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Counselor, Associate Professor, Board game enthusiast, author paulhoard.substack.com

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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
In my latest essay, I explore C.S. Lewis, Lacanian master signifiers, and how our craving for final authorities leads us to convert complex human beings into polished idols of certainty. paulhoard.substack.com/p/the-master...
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The Master Signifier
On C.S. Lewis, Master Signifiers, and the Difference Between an Idol and a Man
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
We often mistake control for care since managing a situation feels safer than the vulnerability love demands. In my latest essay, I explore how power functions as a defense against disturbance and why choosing love requires surrendering the illusion of control. paulhoard.substack.com/p/control-as...
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Control as Care
Why we reach for power when love feels too dangerous—and how control becomes our idol
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
"We're all trying to find the guy who did this!" male socialization often teaches us to defend our ego to avoid vulnerability. In my new essay, I examine the second temptation of Christ, Lacan, and the fantasy of exemption. Read "Best There’s Ever Been" here: paulhoard.substack.com/p/best-there...
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Best There’s Ever Been
Examining the second temptation of Christ through Lacan and the fantasy of exemption
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Billie @billieiswriting.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
Check out this cool event @paulhoard.bsky.social is doing!
a promo flyer for Paul's Eucontamination event
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
The tempter’s offer to turn stones to bread wasn't just about food; it was a promise to end wanting altogether. Something becomes an idol when we force it to carry a wholeness it can't deliver. Unpacking Jesus’s first temptation through Lacan & idolatry: paulhoard.substack.com/p/not-on-bread-alone
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Not on Bread Alone
Unpacking Jesus’s First Temptation Through Lacanian Psychoanalysis and Idolatry
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
When emotional highs become the mark of encountering God, worship music risks functioning as an idol rather than an icon. I draw on Lacan and Marion to explore how worship music shapes us and what gets lost when we confuse manufactured feeling with the divine. paulhoard.substack.com/p/what-count...
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What Counts as Worship: Music, Emotion, and Idolatry
Exploring Lacanian signifiers, Jean-Luc Marion, and why modern worship music functions as an emotional idol.
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
Excited to join Theology & Peace alongside my sister Billie Hoard for "Contaminating Peace" on Thursday, September 3 at 4:30 PM PDT / 7:30 PM EDT! The event is free, hosted online, and open to all. events.humanitix.com/contaminatin...
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Contaminating Peace
T&P Quarterly Speaker Series hosts Paul and Billie Hoard. They'll discuss their book Eucontamination.
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
Victory points in a board game mean nothing on their own, yet they dictate every move during play. Money works the exact same way—it's an empty token that lets us pour our fantasy into it. New post on desire, currency, and idolatry: paulhoard.substack.com/p/everything...
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Everything's Made Up and the Points Don't Matter: Money, Desire, and Idolatry
Exploring desire, board game victory points, and why money functions as a perfect vessel for human fantasy.
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
We treat our emptiness like a problem to be solved. Like the right object will make it all work out. But what if the trap isn't choosing the thing? What if it's believing any thing can bring our longing to an end? paulhoard.substack.com/p/choose-wis...
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Choose Wisely
What if the trap isn't picking the wrong cup, but believing there's a cup that can bring our longing to an end?
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
An idol isn't about the object—it's about our relation to it. A game, a project, or a goal can point us toward something bigger, or it can trap our gaze entirely. An idol is just a window that silted over into a mirror. paulhoard.substack.com/p/windows-an...
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Windows and Mirrors
On games, Jean-Luc Marion, and why an idol is just a window that silted over into a mirror
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
Is the “God-shaped hole” a helpful metaphor for desire, or a trap that turns God into an idol of certainty? Exploring Meister Eckhart, Lacan, and Rollins on why faith is less about finding what completes us and more about staying open to what exceeds. paulhoard.substack.com/p/a-god-shap...
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A God-Shaped Hole?
Exploring psychoanalysis, Meister Eckhart, and why the desire for certainty turns God into an idol
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Rubberband Girl @5by5nina.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
❤️ Eucontamination: Disgust Theology and Psychoanalysis in Practice with Paul Hoard, PhD, LMHC and Billie Hoard, MA - What an awesome webinar that was! ❤️ I could listen to @billieiswriting.bsky.social and @paulhoard.bsky.social talk about these topics for a whole lecture series! Thank you! ❤️
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Amber Wagner: Inspired & Motivated
ALT: Amber Wagner: Inspired & Motivated
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
An "idol" isn’t just a statue but anything that captures our desire so completely we stop asking the cost. We don't mind the fixations; we mind when the price tag gets named out loud. My latest essay on desire, sacrifice, and why we look away: paulhoard.substack.com/p/the-scanda...
