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legenddoll.bsky.social @legenddoll.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
Tearain BJD Handmade Nakamura Cross Set for 1/6/ob22/ob24 Girl Ball-jointed doll legenddoll.net/s/5EM6jX #balljointeddoll #bjdphotography #bjddoll #dollstagram #abjd #bjdstagram #bjddoll
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
wow i used to be really fucked up huh?
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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗰 . @theirmusings.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
so, i risk it all just to be with you & i risk it all for this life we choose.
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Kat Abughazaleh @katmabu.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
sorry if I seem weird and intense now, it’s because I’m now weird and intense
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
i'm not having as many bad days as i used to have i think i'm getting better? i am not meeting fishie for crisises anymore
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
my new headmate's pretty chill
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
if i were stupider i would be happier
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— MITSKI LYRICS ♪🐈 @mitski-lyrics.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
I haven't told anyone, just like we promised Have you?
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KAngel quote bot <3 @0mgkawaiiang3l.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
LIFE stands for Losing Initiative Fuck Everything ✌️
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
what do i have to do to feel less unstable?
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
cutting speaks to me tonight...i want...slice
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
i miss Toru...i really do
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
Hey when, I tumble asleep And I wake up to the beat I can never retrieve A cause to leave Or to get up and be What morning me will need Is there a peace Left for me?
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
#obslove #obslovesky
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𝐀 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐄 —ᡣ𐭩 @cyberkiss.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
BACK TO THE KITTY CUZ SHE KINDA PRETTY. I CANT STOP LOOKING AT HER T- T- T- T- FACE!
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
#obslove #obslovesky
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
i didn't think you were also like this fuck... why are you like this too dad?
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
Feeling's different than believing Lots of feelings are deceiving I don't care if I'm bleeding I'd rather be dying than this nightmare that I'm dreaming of
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
i miss him...i miss him...
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 08/08/2026
I WANT 🪳
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 08/08/2026
i miss 🪳.
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⠀ᴹᵉᵐᵉⁿᵗᵒ╱ 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐈 @veilofmortality.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
I think there’s something wrong with me. I don’t know. I feel very weird. I think I’m having a panic attack.
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
they will get rid of usthey will get rid of usthey will get rid of usthey will get rid of usthey will get rid of usthey will get rid of usthey will get rid of usthey will get rid of usthey will get rid of usthey will get rid of usthey will get rid of usthey will get rid of usthey will get rid of ust
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
i genuinely do not give a shit, i wanna die
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
°:. *₊ ° . | 22/07 i wonder if 🪳 is doing okay....are they happy? #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
°:. *₊ ° . | 20/07 i miss 💉. i know they probably miss me too, they should. absolutely should miss me, too. #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 19/07/2026
°:. *₊ ° . | 19/07 bro never picked an emote but the moment they do, i will be posting them under that emote instead, idk #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 19/07/2026
°:. *₊ ° . | 19/07 i miss 💉. i really miss 💉. #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 19/07/2026
°:. *₊ ° . | 19/07 drooling all over while my arms bleed out dry in the sun is how i should go. #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
°:. *₊ ° . | 16/07 i love 💉 and i know they will come to love me eventually... i just have to wait, i hope they front more... imagine if they did become a frequent fronter? i'd be so happy... #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
°:. *₊ ° . | 16/07 i need to give them an emote to talk about them don't i? hmm what about 💉? well i miss 💉 a bit. i think to myself that i wanna improve for 💉 but i never know what to do to improve myself. it is a constant cycle of obsession and possession #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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Raine 森 @landmineguy.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
If im being honest, I'm stuck somewhere between try harder and why bother
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KAngel quote bot <3 @0mgkawaiiang3l.bsky.social · 10/07/2026
im so sick of everything lets just drop everything and go out i wanna go see the ocean
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— MITSKI LYRICS ♪🐈 @mitski-lyrics.bsky.social · 10/07/2026
I have, I have, I watch a dream breaking Breaking, breaking, breaking me Away from my cliff, I am looking down from
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𝐀 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐄 —ᡣ𐭩 @cyberkiss.bsky.social · 10/07/2026
like a dog i stayed by his side to the end , no matter how much he hurt me
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
°:. *₊ ° . | 08/07 i wanna kill myself so badly without you, i miss you so much but they keep saying you were bad for me. #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
please come back, come look for me...come look for me...olease please pelase please please
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
FUCK I HATE MY HEADMATES SO MUCH FOR EVEN BLOCKING YOU I WANT THEM ALL GONE I CAN'T STAND THIS
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
i miss you...i miss you so much... i miss you even if you were bad for me...
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 29/06/2026
I'd say, see you later, if I thought I'd see you later And I'd tell you, that I loved you, if I did It's so strange, deciding, how to feel about it It's such strange, emotion, standing there beside it 💠
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 13/05/2026
°:. *₊ ° . | 13/05 i'm losing track of time, track of days, everything is ruined and nothing is salvageable... maybe i should delete everything... who knows? no, i shouldn't people care for me but he seems to be disappointed in me, at last, i knew it. #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 13/05/2026
°:. *₊ ° . | 06/05 i don't wanna move, i don't wanna go anywhere, i frel like shit #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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🎀🍓StrawberryRaven🧁🎀 @pinkysweets.bsky.social · 13/05/2026
♪♫ 6 little eggs on the run ♪♫
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 12/05/2026
°:. *₊ ° . | 12/05 GOD IT'S SOOO COOLD OUT AND I MISS 🪳 SO MUCH FUCK MY LIFE #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 09/05/2026
I don't need anyone...I don't need anyone... I'm too scared of being hurt again.
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 06/05/2026
°:. *₊ ° . | 06/05 feeling unwanted and useless. feeling replaced and tossed aside... #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 02/05/2026
°:. *₊ ° . | 02/05 forced to go outside, ts pmo fr fr #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 01/05/2026
°:. *₊ ° . | 01/05 i...miss...🪳... #n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
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n-san <3 @nanashi-nihil.bsky.social · 01/05/2026
Without downloading anything new where are you mentally?
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