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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 29/09/2026

// Sorry for being dour. My passion and want for Yumeko... as I always say, it is beyond what most expect. // I am not her, but so much of myself is enraptured by her, and I want to share her, so everyone can understand her glory. // I wish I had a better outlet. More to write.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 28/09/2026

// Even if I fade, please remember Yume as something more than just wonderful. // Her very existence is my everything, and she deserves her peace alongside Shinki, and Alice, and all her other little sisters. // She is the epitome of service and devotion. I love her so. Always.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 27/09/2026

// I cannot do it justice anymore. Maybe I will turn to the wind and allow it to carry me away. // Yume deserves more than I ever could do.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 27/09/2026

If you can look at me, and still smile… Then I never went too far, did I, Mother? I need to have more trust in this fact. There is no resentment, only love. The same love I felt on the day of my creation…

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 25/09/2026

I envision a mountain of every heart I have crushed. Countless. I could never accurately recount how many I have destroyed. They all beat. The sound is coursing through my mind to remind me that they all held passion and love. They were all gifts from Mother. Thump…

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 22/09/2026

All you can do Is hold the ones you love close And, should you fade Should they be forced to bury you Pray that your final moments were something they could smile over …If they have to remember you at all… It is better it is positive, no?

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 21/08/2026

// Hello. // Doing my best here. I hope you are all as well. // Please keep loving Makai for me.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 18/07/2026

// Mind seizing up. Sorry. Cannot figure it out right now.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 15/07/2026

Let us love Until our hearts stops beating Let us see Until the light fades away Let us dance Until our legs can no longer carry our weight Let us sing Until there is nothing to breathe Let us promise That there will be no "untils" We have forever Until we settle for less

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 13/07/2026

// Of course I say I am doing better only to feel extra gross today. Bleh… I really am too vulnerable and weak in this pathetic human form. Fwahaha…

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 12/07/2026

// Still recovering. Had some meh things happen the past week, but I will be okay as well. // Let's keep loving what we love, and showcasing our passion in every way possible. ♥️

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 08/07/2026

// Hi all I love you and I love Yume. // Will be writing more here soon, but please bother me if you want to do something together. // It might take a bit to get to because the heat is miserable again, but I'll do my best! // We all want to love Makai here, right~? ❤️❤️❤️

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 06/07/2026

The song is all I am hearing. The everlasting siren's call of Death itself. Is it meant to ease? I do not feel at ease. Perhaps it is merely a signature of oblivion, to indicate what is to come. It is beautiful… but I know what it entails. I have no more time. I need to decide.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 05/07/2026

Hold onto love tightly. Someday it may be all you have left.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 05/07/2026

Obsession is all I know. In life, I did not allow anyone to bother me about it. In time, I still shall not. Obsession is not the sensation that is at fault for what has transpired here. It was something else responsible. Lady Sariel had a hold on me different from even Mother.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 04/07/2026

I want to wake up and have everything back to the way it used to be. In Mother's arms. Serving her the treats she desires, and preparing her for the day ahead. Shouldering all she needs me to do, and assisting in royal duties. This cannot last forever. It will not.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 04/07/2026

It is silly, but whenever you would scrape or bruise yourself, Alice, it would always hurt my spirits some. It would be foolish to claim that I could have prevented all of it, and there is something to be said about the experience it offered you… Oh, I just wish to coddle…

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 03/07/2026

// Today is definitely one of those "wow I wish I was her, literally" days. // I wonder what it's like to have a sensible brain. I guess I'll never ever know. ❤️

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 02/07/2026

Do you still feel my prayers to you, Mother? The Fallen Shrine was built for this purpose—for those at the furthest reaches of Makai to submit their faith—and I hope that they can still reach you in its present state. I will always be your most dedicated subject. I promise.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 01/07/2026

// Write with me. ❤️

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 01/07/2026

There is only one element you truly care for. Even your love for Mother is stipulated on this. Is that not… putrid, in some way? If you had been massacred by your sister back then, it would have proven your point. That is what you seek. And so, what does my own end prove?

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 01/07/2026

Alice… Your humanity made you more fragile. Yet your strength was always unbound. It was always more than my own, and I was created to stand above all else. Both you and Lady Hijiri left behind your humanities. I know not where she will go, but you already have a god's will.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 01/07/2026

Lady Hijiri, You were separated for an age from all you cared for, correct? Rejected by humanity, locked away in a world you did understand… You were touched by Mother in the way the Makaijin all are, but retaining yourself through it all is magnificent. I must… emulate…

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 30/06/2026

I cry, but there are no tears. There is nothing of me, yet I feel more solid as time passes. My defiance against everything I have known and respected… Maybe this is what she wanted? I can spend the next thousand lifetimes with Lady Sariel, and still be clueless…

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 29/06/2026

It is okay to bleed. Sometimes you cannot keep yourself in pristine condition when you reach the extremes. But, should you start bleeding, it is likely too late to retreat. That is when you should redouble faith. I will continue to bleed for Mother. The blood she gave me.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 22/06/2026

What does it mean to be a dream? Are you the ultimate fulfillment of someone's desires, or are you fleeting, ephemeral and destined to disappear? Well… I do not intend to be temporary. No matter what tries to break that intention. I am an aspect of the most grandiose dream.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 21/06/2026

// Maid busy melting into a puddle. Week will be pretty challenging, but I will do what I can even under this pressure of cruel heat…!

