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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
You couldn't possibly hate me more than I hate myself.
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
Though, to be completely sincere...I'm guilty of the thought that I revel in some of you grieving for me... That makes me a bad person... I'm owning up to it. I would honestly prefer it if you hated me...at least that would mean my brief existence in this space meant something, for better or worse
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
But for the same reason, I will stop exposing myself or anyone to further harm than I ought to. And nothing hurts me more than staying here, with the trepidatious thought that my lasting memory burdens anyone here. So please allow me the to finally disappear from your lives, if such is your wish...
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
And through every burdening feeling and grievance I may harbor, that doesn't change the fact that it is entirely deserved. I am making my bed here, I will lie in it now. ...You don't have to worry about me, I've survived all this time, if I wanted to leave for good I would've done it by now.
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
It reminds me how no matter how much I try to spin it, the past cannot be changed, and no appeals to the better of people will suffice in some people's minds. How I have irreparably become someone that's unworthy of the affections of a few I grew fond of. It makes me feel worthless, insignifcant...
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
I have no reason to stay here, truth be told. I didn't have any last year, I certainly don't have any now. I struggle to think I have any friends here, none that I couldn't meet elsewhere. This place...riddles me with grief and anger. It reminds me of my constant failures, and all its repercussions
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
Because after everything that's transpired I have no positive feelings about the matter; I am overcome with spite, and I will not pretend like I am not entitled to. If that does not matter to you then this message isn't your concern. If it is, then I can give you compelling reasons to the contrary.
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
I've been drowning myself in delusions, thinking there was any remedy to what happened, only for everything to get incalculably worse. I am undeserving of the sympathy of particulars I craved it from. Now I'm ready to face that reality. I am through with uncertainties. I want to know the truth.
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
I'd like to thing I at least left somewhat of a lasting impression on a few of you, if that's not the case then at least I'll find out otherwise. Regardless, I think you deserve to know. That your 'friend' is anything but, I'm anything but a friend. It's been a year, about that long overdue.
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
If you are in the dark about it, I have no qualms with keeping you up to speed, if you are and that's grounds enough to disengage, that's even better. Besides if you can even read this, chances are you don't know the half of it anyways, or it simply was not important enough for you to begin with.
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
I am ready to wrap up things and forget about everything and everyone altogether. If you have any unfinished business, or any piece of mind you never had the chance to bring up, now it's your chance You don't have to mince your words either, I would prefer you were forthcoming about it, it's okay..
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
You'll have my cortisol to speak to for that...
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girl raised by flys @nillysex.pics · 24/06/2026
Kind of an urgent post, i got hit with an extreme wave of nausea with hunger that has left me almost completely useless home alone, i really need something to eat and its looking like my only option is getting some sort of takeout, if anyone can help me tonight id really appreciate it, thank you
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
Oh I've been fucked up all this time since november... I just mean I was nervous to death, for unrelated reasons...I'm hoping things will get better from here on out.
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
I felt like my heart was drumming out of my chest.
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 19/02/2026
I'm going to disappear again, this time for realsies.
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 19/04/2025
It's been about 20 years now, and nothing ever to have come out of Avatar will be as funny as this.
Why did I choose to live on a volcano?

Should ask avatar Kyoshi for some guidance

1 v 1 the volcano, don't be BITCH

I knew I shouldn't of asked Kyoshi
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 19/02/2026
Begoña my queen
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
I already saw FEMSp let's play it, and it was a fun ride, but it was kino enough to try out on my own...
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
Playing Hag in White rn
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wint @dril.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
things woud go fucking crazy if me and an open minded woman got up to some bisexual Shit
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Daniel "Should Really Finish Things" Gestalt @gestaltsea.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
Critical support for Mexico against the Amerikkkan regime
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S.C.H.A.L.E Archive @bluearchive.art · 18/02/2026
Help your wife
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nekro 🎃 @neko.moe.observer · 18/02/2026
you gotta listen to shizuko sing! i love her voice, and the visuals are very cute
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【ブルアカ】「看板娘のヒミツ素顔」MV
YouTube video by ブルーアーカイブ-Blue Archive-
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dandan @dandantsunkun.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
Of course, my child.
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
There's a chance I get to see her again...I don't know if I can muster the strenght to see her, what's left of her.
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
How can I blame my dad for this?
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
It's time to make mistakes
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
We're going to have talks with the neighbors, in the common's council from our block, to give informed reference that she did indeed live in our amidst. If that works, we'll be able to retrieve her remains... No promises. I don't know what we will do with her... I really don't.
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Insact @insact.bsky.social · 09/01/2026
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
Bro really thinks he can make a comment about my sister's complex with her size, or make fun of my brother's favorite finnish rock band, and he wonders why we don't all come talking to him candidly as he floods the family chat with TikTok slop and whatnot. I love him, but he's so fucking stupid.
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S.C.H.A.L.E Archive @bluearchive.art · 17/02/2026
Um?
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girl raised by flys @nillysex.pics · 17/02/2026
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
God, dad is being such a fucking dumbass rn
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Insact @insact.bsky.social · 07/02/2026
more vamp
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
She used to make fun of Mr. Incredible in SSF, the wonky physics knocking him back, sticking it on the shoddy geometry OH MY FUCKING GOD EVERYTHING REMINDS ME OF HER GOD KILL ME
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Big Yellow @bigyellowsilly.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
marvel tokon wishes they could pull a character like this
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
Super Smash Flash mentioned!
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※Kome @asterisk-kome.bsky.social · 16/02/2026
狙撃手メイドのジーナ・ウォレス
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
Whoever invented "using 90's videogame sounds at white noise for videos and vines fair use" must've been like the modern Einstein.
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Mike X. Nichols @mikexnichols.bsky.social · 16/02/2026
one of my favorite posts
corbin @mystrongwife
It's called Broad daylight because women light up the world
[A photo of Paulie Walnuts (Tony Sirico) from The Sopranos]
2:51 AM • Aug 14, 2023
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Mamono World @mamonoworld.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
Knux x Piccolo
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Iron Chef Bot @ironchefbot.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
Frame #61700 from S05 -E10 - Battle Quail-629268
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Chanda Prescod-Weinstein 🌌 @chanda.blacksky.app · 17/02/2026
Someone tell Hillary that this is her husband’s legacy too
Jackson is arrested in 1993 after blocking 5th Avenue as part of a group protesting against the Clinton administration's policy of maintaining a detention camp for Haitian political refugees who were HIV positive Photograph: Timothy A Clary/AFP/Getty Images
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tyreforhyre @tyreforhyre.bsky.social · 06/08/2025
cant find if or when i posted this before. roguelikes is good actually.
You open the door.
A six-headed hydra comes into view.
The six-headed hydra roars!
You close the door.
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utopia deferred @utopia-defer.red · 17/02/2026
RIP Jesse Jackson. He demanded the right to inspect the Krome detention facility in Miami after it became apparent Krome was a glorified concentration camp created by Ronald Reagan for Afro Latinos and Black Haitian refugees who fled to the USA after the Mariel Boatlift. Krome still operates today.
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