Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026You couldn't possibly hate me more than I hate myself. 010 1
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026Though, to be completely sincere...I'm guilty of the thought that I revel in some of you grieving for me... That makes me a bad person... I'm owning up to it. I would honestly prefer it if you hated me...at least that would mean my brief existence in this space meant something, for better or worse 110 1
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026But for the same reason, I will stop exposing myself or anyone to further harm than I ought to. And nothing hurts me more than staying here, with the trepidatious thought that my lasting memory burdens anyone here. So please allow me the to finally disappear from your lives, if such is your wish... 110 1
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026And through every burdening feeling and grievance I may harbor, that doesn't change the fact that it is entirely deserved. I am making my bed here, I will lie in it now. ...You don't have to worry about me, I've survived all this time, if I wanted to leave for good I would've done it by now. 110 1
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026It reminds me how no matter how much I try to spin it, the past cannot be changed, and no appeals to the better of people will suffice in some people's minds. How I have irreparably become someone that's unworthy of the affections of a few I grew fond of. It makes me feel worthless, insignifcant... 110 1
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026I have no reason to stay here, truth be told. I didn't have any last year, I certainly don't have any now. I struggle to think I have any friends here, none that I couldn't meet elsewhere. This place...riddles me with grief and anger. It reminds me of my constant failures, and all its repercussions 110 1
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026Because after everything that's transpired I have no positive feelings about the matter; I am overcome with spite, and I will not pretend like I am not entitled to. If that does not matter to you then this message isn't your concern. If it is, then I can give you compelling reasons to the contrary. 110 1
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026I've been drowning myself in delusions, thinking there was any remedy to what happened, only for everything to get incalculably worse. I am undeserving of the sympathy of particulars I craved it from. Now I'm ready to face that reality. I am through with uncertainties. I want to know the truth. 110 1
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026I'd like to thing I at least left somewhat of a lasting impression on a few of you, if that's not the case then at least I'll find out otherwise. Regardless, I think you deserve to know. That your 'friend' is anything but, I'm anything but a friend. It's been a year, about that long overdue. 110 1
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026If you are in the dark about it, I have no qualms with keeping you up to speed, if you are and that's grounds enough to disengage, that's even better. Besides if you can even read this, chances are you don't know the half of it anyways, or it simply was not important enough for you to begin with. 110 1
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 25/06/2026I am ready to wrap up things and forget about everything and everyone altogether. If you have any unfinished business, or any piece of mind you never had the chance to bring up, now it's your chance You don't have to mince your words either, I would prefer you were forthcoming about it, it's okay.. 120 2
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 24/06/2026You'll have my cortisol to speak to for that... 020 2
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Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 24/06/2026Oh I've been fucked up all this time since november... I just mean I was nervous to death, for unrelated reasons...I'm hoping things will get better from here on out. 120 2
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 24/06/2026I felt like my heart was drumming out of my chest. 130 3
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 19/02/2026I'm going to disappear again, this time for realsies. 100 1
Reposted by MishMish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 19/04/2025It's been about 20 years now, and nothing ever to have come out of Avatar will be as funny as this. 141 4
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 18/02/2026I already saw FEMSp let's play it, and it was a fun ride, but it was kino enough to try out on my own... 110 1
Reposted by Mishwint @dril.bsky.social · 18/02/2026things woud go fucking crazy if me and an open minded woman got up to some bisexual Shit 4065891505 6.6K
Reposted by MishDaniel "Should Really Finish Things" Gestalt @gestaltsea.bsky.social · 18/02/2026Critical support for Mexico against the Amerikkkan regime 152 5
Reposted by Mishnekro 🎃 @neko.moe.observer · 18/02/2026you gotta listen to shizuko sing! i love her voice, and the visuals are very cuteyoutube.com【ブルアカ】「看板娘のヒミツ素顔」MVYouTube video by ブルーアーカイブ-Blue Archive- 193 9
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 18/02/2026There's a chance I get to see her again...I don't know if I can muster the strenght to see her, what's left of her. 000 0
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 18/02/2026We're going to have talks with the neighbors, in the common's council from our block, to give informed reference that she did indeed live in our amidst. If that works, we'll be able to retrieve her remains... No promises. I don't know what we will do with her... I really don't. 000 0
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 17/02/2026Bro really thinks he can make a comment about my sister's complex with her size, or make fun of my brother's favorite finnish rock band, and he wonders why we don't all come talking to him candidly as he floods the family chat with TikTok slop and whatnot. I love him, but he's so fucking stupid. 000 0
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 17/02/2026She used to make fun of Mr. Incredible in SSF, the wonky physics knocking him back, sticking it on the shoddy geometry OH MY FUCKING GOD EVERYTHING REMINDS ME OF HER GOD KILL ME 010 1
Reposted by MishBig Yellow @bigyellowsilly.bsky.social · 17/02/2026marvel tokon wishes they could pull a character like this 1838986 389
Mish @redsonoverparadise.bsky.social · 17/02/2026Whoever invented "using 90's videogame sounds at white noise for videos and vines fair use" must've been like the modern Einstein. 010 1
Reposted by MishMike X. Nichols @mikexnichols.bsky.social · 16/02/2026one of my favorite posts 21611473 1.6K
Reposted by MishChanda Prescod-Weinstein 🌌 @chanda.blacksky.app · 17/02/2026Someone tell Hillary that this is her husband’s legacy too 72791915 2.8K
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Reposted by Mishutopia deferred @utopia-defer.red · 17/02/2026RIP Jesse Jackson. He demanded the right to inspect the Krome detention facility in Miami after it became apparent Krome was a glorified concentration camp created by Ronald Reagan for Afro Latinos and Black Haitian refugees who fled to the USA after the Mariel Boatlift. Krome still operates today. 5482150 482