pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 10/10/2026ive been isolating so much, and I feel lost. i don't have any sense of community or family anymore. i feel like all i do is work and recover. nothing is fulfilling or motivating. came back to bluesky because i am feeling a bit desperate 300
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 10/10/2026my difficulties with messaging people have become significantly worse the last few months, and I don't know how to fix it, and I don't know if i even can fix it. My brain is just broken. I am broken. I want to want to live, but I don't feel hopeful & I don't feel I have anything to look forward to 200
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 10/10/2026I need help, but I don't know what I need. Last night (10/8), on my way to work, I felt the last drop of my will to live dissipate. Being away from social media has been great, school gave me a moment of purpose, and I am still going to therapy... but the grief and pain have finally surmounted me. 110
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 26/05/2026I am going to uninstall Bluesky for now. I need a break from social media. I will keep telegram and discord, however, and people are free to reach out to me on there. My telegram is fussypupypaws and my discord is fussypupy. Feel free to reach out to me on those, but please be patient with replies 140
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 26/05/2026it is so hard to let go of friendships that long ;__; But sometimes it really is for the best. Y'all are always welcome to come and visit btw!! I am often awake at odd hours as well because of my overnight job. I would love to talk more & hang out more 💕 110
Reposted by pupyCSketch @csketch.bsky.social · 25/05/2026Do u think in the Pokemon universe they sell sexy Team Rocket roleplay costumes and people on PokeTumblr argue over whether it's problematic or not and one guy goes "actually my grandpa died during the Pokémon Tower takeover" 382214614
Reposted by pupyAlexis @mercurycastle.bsky.social · 25/05/2026deep sea car fish #furry #art #ocs 2634160
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 25/05/2026so i think I just... need to let it go for my sake & move my attention to the people who do show an active interest in wanting to be around me & in my life. I wish yall lived closer for hanging out cause I definitely would be wanting to come over ;0; maybe we could do some online gaming though? 120
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 25/05/2026None of the circles I actually do hang around in aren't actually making me feel left out. It's the circle that I want to be part of that doesn't seem to have any interest in having me around... but it includes several people in my found family so it has been a heartbreaking experience for me 120
Reposted by pupy1000 Eyes @1e0y0e0s.bsky.social · 18/07/2025this world is better with you in it this world is better with you in it this world is better with you in it this world is better with you in it this world is better with you in it this world is better with you in it this world is better with you in it 7884443
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 25/05/2026one of many things I mentioned in therapy is that I feel very lonely, which is something that is new to me, & Bliz's loss has made me acutely aware of it. I love the furry fandom, but I feel isolated from a lot of people. It's hard to not conclude that it's because I am AFAB & not a gay man 140
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 25/05/2026I cried so hard this session. I still hold so much guilt. but I also feel a release and I am feeling more optimistic for once. I know it is going to be hard for me for a while, but I am going to try and fight for my life and get better 030
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 25/05/2026This prompted me to decide to take out my phone in front of him and delete every instance I had of the link. I will confess that I was holding onto it in case I wanted to use the guide. Part of me is mad I deleted it, but a large part feels more relaxed & safer. I really needed to do that. 130
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 25/05/2026i am so so glad I am going to therapy. My therapist is helping a bunch I think. We were going through the sui**de prevention work sheet and going through things to help. A big break through we had was him mentioning the website Bliz used to help them leave this world & how I had the link. 140
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 25/05/2026you are right and I know you are. I hope my heart can learn to know it's not my fault too. It does at least know that Bliz would never want me to blame myself, I always hear it in their voice. The last gift they gave to me was to tell me they loved me before going & I try to hold onto that 000
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 25/05/2026therapy today. very glad i started this when I did because I like... knew logically that things would get worse but I really didn't know just how worse it would get and how much I would need it 010
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 25/05/2026this is ridiculously adorable ;__; i love how soft this is and the pose and expression. lovely art 000
Reposted by pupy🫧🏳️⚧️🐰 @safesoft.bsky.social · 25/05/2026trying to learn colored pencils...! 1444773
Reposted by pupyjenny tightpants @jtp.bsky.social · 25/05/2026big computer is conspiring to take away the only thing i've ever actually liked: the computer 212963687
Reposted by pupymelon fella @melonfella.neocities.org · 24/05/2026moooooo @highlandkall.bsky.social 101935337
Reposted by pupychira 🎋 @artofchira.bsky.social · 24/05/2026"this piece of media has gross stuff in it" man damn that sucks, did you talk to your mom about how the parental controls aren't working 698733813
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 24/05/2026i have had worse shifts but i am obviously just at the end of my rope here 020
