quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 10/04/2026body is so tired. i just did a workout because i weighed myself today !! 😝 110
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 04/01/2026so anyways 2026 is gonna be my year !! ill come up w a plan later tdy i am wayyyy too fucking tired to atm .. 040
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 04/01/2026hiiii so i gained some weight and husband pointed it out and i am actually so disgusted now i think i will kms !! 030
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 19/09/2025i dont want to die but i feel like everyone would be better off without me 000
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 21/08/2025me when .. me when i cannot react normally (SOMEBODY SEDATE ME) 000
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 29/07/2025guys so i gained weight and i might fucking kms I FEEL SO SHIT RAHHH 000
Reposted by quill 💫✧₊⁺ neyla ✧₊⁺ @neylaaa.bsky.social · 29/07/2025how many more years can i get away with saying “this is my last year being fat”? like this is getting ridiculous, the first time i said that was like 7 years ago i just look like a fool atp 4323
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 15/06/2025i finally did it, i had the abortion unfortunately now i feel extremely suicidal and want to stab myself :p 460
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 14/06/2025okay well maybe i should just kms ! have my cake and eat it too 😝 010
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 07/06/2025back on that ED shit 🕺 (currently at 810 cals) im using Lose It! to track my calories :3c currently on a plan to lose 1 1/2 lbs per week i want to go harder but i also know that if i do i will start binge eating again 😞 (limit is 1k) also hoping to workout again cause i want to lose more hehe 010
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 24/05/2025sometimes i forget my bpd affects anyone but me until i explode or feel way too much and take it out on those around me me and my lover go to couples counseling and our therapist told me that i push him away out of a fear of being abandoned or rejected and fail to trust him the way he deserves 220
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 22/05/2025everytime i do anything i always end up wanting to kill myself just a little more. i am just so tired of feeling like a failure and a shit person . 000
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 09/05/2025oh my god im gonna start fucking tweaking WHAT ARE YOU ONNNNNNN BRUH 000
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 09/05/2025guys i am losing all desire to live i rlly need to see someone before i go insane 010
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 09/05/2025i need to see a therapist again cause i feel so deeply suicidal 000
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 09/05/2025everything hurts my emotionally fragile heart i wish i was just fucking normal or that i could just remove my emotions entirely ... what is the point of having the ability to feel empty if my brain DOESNT FUCKING USE IT RAH 000
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 06/05/2025alsoooo lowkey on the verge of relapsing in my ex (idk why i just feel like it's gonna creep up on me) .. so thats cool 😝 210
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 06/05/2025okayyyyy so life update !! i am pregnant (planning on getting an abortion) i have a job now (at a crystal shop!!) we got a dog :3 this week is going to be busy, i can just tell already 020
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 07/04/2025why would you say that, way to kill any passion i had 130
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 29/03/2025okay fuck me i guess ☺️🔫 thats fine its fine its cool 010
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 29/03/2025 i hate being so jealous can i just please be fucking normal IM ON MY MEDS!! I AM LISTENING TO A DOCUMENTARY AND DRAWING !! WHYY IS MY MIND SO AGAINST MEEEE !!!!!! RAHHHH I FUCKING HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE 040
Reposted by quill 💫alicent’s lady in waiting @venusv7per.bsky.social · 29/03/2025who up reminiscing on the childhood they coulda had 😹😹😹 4276
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 21/03/2025i love my husband but i am watching him play the sims and the outfits he chose for his sim are .. interesting ..... 020
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 17/03/2025i feel so stuck and so unproductive but so put down all the time i just feel so frustrated maybe i made a mistake maybe i should've been alone 010
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 12/03/2025sooooo its been a while :p i ended up moving with my husband to VA so thats been cool!! ive only been here like a week (2 this saturday) and its been nice :3 i feel so many good and bad things tho? idk its definitely just been interesting 030
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 23/02/2025i e being so unstable these meds need to be upped istg 010
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 23/02/2025guys i fucking hate having such obsessive issues i feel fucking crazy i deadass might relapse like so fucking honestly 000
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 03/02/2025yesterday was such a good day and today has been so awful ive been anxious and on the verge of crying and throwing up why do i somehow make small issues so massive i fucking hate everything about myself 020
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 02/02/2025guys life had been so stressful yesterday was so good and today is just awful ive been crying half of today 020
quill 💫 @quillspiked.bsky.social · 30/01/2025saving this thread for me later (whenever i actually get back into a honeymoon era # binging) 150
