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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

and i will pretend that i don't know of your sins until you are ready to confess

𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I remember the dream, hearing my grandma, seeing her… Which you’d think was a good thing. But it destroyed me after realizing I watched her waste away, and I snapped hardcore yesterday. Did I dissociate again? Probably.

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Cadence @sewnwithstars.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I barely remember yesterday other than crying and that’s weird.

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Got some cigs! I think I’m better after sleeping? But like I still need weed-

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I’m so hurt and everyone is shoving me away today It makes me wanna r3laps3

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I’m tired of being weak I’m tired of worrying I’m tired of being a bother I want it to end And it it won’t

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

i'll have to learn to be somebody else. it's been you and me since before i was me. without you， i don't yet know quite how to live.

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I’m actually trying not to panic bc anxiety attack is trying to pop up

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

you control my life i feel like a fucking puppet

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I might get 2 drinks and some bomb ass food tomorrow idc im happy for it

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Idc tomorrow im gonna try drinking in the afternoon I want one now ffs

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

If you’re gonna drown my pain out with your own, you’re a shit person for making it all about you.

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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

me wanting to be worse is clashing with therapy and meds

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

i'm not a good person， i'm barely a person at all. but someday i'll be perfect， and i'll make up for it all.

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Upset with me. And of course my husband is mad at me. It all happened when I woke up. So I’m here, emotionally distraught without weed or cigs.

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Idk but I had a dream with my grandma in it. It’s bittersweet because I miss her but this was the same woman who thought I made up my mental illnesses. So I’m naturally confused and crying which brought in hallucinations of a person whom I hate. I messaged them to stop yelling, now they’re

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I’m just gonna go hard on my meds and make my own self high because fuck this shit

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nakiso quote bot @nakiso.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Pull the trigger. Please…

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Nothing like being yelled at when someone is punching a wall continuously and I react I fucking hate it here

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

Comment I read: This song hits harder than my dad’s belt. Me, remembering how I got whipped with a belt: Yeah, pretty accurate information here.

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

i was mature for my age but i was still!! a !! child!!

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

So 🌸's simp, 🌀, is telling me he almost got beat up by an old lady... I'm laughing my ass off. Seriously.

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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

#obslove #obslovesky

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

Got weed and cigs. Still a little out of it, but I rather would be out of it with Grammies in my system.

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

Depression dream…. One where my mom ignores me and gives the attention to my brother. Like always.

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

I think my goal is complete for now. I admit, the work was a little sloppy…. But I got it done and have been able to get a small sense of peace.

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

I know! It just seems much more peaceful than what I grew up with. I feel like respect in Korean culture was essential too. I wanna try Korean food, but I’m allergic to radish. (Still, I found kimchi at a store without radish!) Just… I want to move there so fucking bad.

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

Woke up from a dream, panicking. I’m currently smoking a cig, waiting for the anxiety med to kick in.

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

Mom: compliments me on ⭐️ving myself Me: wants to do it more

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

That is a really shitty thing to lie about. Also, you’re Korean? Omg! That’s really cool! (I am starting to fall in love with Korean culture a bit)

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

I think it’s funny how people think I’ll take an op!oid 4 times a day when I know that I shouldn’t… But also know that since I shouldn’t I’m rationing it out to get fucked up one night. Everyone thinks I’m being cautious because add!ction, but no. i actually want to save it to get fuuuuucked up

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𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 @pinkcigs.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

WAIT I HAVE 12 DAYS WORTH I’m so haaaapppyyyy Might pop 1 and a half tomorrow morning!

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