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 24/05/2026left work crying because coworkers were upset about patient care and I was already upset about it too but it just pushed me over so I just left. It was 30 min past my time to leave but I was staying to help & would have stayed longer but... no. I am already hurting so much. I don't need more. 120
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 24/05/2026getting my ass kicked by work tonight and I just don't have my usual resilience and optimism to help me through it 130
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 24/05/2026I know there were many straws, but I think having the most important person to them on the brink & not listening to them about pulling back & taking a break & feeling like they were losing me was the final one for them 200
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 24/05/2026Just read a message from Bliz's mom asking me and trying to make sense of what triggered Bliz to leave us and I don't know what to tell her because I do genuinely believe that I was a pushing point for Bliz because I was losing my mind & was full of hopelessness right before they died 100
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 24/05/2026true... And I am also going to have to move as well this summer so that will make things difficult. I suppose it doesn't hurt to at least try with some of them ;; thank you for the push Elly 010
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 24/05/2026changed my instagram profile to indicate I left it and uninstalled it. Hopefully it will lessen my doom scrolling 020
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 24/05/2026thinking of deleting all of my socials. it's just depressing me. 100
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 24/05/2026Thank you, this is a perspective I have never seen before and it is very informative. appreciate it 💕 020
Reposted by pupyTaffy (frightful)🍬🐇🎃 @taffywabbit.bsky.social · 20/05/2026a big beency-bouncy bunnytaur for my pal @moonlitceleste.bsky.social! yippee wahoo hooray, it's a wonderful bunderful day! 15966298
Reposted by pupyIron Spike @ironspike.bsky.social · 24/05/2026YUP. This is why ppl actually acknowledgeable in industries... publishing, gaming, biotech, etc... are literally ignored when they say "That's dumb. That makes no sense, and no one will buy that." re: startups. There is no intent to EVER get something to customers. That's some other guy's problem. 1653187
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 23/05/2026Journaling has been helpful for me the last couple of months since my partner passed, but I hadn't heard of feelings journaling! I am 35 & have never had such loud feelings before.. they were generally so dull & hard to reach, even the happy ones. Now everything is turned up to 100 & I feel so raw 040
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 23/05/2026Thank you 🥹 I really appreciate you pointing this out. Also, my deepest condolences for your loss of your friend. The pain of loss is so very difficult, and my gosh, to find out on a cruise sounds uniquely awful. May your journey of grief be paved with all the support, love, & space you need ❤️🩹 110
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 23/05/2026I have been trying for a decade to get back in touch with my emotions after a lifetime of necessary numbness, but grief has been the thing that has kicked me the most into feeling more in touch with my feelings. It has been rough to say the least. Definitely gonna read this book. Thank you. 140
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 23/05/2026"grief is love persisting" is something I really really needed to hear. Glad to have stumbled upon this. Thank you 020
Reposted by pupyCrow's Nest Comics @crowsnest.quest · 23/05/2026The King County Library System is looking for input on their exploration on genAI tools. If you're a King County resident attend one of these listening sessions (some are online) and make your voice heard! kcls.bibliocommons.com/v2/events?q=... 25546
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 23/05/2026being alone for them didn't bother me in the past, but with Bliz gone the loneliness is deafening & brings with it the darkest clouds it has ever brought. I don't know if I can do it anymore for that alone. I also really really miss Jason and Tasuni & want to see them more 100
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 23/05/2026my calendar is full of petsitting and I am not looking forward to it. I suppose I could cancel them, but all of these have been planned since January, and I don't want to make my people look for someone else. I think I might stop petsitting after this summer though... 100
pupy @pupy.bsky.social · 23/05/2026thank you, Jolee, I needed to hear all of that ;__; it is really really hard, & I feel guilty for collapsing under it all when I see others making it through what seems far worse & persevering nonetheless. I hope the storms calm down for us both soon friend 000
Reposted by pupyRomeTwin @romecartoons.bsky.social · 22/05/2026hey seattle locals, y'all know the community made skate park at cal anderson park in capitol hill? the fences around it have been torn down and the city is looking to replace it (and the other fenced sporting areas) with pickle ball courts. here's a petition to help stop that! c.org/ZRrmz2dSmfc.orgSign the PetitionSave Cal Anderson skate park 41509422
Reposted by pupyMark Lambert (Now on VGen) @remanance.bsky.social · 22/05/2026"Good fortune costs extra". Reva the Dragon Mystic. She's available below as an adoptable along with her 3d files ✨ 31546235
Reposted by pupyMar Cromwell 🌹 > BLFC @marandart.bsky.social · 22/05/2026Did you lose a quiggle at #Furlandia ?? I couldn't resist rescuing them, hmu if you want your guy back 383
Reposted by pupy⚡ 𝐒𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐄𝐃𝐆𝐄 🐊✨ @squeedge.bsky.social · 22/05/2026Gonna bump this again- thank you so much for the help I received so far ❤️ 17574
