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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

slowly being driven mad by a jrpg im playing w my irls bc it has one of the most intriguing worldbuilding ive come across that is masterfully dripfed thru npc dialogue + a very unique battle system i rly enjoy. but i cant rec it to any1 bc the game aggressively refuses to have a single story beat

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I’m so good at starting new save files in bloodborne

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

ngl job apps for art recently have been grim as hell i straight up gave up and starting looking for a desk job somewhere 💀suicide inducing getting ghosted for impossible jobs with awful companies but ig if having a parasocial relationship with a unicorn studio keeps me going cant be that bad

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

okay fine i guess portfoliomaxxing isnt a complete case of a fruitless exercise in misery anymore

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

Putting Hays Code up on the shelf along with Puritanism and Censorship until people learn how to use the term properly

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tinybaby @tiny.baby · 16/08/2026

oh your entire industry is crumbling because of externalities outside your control? Have you thought of starting a patreon so that you have to do a bunch of extra work on top of that?

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

elf scribbles while i wait for food to cook

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

Our fridge broke down 🥲:gun all our freezer supplies just completely defrosted overnight bruh this sucksssss

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

inviting another limp wristed mentally ill bisexual fop to live in my mind palace im so predictable this is honestly embarrassing for me

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

scribbling concepts for my new dorian dolly

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

this is a sourpuss moment but i think ive seen enough of these 'artist post you X art' quote chains i think the uplifting concept is nice but the niche vagueness of these boxes to put everything in is getting out of hand

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

me when a shot is composed with some kind of architectural feature acting as a frame: oh now this is cinema alright

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

sorry this is just turning into a liveblog account these days but as much as i wish it were otherwise unfortunately i do watch media more than i draw porn

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

fantastic new description just dropped. god me too bro

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

finished it. feel like throwing up 🧍‍♂️

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

Been reading Dorian Grey throughout today after procrastinating on it for literal years and this book is literally the opposite of a healing effect on me

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

ohhh my god we might actually be able to move out of this stupid fucking flat to somewhere nicer and cheaper. this would actually be a godsend. holy shit

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

Going to bed 3/4 of way thru Carmilla reading this blind is like the best thing ever. Bro Dracula WHO

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

the carmilla yuri is not fucking around girls youre not even 25 pages deep

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

think i just feel mad whenever ppl say VNs are an easy project as if writing an entire short story then adding visuals, music and sound, troubleshooting technical problems is somehow easier than any other 3hr scope game. all game design is hard different projects just lean on different pillars

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

have nothing to do but spin wool until my painkillers kick in (if they kick in 😰) been thinking about ways to get more practical exp w/ game dev - idk how long my job is gonna last+ my portfolio clearly isn't cutting it, so Ive been thinking a good use of time is maybe making VNs w public domain txt

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

didnt get my period for 3 blissful months because of stress (ironic) then woke up today and feel like i got body slammed by a truck

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

do you ever watch a piece of media and think you mustve had some kind of psychic mind link to it up until this point where it used a kind of sick mental puppetry to influence your work before you ever engaged with it. bc thats me with the crow 1994 rn

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

getting knocked out of my okay mood 15 min before 1st therapy appointment this is gonna go so badsly for me

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

Elderly family member in A+E. Another one insanely ill. Everyone’s nerves shot through and stressed trying to manage everything. I’d love if the world could leave the ppl I care about alone.

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

i h8 landlords + agents man you can be like 'we have black mould growing in the staircase' and theyre like 'damn that sucks ☹️ i guess we cant do anything about that' bestie they are establishing government back there

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

Our rent going up again 🙂🔫 wahoo.

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

Baby boy passed away in the night. Didn’t even last till his vet appt. Really fucking miserable tonight ngl

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

Is everything not hard enough. What the fuck ever man

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

My sweet little fucking cat has cancer. Im pissed off I told everyone I told all the people with the means the money the cars the vet info he was sick he wasn’t normal and no one paid any attention. My fucking cat is dead on his feet because no one fucking listened to me. I’m sick of it man

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 23/02/2026

Falling asleep but thinking when I’ve got time I wanna design a butchie hack and slash protag style chara for funsies. Why are all the action girlies high bar femmes where the goofy cunts in baggy jeans titty tape greasy hair and jackets with 547437 bullet holes in them

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

i cannae take rich ppl man. rot in their hearts and poison in their souls i hope the lot of their estates burn i hope their investments crash i hope they cant stand to look themselves in the mirror everyday every one of them is fucking loanshark scum

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 13/02/2026

whatvever the world if i wasnt stuck on this rollercoaster

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 13/02/2026

ik i have to start getting myself psyched up to start thinking about comms again n reorganising my slots n making new graphics and all those bells and whistles but if im being honest the reality of playling the socmed rat race n job hunt again is withering me somewhat

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 12/02/2026

Had a terrible dream I accidentally spent 1.5 grand on a single pull of a Leon S Kennedy mobile gacha game I downloaded as a joke which proceeded to ruined me financially and then I woke up with a terrible migraine

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 06/02/2026

reading thru some docs on victorian metaphysics today theyre doing sum crazy stuff in there

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 03/02/2026

Consequences of my week long 3-5 hr crash out sleep schedule finally kicked in and I accidentally slept for 10-11 hrs I’m like so cooked

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 01/02/2026

handed in the last bit of workload ive been struggling against i think january has finally been defeated

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 30/01/2026

omfg i got a tax refund. maybe 2026 will be so good actually

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 28/01/2026

I need to stop waking up at 2pm my sleep schedule is so boned right now. We aren’t getting enough hours of sunlight to play this game

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

wait i lied i have one new art. kamdred 2b pants explosion mechanic real not clickbait

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

Anyway being a creative lately feels like this

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

We cannae be serious lads. Indie job listing are getting too bold we have to start cyber bullying

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Random Access Memory @randomaccessmem0ry.bsky.social · 21/01/2026

This fatigue executive dysfunction whatever shit pissing me off I’m sick of it taking 5437436 years for me to do basic shit

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