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 20/06/2026

From darkness were we born… From chaos were we crafted… Mother, how did it feel to hold my heart and forge me into Yumeko? Hah. I will never be able to comprehend it. Perhaps it is an experience all mothers share, but that is not my destiny. I am just of a curious mind…

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 20/06/2026

If Alice returned to Makai, and I were not there to greet her, and to take care of her as our princess and… … I need our Alice. The one I was there to assist in the birth of. This is one of the most imperative reasons to find revival. I will not miss her coronation.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 20/06/2026

How many have you truly seen fall before you, Lady Sariel? I dare not quantify how many I have slain. I know the number is dizzying; that is what comes with the length of my service. But you claim there were others. Before Makai. Has anyone… massacred as much as I have?

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 19/06/2026

Love is all I have. Love is the way I will be reborn. Mother's perfection is never lost to me, even as the forces to which we are bound attempt to tear me to shreds. As Makaijin, we are blessed beyond all else. Accept her love, and find yourself renewed…

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 17/06/2026

If I had told you That I wanted you to stay Would you have stalled Or continued on your way?

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 17/06/2026

A terrible realisation draped its rancid curtains over Yumeko's expression. Watching Reisa's tears fall in front of her and pooling upon the floor of the dining hall, her entire sense of self was trying to piece together the situation. And then it hit her. (1)

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 16/06/2026

When I come back, Mother, I will likely cry into your arms for quite some time. The circumstances have not changed my perspective; I do not wish to burden you with my pain. Makai still needs you, and I am still only a minute aspect of it. But I will cry. Forgive me in advance.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 15/06/2026

Your other mother smiled with jubilance unmatched whenever the idea of you drew mention, Alice. She wanted you more than anything else. You are still her precious princess. Ah. You are the most prevalent subject in my mind. I hope my love… was a meaningful substitute.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 15/06/2026

It is wrong of me to want to see her like this. Reliving the experience of raising her is to suggest that her rearing prior was inadequate. Alice is perfect. The only concern I have is having potentially pushed her away. Lady Reisa is dead. Alice is not here. … I loathe this.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 15/06/2026

If I accept it… if this is my reality, then I could enjoy my life with Mother, Alice, and Lady Reisa… I know that is what it wants to entrap me on. The idea of our family being whole. My sweet little Alice, our shining jewel… I… I do not want to… Lose her yet again…

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 14/06/2026

Keep going No relenting Not until it feels like you could slash a canyon through reality itself

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 13/06/2026

You can spend your life by someone's side for multiple eras, and still not be privy to everything that constitutes their being. I was by Lady Sariel's side for longer than I have not been; she is still perplexing in many respects. Is that a flaw? Do I not know what I should…?

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 13/06/2026

Alice, I wish to hold you. And I wish to hold the Alice that you once were. I want to reinforce that you have made your younger self proud, and I would tell them that they will blossom into the most amazing magician. You are Alice. You were Alice. You will always be Alice.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 12/06/2026

“This cannot be possible. You cannot be here with Alice. You would not have loved long enough to see her born.” Yumeko still held her blade proud against what she saw as the shape of Reisa. (1)

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 09/06/2026

Rage is all I feel All of what my soul holds I thought I was meant to restrain the chaos, especially now But I believe it will see me through I cannot fall into the void until retribution is delivered to those deserving of my ire I will kill them all Hah… hah… Hahaha…

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 08/06/2026

“Remain true to yourself, even if every aspect of reality attempts to break the very fibers of your being. To become someone else, to become someone that is not you… I would sooner embrace death.”

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 03/05/2026

It should not matter. All of this is an illusion. It exists to lower my guard, or for some other malicious cause. I have slain countless of my kin without hesitation in reality. There are graves littered with symbols of my deeds. Then why can I not strike at this imposter…?

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 01/05/2026

“Alice?” “Yes, mommy?” “If you could give Yume and me some space, please? You can take the rest of the cookies if you'd like.” “Yay!” Alice might've been otherwise hesitant, but the promise of having the sweet treats all to herself was enough for mountains of motivation. (1)

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 30/04/2026

“Yay! Thank you, Yume!” With the indulgent plate of rainbow sprinkled cookies placed in front of her on the dining room table, the self-titled 'Child of Death' didn't hesitate to immediately take one and begin nibbling upon it. “Of course, my dear. (1)

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 27/03/2026

“Yume! Yume! Yume!” Quite a violent shaking of Yumeko's arm as her eyes pried open. She was in bed under the ruby covers…? She would usually be awake before everyone else! Her head turned to the side, dreamily looking towards the impatient little girl. “…Alice?” (1)

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 27/03/2026

Even if I look away, the presence does not disappear. That weight of Death is meant to cut through more than bone; the spirits brought to her domain must fall into line, so that boundless power ensures it. To be perfect. To do perfect. As the balance… I must topple divines.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 26/03/2026

Mother. When we hold hands again, I would like to simply run. Run through the miasma and feel the surface underneath my soles of the world that I love so dearly, and I wish for your company. Would you grant me this one childish wish? To feel like myself again. To be Yumeko.

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Yumeko @pandemonium.moe · 26/03/2026

I crave the day that we set the crown upon your head. The celebrations that will be had that day, and all the love you will receive from the devoted. …If you choose to not become our Queen, then I hope your heritage allows you to fulfil your goals. As long as you smile, Alice.

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