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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

(joke: perimenopause + the perry the platypus thing)

Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

sitting in the waiting room of an OBGYN and i hear someone in the back office say "...menopause? [beat] PERRY the menopause????" and it took everything in me to not start fucking cackling

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

i gotta remember that actually my best is pretty good and it isnt my fault that folks werent satisfied with that because they wanted way more than i am capable of in ways that i cannot provide its nice being with people now who are p good about reminding me that my best is more than enough for them

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

man idk, people are hard, life is confusing, im doin my best, but christ sometimes i wish i could do less than my best and be successful instead of wearing myself out doing my best just to fall on my face anyway

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

but then. the friend didnt call me a narcissist, lie to my face repeatedly about their intentions, make me homeless, and try to steal my cat. so. i guess there's that.

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

feels weird grieving a change in a friendship (that you didn't realize until someone else brought it up) harder than the sudden and violent death spiral of a 10-year relationship but i guess thats life

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ADHD Memes @adhdforreal.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

realized after it was brought to my attention that actually I had *a lot* of OCD behaviors that I just assumed were normal/regular ass mental illness and coping mechanisms. Nope. Lmao

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

i had someone with OCD be like "so ur showing really bad OCD behaviors about x" and I took it to my therapist and she was like "y'know that's not the traditional diagnostic criteria but it does make sense" and then i got my prozac upped to help with the obsessions and started improving immediately

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

interesting thing about being a disabled person who hangs out with primarily other disabled people: peer review rates are through the roof. I keep getting "so I have this and you're acting like I do about x" and going to my therapist like "hey do you think..." and getting "oh yeah that tracks"

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

not lazy. disabled and in a lot of pain.

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

google maps needs a directions setting for "i do not care how many times i have to change lines or how long i have to wait just give me the route with the least possible walking"

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

turns out living with people who actually want to talk to and spend time with you makes you way less likely to post ur dumb ass brain drivel online i should ask them to remind me to post the silly shit i say sometimes

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ScARRRRGHy Gorgon @scarygorgon.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Bye Tim Curry. You made pollution weirdly sexy and confused a lot of millennial kids with that. Sleep well.

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

Fun Science Fact Of The Day: A Dyson Sphere is a theoretical scientific construction where you put a whole bunch of vacuum cleaners around the sun to suck up all the energy.

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

corruption of champions except you took the portal on purpose with informed consent and now you're gleefully making your libido and xenophilia everyone else's problem "ser u are supposed to be fucking the sexy humanoid bees please get away from the ent knothole ur gonna get splinters"

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

also i have been informed that no i really do have strong dad vibes esp w the way i dress and my music tastes lmao (and the fact that my humor is like 86.4% dad jokes) ive gone from Eldritch Auncle to Eldritch EnbyDad it seems and actually im kinda okay w that

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

theyre also willing to go at my own pace wrt: spicy stuff and trauma recovery with zero pressure at all and thats... rly nice actually because i *want* to be able to Do Stuff physically instead of just RP and teasing scenarios and stuff. like im still ace(/aego) but its fun and important for them so

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

the fact that theyre very vocal about being physically attracted to me helps a lot too ngl. i get told im hot while doing stuff i never considered hot, and complimented for my voice, and just??? holy fuck someone who isnt clearly a chaser just trying to get pussy actually being attracted to me???

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

its funny how context changes things bc all it took for me to go from "someone has to be the ugliest in the room and it might as well be me because im not trying to impress anyone" to "actually i can kinda get it" is for someone to remind me that if i was a cis guy this would be a "dad bod"

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

please consider: heroes who *don't* want to get down with the Pulsating Mass are the ones considered the weirdos

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

(note to law enforcement: that was a joke. i have no plans to stab anyone until at least my tennis elbow gets better) (secondary note: that is also a joke i am a nonviolent law-abiding citizen) (tertiary note: my nonviolence is a choice and a conscious effort tho so pls do not test me)

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

unfortunately, i am a writer, and my only real power is in my words. and if words alone aren't enough... then what is the point? clearly i just need to start stabbing people. if brain-crafted points are unavailable, store-bought is fine.