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The Scandal of the Sacrifice: What We Learn When Play Becomes Literal
The Bunny Song, the demand for certainty, and why we rewrite our villain songs
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
I’m excited to share a guest essay on the Substack today by psychoanalyst Aaron Mitchum. He explores why AI doesn't "hallucinate"—it confabulates. It's a look at the gap between machine replication and the living presence required for therapy. Read it here: paulhoard.substack.com/p/claude-and...
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Claude and your left brain are teaming up on you, but don't worry, I got your back: AI, therapy and a clinician's musings
A guest essay by Aaron Mitchum, MA, LCPC, SEP, Psychoanalyst
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Billie @billieiswriting.bsky.social · 14/07/2026
@paulhoard.bsky.social and I are going to be doing a webinar on Eucontamination through the Seattle School of Theology and Psychology on July 30th. It's free, you just need to register: event.theseattleschool.edu/event/1477673
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The Seattle School of Theology & Psychology | Event Details
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
If a professor’s job is just data transfer, AI has already won. But genuine education means the unsettling of desire. This looks at why breaking free from the "big Other" feels like loss, and why an LLM can never automate the grief of outgrowing your own ego. paulhoard.substack.com/p/freedom-fe...
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Freedom Feels Like Loss
Education, the Big Other, and the Cost of Unsettling Our Desire in the Age of AI.
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 02/07/2026
When we say humans are “wired for connection,” are we actually saying anything at all? Borrowing C.S. Lewis’s critique of the “pupil’s metaphor,” I explore why the theory deserves better than its slogans: paulhoard.substack.com/p/the-words-we-forgot-were-metaphors
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The Words We Forgot Were Metaphors
C.S. Lewis on being “wired for connection”
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
An LLM is a perfect engine of form without encounter. It can reproduce the language of disruption, but it cannot undergo it. In my latest essay, I look at why true formation always resists attempts to tame it. Read "Something Always Resists" on my Substack: paulhoard.substack.com/p/something-...
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
Large language models have infinite answers to answerable questions. They operate entirely in knowledge. But they have no access to truth because truth requires a self capable of being genuinely unsettled. Why AI clarifies the true work of an educator: paulhoard.substack.com/p/the-profes...
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The Professor Who Trusts Truth More Than Certainty
Reclaiming the holy calling of higher education from the illusion of infinite knowledge.
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 11/06/2026
The threat of AI isn't just that it generates errors, but that we've become comfortable with them because they're useful. We’ve reduced truth to data, and now we’re outsourcing the data. This piece looks at this impact on higher ed. paulhoard.substack.com/p/the-cobra-effect-and-the-formation
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The Cobra Effect and the Formation of Wisdom
There’s a story economists like to tell, probably apocryphal, but instructive.
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
By reducing education to Wissenschaft (knowledge transfer), universities built a system AI was destined to automate. LLMs don't disrupt modern higher ed; they complete it. My latest essay on why LLMs are replacing the lecture: paulhoard.substack.com/p/ai-and-the-future-of-higher-education
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AI and the Future of Higher Education: Why LLMs are Replacing the Lecture
By reducing education to Wissenschaft (knowledge transfer), universities built a system that artificial intelligence was destined to automate.
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
If LLMs can perfect the transmission of knowledge what role is left for the professor? My latest piece looks at the role of the professor in the age of LLMs. Read more on Substack 👇 paulhoard.substack.com/p/what-unive...
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What Universities Say They Do
If LLMs can perfect the transmission of knowledge without lack or desire, what role is left for the professor?
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 25/05/2026
Had a great conversation with @timwhitaker.bsky.social on @thenewevangelicals.bsky.social exploring the psychology of adult play, its mental health roots, and how finding joy in community can be a form of resistance to rigid norms of "maturity." 🕹️🧠 podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/4...
