/09/2026
You know, you can just be a girl
Emily AF, a pretty white woman with long brown hair with cute bangs stands on the sidewalk with the street in the background at night. She wears a black T-shirt that looks like it’s for a death metal band but it’s actually Taylor Swift. She has a Radio clipped to her shirt because she’s working as a Sound Engineer that night. 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 27/09/2026
New #TransShark just dropped to meet the moment
Small stuffed action figure like shark, plushy, sitting on a shelf. This is the shark from jaws with its mouth open and a little air tank in its mouth, it looks very cute, but also kind of sad. 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 27/09/2026
Hello #Musicians , do I know anyone who uses Ableton for playback during live shows? I currently use Q lab, but want more flexibility, especially the ability to do cool live delay punches that are automated and stuff. My main concern is stability because I can’t afford to do two laptops.
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 27/09/2026
I got my youngest age comment last night! Was chatting with a musician about a show I mixed like 17 years ago and he looked at me weird and said, “I thought you were like 25 or something!”
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 27/09/2026
Hello peeps of the night, or in different time zones in different places where it might be during the day! I’m waiting for my evening meds to kick in so if you want to ask me stuff, fire away- ngl.link/rockstarande...
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Anonymous messages!
Anonymous messages!
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 27/09/2026
So much fucking fun working with 16 Volt tonight! One of my favorite bands, and definitely in my collection of major influences! I might have had them sign a record that I bought! And I did a pretty good job of not being a huge fan girl about it! 🫣🖤
A view from high on the right side of the stage looking down at the band 16 Volt, a three piece of drums backing tracks tracks, and and two guitar players stand on the right side of the image facing the crowd. The one further away and then the lead singer, closer up. The house was really packed! . The stage is lit in red lights shining through haze in the air. They’re in the middle of a song and you can see the drummer is just going crazy. On the left of the image is the drum kit with 1 million symbols
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 27/09/2026
One of my favorite consoles to work on, the Avid SC48! A lot of engineers hate these, but I love her so much! I especially love this one, and this is my favorite place to do monitors! 💗✨
Tie up in the air on the right side of the stage in a large rock club it’s a complicated looking digital Audio console, the Avid SC 48. It’s hard to describe with tax year, if you don’t know what one of these is, but it’s a big complicated looking digital Audio console. In the background, you can see both the drums on stage below and on the right of the image you can see the audience starting to fill up the room. 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 27/09/2026
Gotta look cute for the show! Does anybody need anything in your monitor? 💗
Emily AF, a pretty white woman in her 40s stands in front of a complicated looking digital Audio console in a high stage right position behind the monitor console at a decent size venue. For long brown hair cut with cute bangs frames, her face and her cute pink translucent framed glasses show her not really great at a selfie at this moment but she’s Hella cute. She’s wearing a black T-shirt that looks like it’s death metal, but it is kind of a parody of a Taylor Swift shirt and says Taylor Swift with a demonic cat over it. Emily AF, a pretty white woman, long brown hair, wearing cute pink glasses and a face mask of black with pink hearts and white kittens stands with her back to a complicated looking digital audio console at the monitor position in a medium size Theatre. 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 26/09/2026
Girl who gets to work monitors for one of her favorite old-school bands today! 16 Volt! (They’re IEM but I’ll be doing support through wedges)
Emily AF, a pretty white woman in her 40s with long dark hair cut with cute bangs sits in a parked Toyota Prius. She’s wearing pink translucent framed glasses and a black DEATHMETAL shirt. That’s actually kind of a parody shirt for Taylor Swift. She looks like a bad ass! 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 26/09/2026
I have this thing where I get really upset if I feel like I’m in the way, in someone’s way. This is especially true at grocery stores and places like that, but just also at home. Anybody else have something like this?