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

the pen may be mightier than the sword, and a tongue may be sharper, but a blade's cut at least bleeds. words may build someone up, but at least you can see the things you've built with a hammer and nails. for some people, seeing is the only believing. and words aren't good enough.

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

so much i want to say, but everyone else in my life is telling me it would be wasted breath and only hurt me more. so. i sit with my words and wonder if there was ever any meaning or power in them in the first place.

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

very frustrating, as someone who desperately needs to be understood and is contractually obligated to never shut the fuck up, to just go full no contact with people who have hurt you without saying anything else.

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

for other folks who have trouble reading tone (hi im one of u) this was a joke please rest its good for u

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

kinda bullshit that self-care advice actually works. you mean i have to rest to get better? the fuck is this communist shit

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

hmm 4am is not the best time to be ruminating i think

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

its stupid. people are stupid and confusing and make no sense. if someone i loved was recovering from their trauma faster than i was recovering from mine i would be absolutely delighted and probably trying to pick their brains for tactics to help myself. but. man. idk.

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

either that or got far enough ahead that someone had to drag me back to their level to make themselves feel better about stagnating. idfk.

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

one must imagine sisyphus happy, i guess. like im gonna claw my way back up the hill on spite alone if i have to, bc i can see now how far up i had made it beforehand. and i had been picking up speed. i had been so close. and i guess i just wasnt fast enough to make it in time. idk

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

listen, the amount of "oh. huh. could have sworn i was doing a lot better about this neurosis before." i have been running face-first into lately is a goddamn nightmare

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

it's very frustrating only realizing how far along you were in your recovery from lifelong trauma *after* you get retraumatized and kicked back down the hill

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

im not watching the tennolive for Reasons but im getting a play by play from someone who hasnt hit whispers in the walls yet and let me tell you this is hilarious

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

T: oh hey they're bringing in a new voice actor Me: which of Rebb's fucking waifus is it this time T: Matt Mercer?????? Me: yeah that tracks

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The Onion @theonion.com · 09/07/2026

What To Know About The Live-Action ‘Moana’ theonion.com/what-to-know-about-the…

Q: Who is the villain?

A: The looming threat of a live-action Frozen.

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David J Prokopetz @prokopetz.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

Malicious unreliable narrator who really WANTS to lie to the audience for fun getting increasingly frustrated as every bit of bullshit they spin inexplicably later turns out to be technically true.

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

hi yes my gender identity is "touch-starved" and "wanted" my pronouns are love/me/please

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

deadass what is it called when being marked up by partners gives you gender euphoria

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

im not embarrassed about it i just dont want her to feel awkward and she's a sweet middle-aged-ish lady and has been so nice to me but dhsngdngg i have no idea how she would react to me looking like i got mobbed by vampire vacuums

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

hey internet real quick how do i warn my acupuncturist that im covered in like over a dozen fresh hickeys and bite marks

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m4plesoda @m4plesoda.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

"Fortune hunter, rail agent, and the girl your Mumsie warned you about" #warframefanart #warframe

Warframe Fortuna NPC and Solaris United operative Little Duck, who wears a dark blue hood and has engravings on her mask/face plate, standing with her arms crossed. Speech bubble features one of her in-game greeting lines "We keep meeting like this, people are gonna talk ;)". There is also a little duck (haha) beneath the speech bubble, wearing a blue hood to match. Background is light yellow with an orange rectangle and a Solaris United emblem.

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

idk why its so funny to me to run like four games at once for discord quests and just Do Nothing On Any Of Them give me the orbs and fuck off lmao

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disc horse bot @horsedisc.bsky.social · 30/05/2026

Okay I looked it up. “submissive and breedable” is a bigoted slur against butch folks.

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

and it was because people with bad intentions fucked it up for personal gain, even :)

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Panini, Harbinger of Chaos @paniniville.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

i love Irritator challengeri and im pretty sure i was one of them in a past life. scientists straight up were like "god damn you were a pain in the ass to fix" and like, samesies

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