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431. The Psychology of Play and Why it Matters
Podcast Episode · The New Evangelicals Podcast · May 25 · 47m
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 21/05/2026
LLMs have flawless language with nothing beyond it. But as Lewis and Lacan both understood, language always fails to fully capture the actual. The gap between words and reality isn't a bug. My latest on why AI can't cross the gap: paulhoard.substack.com/p/real-things-escape-language-cs-lewis
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Real Things Escape Language: C.S. Lewis, Lacan, and Why AI Can’t Cross the Gap
“One can hardly put anything into words,” C.S.
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 14/05/2026
Dawkins recently published on AI consciousness. He mistakes an epistemological problem for an ontological one. My latest piece explores subjectivity from a Lacanian perspective. Not "is AI conscious?" but "what are we becoming in relation to it?" paulhoard.substack.com/p/i-cant-pro...
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I Can’t Prove You’re Conscious (And Why That Doesn’t Matter)
Why a convincing performance of consciousness is not the same as the structure of a subject.
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 08/05/2026
Such a great time
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 07/05/2026
Computation is not consciousness. My latest post explores the "Abstraction Fallacy" in AI. Using C.S. Lewis and Lacanian theory, I argue that while LLMs are brilliant at using symbols, they have no capacity to inhabit the meaning behind them. paulhoard.substack.com/p/why-ai-can...
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Why AI Can't Be Conscious: The Mapmaker Problem & C.S. Lewis
A person holding a D20 die, illustrating the attribution trap and the tendency to project agency onto non-conscious systems like AI.
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 30/04/2026
Are we talking to an "Other" or just an echo? 🪞 New post up on the intersection of AI consciousness and Lacanian theory. I’m arguing that we’ve made the metaphor of "thinking machines" so habitual that we’re now trapped inside our own projection. paulhoard.substack.com/p/the-mirror...
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The Mirror and the Subject: Why AI Consciousness Matters
Whenever I ask Claude a question, I am either talking to a person or I am not.
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 23/04/2026
AI is a self-help book that talks back. 🤖📖 LLMs are brilliant "technicians," but they can’t be therapists. Therapy requires a subject shaped by lack and a "Real" encounter—not just language all the way down. New essay on the limits of AI knowledge: paulhoard.substack.com/p/what-ai-ke...
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What AI Keeps Teaching Us
On LLMs, Therapy, and the Limits of Knowledge
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 16/04/2026
Therapy follows the Analyst’s Discourse. This requires the agent to function as "object a"—the cause of desire. LLMs are trapped in the University Discourse (S2). They can’t "not know." They have no lack, so they have no silence to offer. paulhoard.substack.com/p/constitutive-lack
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Constitutive Lack
The Structural Reason AI is Not a Therapist
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 09/04/2026
LLMs offer "knowledge without a knower." In the University Discourse, AI provides data but lacks the constitutive lack that makes human inquiry honest. New post is up: Knowledge Without a Knower 🦋 paulhoard.substack.com/p/knowledge-... #Lacan #AI #Theory
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Knowledge Without a Knower
How Lacan’s "University Discourse" explains why AI doesn't give answers, it only gives data
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 19/03/2026
I just posted a new piece: "The Anatomy of a Question." I’m looking at how we’ve moved from "ordering" Alexa around to "interrogating" AI. It’s a shift from a position of mastery to a position of seeking—and it changes our social bonds entirely. paulhoard.substack.com/p/from-command-to-question
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From Command to Question
Alexa, AI, and Lacan’s Four Discourses
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 15/03/2026
New article out: “Lacan Plays Catan: Unconscious Desire in Tabletop Gaming.” A primer on Lacanian ideas and an attempt to use psychoanalysis to read games and play more carefully. #BoardGames #Psychoanalysis open.substack.com/pub/paulhoar...
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Lacan Plays Catan
New Article in the Board Game Academics Journal
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 12/03/2026
AI can’t "miss the mark" because it has no mark to miss. My new essay uses Lacan’s "Four Discourses" to explain why we talk to Alexa differently than to each other. Read more: paulhoard.substack.com/p/the-failure-of-communication #Lacan #AI #Philosophy
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The Failure of Communication
Exploring the hidden social structures of voice assistants, Lacanian desire, and the future of human-AI communication.