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 26/09/2026
6 months HRT - 55 months HRT
Emily AF, at six months into HRT. Here she has sort of medium length hair still on the thin side, showing a lot of beard shadow and you can see some changes to her face from earlier pictures, but the biggest change is in her eyes which seemed bright with possibility. Emily AF, a pretty white woman with long brown hair cut with cute bangs wearing pink translucent glasses and a wide horizontal striped black gray and light gray Coop neck sweater that shows a good amount of boob cleavage. She looks very cute in this image and very happy. 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 26/09/2026
I haven’t seen this in a long ass time and I remember being able to see who I was, but I’m definitely one of the Christmas carolers  youtu.be/JwO40cr42x8?...
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The New Adventures of Pippi Longstocking: (Clip 21/23) Christmas
YouTube video by Gage Lucas Oldham Official
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 26/09/2026
Re-watching this with my wife to show her my 4 seconds of “glory”. (I was 9 years old) I will definitely be posting a picture of young AF when we get there! 
Picture of a TV displaying the opening title credit for the new adventures of Pippi Longstocking. It’s mostly white background, but has an orange hair girl with pigtails stretching horizontally to the left and right. 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 26/09/2026
I would have been Allison Katherine _________, which is my younger sister‘s name. I think Emily is so much better for me!
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 26/09/2026
I know this is a controversial opinion, but I just think that boobs are SO great! 
Emily AF, a very pretty white woman in her mid 40s with long brown hair with cute bangs sits on a gray leather couch. She’s wearing a very deep scoop neck sweater of wide horizontal bands of light and dark gray and her boobs are looking real good! She’s wearing very cute pink translucent framed glasses that she is very definitely flirting with the camera through. 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 25/09/2026
To all of the iced coffee at an interview stuff I’m seeing, as a hiring manager, I want in person candidates to feel comfortable and at ease, because I want to give everyone the best shot at putting forward their best self!
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 25/09/2026
I definitely feel like I’ve always been the way I am now, and maybe other people feel that too? IDK, I’m just a weird awkward girl who likes science fiction. ✨
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 25/09/2026
I took the exam and I think I did really good! There were two or three things that just weren’t in my study list, but I’m pretty good at making best guesses given context 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 25/09/2026
I know academically that I used to be in a different body, but I honestly can’t really remember being there. I know it was terrible and I know it’s over now, and that’s a really sort of weird feeling maybe? It very much feels like I uploaded my consciousness and downloaded it into a proper body. 🤖
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 25/09/2026
I think I’m actually really for my first microbiology exam!
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 25/09/2026
I might not be a load-bearing Emily, but I do add a lot of aesthetic charm and sparkle ✨ 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 25/09/2026
 vaccinated girl 
Emily AF, a pretty white woman and her 40s sits with their back against a beige wall in a pharmacy waiting room. Her long brown hair cut with very cute bangs close to the shoulders of her deep, scoop, neck, gray and like gray horizontal striped sweater, which shows just a little bit of boob cleavage. She wears adorable pink, translucent framed glasses and a face mask of black covered with white kittens and pink hearts.
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 25/09/2026
Even with all the things, being Emily is pretty fucking great! Five out of five stars, would recommend! 💗✨
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 25/09/2026
HRT is amazing, but transition is really a head game. You really have to put in the work every day to figure out who you are and how to be that person! 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 25/09/2026
Making a shareable Quizlet flash card deck, where all of the questions are, “should you transition?” and all of the answers are, “yes”.
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 25/09/2026
So excited that I get to work with 16 Volt on Saturday! I haven’t done a lot of live sound lately, and this is gonna be so fun! 
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The Haunting of Emily AF 👩‍🎤✨ @rockstarelise.com · 25/09/2026
I had a random conversation in the bathroom after class about the water pressure in the sinks.(it’s super low now but used to be like a firehose) These small interactions mean SO much to me! 💗✨ youtu.be/SXKlJuO07eM?...
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Jodi Benson - Part of Your World (From "The Little Mermaid")
YouTube video by DisneyMusicVEVO
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