𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 29/08/2026the scale not budging or going up instead of down for 2 weeks out of the month all bc of my period is such a sick cruel joke 010
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 03/08/2026so close to being in the 140s but it's taking forever. my goal is to be 139lbs or less by October 140
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 07/06/2026losing weight is great but somehow managing to lose weight while on my period feels god tier 010
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 05/06/2026back in the 150s finally. it feels so crazy to be back at this weight after so long 020
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 01/06/20261.9lbs away from being out of the 160's! literally will be the first time I'm in the 150s in almost 2 years 020
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 13/05/2026im really gonna try my best to be at or near my ugw by end of september/early october 010
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 13/05/2026well im finally back at the weight i was in like September. still have so much to lose tho. i just want to be able to wear my old clothes again but I'll literally have to lose AT LEAST 35lbs for that to happen, ugh 010
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 25/04/2026why has life just been a never ending cycle of one step forward, two steps back? im so exhausted 030
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 16/04/2026my partner's work hours are getting cut too so I have to start working soon and I haven't worked regularly in a couple years bc of my autism. and now if I dont hold a job we'll be fucked financially. i really wish su!cide was an option. 030
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 16/04/2026im so sick of feeling stressed and overstimulated constantly 020
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 02/04/2026it's sad how much prettier i get when i barely eat lol skin is clearer, face isn't bloated, i honestly look healthier like damn 030
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 30/03/2026ive lost almost 7lbs in a little over 2 weeks lol 020
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 30/03/2026finally out of the 180s and bmi under 30 for the first time in several months, yay 130
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 29/03/2026i really hate being disabled. im sick of relying on others financially & being a loser & a burden. i want to be able to pay for my own shit & not feel like i need permission since it isn't always my money. but i'll always be autistic & I'll always struggle to find/hold a job. fucking kill me already 020
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 29/03/2026the only thing i am looking forward to rn is losing weight. im almost out of the bmi 30s, i think I'll be bmi 29.9 tomorrow. but even that doesn't make me feel that great considering im still huge. but it's something ig 040
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 29/03/2026i wanna die and im absolutely miserable but at least im losing weight 130
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 29/03/2026it really hurts knowing i don't have the time and resources to succeed in life or pursue my dreams. literally doomed to be a loser bc i was born poor lmao 020
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 27/03/2026nothing ever changes. nothing will ever change 020
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 27/03/2026im so sick of always being an issue in relationships. i hate being autistic i fucking hate being this way. i ruin everything without even realizing it and im always a burden. i just want to die at this point 010
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 05/02/2026i don't think i'll ever be loved unconditionally 041
Reposted by 𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡Rogue BMI 🎃👻 @skinnyparker.bsky.social · 05/02/2026I've got to lose weight. 02814
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 05/02/2026i genuinely don't know what to do like i don't want to kms but it's getting to the point where i feel like thats the only option i can handle anymore and its a really dark place to be mentally especially as a parent. i need more help than im getting and than im able to get 130
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 05/02/2026it sucks being suicidal but it sucks even more when you become a mom. like at least before it was genuinely an option and now i feel like no matter how bad i want to i just can't bc my baby needs me and I'd miss them 050
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 01/02/2026im so tired of hearing everyone around me talk about exercising and losing weight when i literally can't. im even on meds to help w the binging and in therapy and nothing helps. and ofc everything else in life sucks rn too. i wish i could just die 160
Reposted by 𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 12/01/2026They're tear gassing us and going HOME TO HOME. They shot a journalist point blank with a concussion grenade. They're refusing to let our elected representatives do oversight. Idgaf what the overall purpose of this acc is WE'RE BEING INVADED. CALL YOUR REPS AND TELL THEM TO DO SOMETHING! WE NEED YOU 3178
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 13/01/2026since im actually obese rn im thinking about trying to get weight loss meds but idk if i can afford it rn 010
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 13/01/2026i love my partner but ik hes so tired of me being depressed about my body. he always tries to help but i can tell hes sick of it. and the only other person i can talk to about it doesnt care. i feel so alone 110
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 13/01/2026i know i shouldn't compare myself but it really hurts hearing friends talk about exercising regularly and losing weight, being healthy etc. meanwhile im maintaining/gaining bc im stuck at home w my baby alone for 45hrs a week & never have time on the weekends either. im so fat & disgusting rn 030
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 07/01/2026i should really just stop trying to make things better and be happy bc some shit always gets in the way. fuck it 140
Reposted by 𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡✧₊⁺ neyla ✧₊⁺ @neylaaa.bsky.social · 28/12/2025may the spirit of locking in possess me as january 1st approachesmedia.tenor.coma silhouette of a woman floating in the air with a window behind herALT: a silhouette of a woman floating in the air with a window behind her 03516
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 28/12/2025i honestly just wish i could kill myself. im just a burden and i know i'll never really be happy. i feel so guilty and disgusting. worthless 142
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 26/12/2025forever complaining about being huge but never actually stopping stuffing my face 0135
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 26/12/2025i used to be so skinny and pretty someone euthanize me please 041
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 26/12/2025having 60lbs to lose before i will even look skinny and then 15 more lbs after that to be at my ugw is so heartbreaking 040
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 25/12/2025one thing that i really miss about being skinny is that i could take pics at any angle in ugly clothes & no makeup and still feel pretty 0131
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 25/12/2025can't believe i have to spend christmas fat and ugly like what's wrong w me. i could have been skinny by now, fuck 050
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 22/12/2025i miss how good i used to be at restricting. i hate myself so much 040
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 22/12/2025so i accidentally got pregnant again 5 months postpartum and just had a medication abortion. needless to say, i gained so much. im scared to even weigh. i don't think I'll ever be skinny again tbh. ive been binging and i can't stop. 020
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 16/10/2025getting my brows, lashes and nails done on the 25th and planning to buy bleach and dye (hoping to go blonde) soon so that maybe I'll feel human again lmao 120
𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡ @r0ttingdoll.bsky.social · 16/10/2025thinking about getting some cute clothes so i can at least feel less disgusting even tho im huge 120