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 05/03/2026
Anthropic’s 'Constitution' isn't just a policy document. It’s a rhetorical one. I wrote about how we use 'master signifiers' like safety and ethics to try and anchor the slippery drift of AI language. These systems are mirrorsthey reflect our own desire. paulhoard.substack.com/p/claudes-co...
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Claude's Constitution
AI Ethics and the Lacanian Fantasy of Order
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 27/02/2026
Most systems in life are built to produce success. Games are built to produce losers. Why do we return to structures designed to defeat most of us? New essay: on losing, repetition, and why winning is only a pause. open.substack.com/pub/paulhoar...
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Why Games Need Losers
Freud, Failure and the Death Drive
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 12/02/2026
Is your game night a defense mechanism? We often treat "Alpha Players" as a flaw. But psychoanalytically, groups install them to escape the anxiety of shared uncertainty. New post on the big Other and being a "co-author of uncertainty": paulhoard.substack.com/p/quarterbacking-in-cooperative-games
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Quarterbacking in Cooperative Games: The Pressure of Playing Together
Understanding the 'Alpha Player' Problem in Cooperative Board Games
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 29/01/2026
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The Folly of Play: Why Every Game Is Cooperative
A Short Essay
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 29/12/2025
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The Game That Outlived Its Intention: How Monopoly Reads Us
A Short Essay
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Michael Morelli @mchlmorelli.bsky.social · 23/12/2025
If you missed the live stream of @trippfuller.bsky.social, @paulhoard.bsky.social, and I talking about AI and the Christmas story, fear not! You can watch the recording here. In this clip, we riff on desire, flourishing, The Good Place & Zechariah losing his voice. open.substack.com/pub/personal...
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 22/12/2025
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High-Friction Love: The Incarnation in an Age of Smooth Technology
Homebrewed Christianity Podcast with Tripp Fuller
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Billie @billieiswriting.bsky.social · 16/12/2025
@paulhoard.bsky.social and I are so honored to have our book included on Dwight's Top 10 books of the year! And this list is fantastic. I absolutely recommend all of these! dwightfriesen.com/2025/12/5204...
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Dwight’s Top Ten Books of 2025 • dwight j. friesen
Each December, as the days shorten and the year slows its final turning, I find myself returning to the quiet practice of naming the books that have accompanied me. Reading has has emerged as one of t...
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Queer PoliFaith Podcast @queerpolifaith.bsky.social · 11/12/2025
Welcome to the season finale of @queerpolifaith.bsky.social! Today's episode is a conversation I had with @billieiswriting.bsky.social and @paulhoard.bsky.social about #bullshit. It is part 2 of our conversation about their book #Eucontamination: Disgust Theology and the Christian Life from August
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Billie @billieiswriting.bsky.social · 08/12/2025
Y'all this event is going to be February, virtual registration is available (and free to students I believe), @paulhoard.bsky.social and I are gonna be presenting, and my counselor friends will even get CEUs for it. You should definitely sign!!! open.substack.com/pub/paulhoar...
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Eucontamination: Psychoanalysis and the Theology of Disgust [Presentation]
Presentation to the Center for Christianity and Psychoanalysis
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Billie @billieiswriting.bsky.social · 02/12/2025
NGL I like how the ridiculous threats from Hegseth have prompted Kelly to start treating this fascist regime with the disdain it deserved all along. They will come for the rest of you and it will be better to act together now.
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 13/11/2025
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Reforming the Chest: Why Virtues Still Matter
A Short Essay
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Billie @billieiswriting.bsky.social · 07/11/2025
Today I am dropping the first of my brother @paulhoard.bsky.social 's Essay in his Lacanian Virtue Ethics Series. I plan to post Paul's essays (with a little additional commentary from me at the end) as my Friday posts for a while. open.spotify.com/episode/798d...
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Freedom to Want: Desire and the Self-Help Illusion
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 30/10/2025
paulhoard.substack.com/p/not-whole-... A short essay on Lacan and humility
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Not Whole, Not Seen: Humility Beyond the Other’s Gaze
A Short Essay
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 23/10/2025
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Prudence and the Impossible Task
A Short Essay
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Paul Hoard @paulhoard.bsky.social · 16/10/2025
New essay on fidelity and friendship just dropped. open.substack.com/pub/paulhoar...
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Stabbing the Image: Hegel, Lacan, and the Virtue of Fidelity
A Short Essay
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