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The Outlet (On My Chest)

@outletonmychest.bsky.social
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Just some idiot. Bleeding out... one thought at a time. Chronic Pain Syndrome & CFS/ME 💛🍀 clovermorrisonproject.tumblr.com --- ko-fi.com/clovermorrisonproject --- www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/88XWA…

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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 3h
Life is messy, and I think things like this are reassuring, if nothing else. At least, I find the shared emotional situation calms my mind and tells me I'm not overreacting. Not making something out of nothing. But idk.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 3h
I feel like it's important to say something every time it comes up. Every time he tries to expand his reach. And I think it's important we support Marina every time this shit happens to them. It is exhausting and disheartening but the act and the decision to say no feels important.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 6h
Remedyyyy I wanna take pictures and break stuff in Resonant. Wahhhh. I wonder what it would feel like to be able to just. Do things I want to. Buy things. Go places. Brush my teeth. Whatever.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 6h
--do more than the surface quirks thing anime does.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 6h
I'm not really sure what they're going for, tone-wise. Sometimes they wanna be Gintama, other times they wanna be Shippuden. It doesn't always mesh well. But I am at least interested in where the main conflict is going. And a couple of the characters have the capacity to be interesting, if they--
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 23h
So I've been watching Black Clover off and on. It has not been amazing, but I have a lot of time to kill and it's got over a hundred episodes so far. But this made me laugh out loud. Uh. Episode 38 visual gag spoilers, I guess. 🙃 I keep saying. It's always the stupidest shit that gets me.
Gordon from Black Clover with his head somehow peeking out of a massive pile of Tato Pies. He's saying hi to his best friend, Asta, in the middle of an eating competition.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 7h
Found 5 Flayer decos on Morrison today. You know. The thing they don't need that my other character did. The thing my other character couldn't find. And had to burn all my resources several times rolling for. To get a single one. Five.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 9h
They're lying in that position so their tails don't become sails and get them blown away. So the wind passes right over them. Is cool. :3 The clip referenced. I know at least one of them is a piece of shit, so don't look if a 15yo clip of them will be upsetting. Flagged for that reason.
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Mythbusters / Storm chasers - One person tornado shield
YouTube video by Funn
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 9h
Look at how the Ceratonoth herds deal with the inclemency in the Plains. The males stand up and absorb the lighting strikes, while the females stay low and sleep. The way their big tails are shaped really reminds me of that episode of Mythbusters where they make a tornado-proof sleeping bag thing.
A male ceratonoth sparking and glowing after he's just been struck by lightning. He's surrounded by females in a vague circle, so they're all close enough to avoid lightning strikes. The females are lying low to the ground, with their big tails forming a smooth arc so the wind passes right over them.

Quematrice is here, too.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 10h
Recorded the fight if you want some chaos. ~24.35 in length.
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Morrison - Let's Hunt a Lagiacrus and Tempered Ajarakan! (Plus Special Guest!)
YouTube video by The Outlet (On My Chest)
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 11h
Idk why so many 9-stars are around when I haven't done Gog or Omega on this hunter yet, but whatever. Yesterday there were two identical 8-star Arkvelds in the Plains at the same time. Also been seeing a lot of giant crowns. Weird shit happening in RNG land.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 11h
--both targets and escape with one cart left. But what a frickin' mess. Threw me completely off my game.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 11h
Decided to warm up and maybe record a hunt on Morrison. Chose a 6-star Tempered Ajarakan and Normal Lagiacrus, since I need stuff from both. It was pretty chaotic but going okay. Then a 9-star Tempered Seregios dropped in. Never doing a field survey in the Arena again. 🙃 Somehow managed to get--
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 12h
Then why did I get banned for telling her to Jo Kirk herself? 😩
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 15h
Idk any of these MA people I retweet. If I do, I usually quote with my experiences and impressions of them. But asking for help is hard. And we should probably reward reaching out if we're able. Sorry if any of them suck, though.
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lumpenpoledancer @daturabombs333.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Almost at weak point. Have to re - up, or I’m screwed. Disabled + unhoused Heat wave + dangerous neighborhood - East Oakland. Pls help keep me safe. Room 95 night - cheap for Bay Area sadly. No EBT atm. Can show receipts. Kofi - Pinned PayPal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358
Lumpenpoledancer in Satanism hat, black thick rimmed glasses, and long strawberry blonde hair. Her lips painted black, and wearing a school girl outfit with fishnets.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 15h
Gods why do these rings all have so much support everywhere one looks. This shit sucksssss
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 21h
Gods the emptiness is eating away at me lately. Why can't I kick this.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 22h
Same rank imbalance happened earlier, too. Was hunting a 5-star Rathian and she called Rathalos for help. He was a 9-star. 💀
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 22h
Frickin' 5-star Tempered Chatacabra stopped our fight to charge down the 9-star Tempered Arkveld in the area because living is overrated I guess. 9-stars are balanced for end-game gear, man. I'm just trying to collect tickets for weapons still. And slowly boosting my armor. 😭
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 23h
So I've been watching Black Clover off and on. It has not been amazing, but I have a lot of time to kill and it's got over a hundred episodes so far. But this made me laugh out loud. Uh. Episode 38 visual gag spoilers, I guess. 🙃 I keep saying. It's always the stupidest shit that gets me.
Gordon from Black Clover with his head somehow peeking out of a massive pile of Tato Pies. He's saying hi to his best friend, Asta, in the middle of an eating competition.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
I'm glad I captured a pretty for you to look at.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Seeing someone call a game gorgeous under my pictures. 😭
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
--really leaps out at me from the rest of the pack. Ooh, yeah. Yian Garuga. What if funny bird was really mad and had napalm. My kinda buddy. The wave of fireballs, the frenzied attacking, and the cartoonish beak-first dive are 10/10. Really big fan.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
You know. I don't think I have had a favorite monster from Monster Hunter before. I think they're all really cool and special. But idk. Do I love Arkveld now? Maybe. Lagi is also really cool. Something about the way they're animated. And if I were to choose a third... Hmmm. Idk. Nothing--
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
8 hours later. Cat's so pretty. :3
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Finally time for my pain meds, at least. Hopefully they help.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
--still happens. Like. Idk. Maybe listen to the child begging for help.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Frozen icy dagger pain in the depths of my forearm along a huge line. Shit sucks. I hate this type of pain so much. Had it my whole life and it was always dismissed as growing pains. Never heard anyone else say growing pains feel like a dagger made of ice stabbing into you. And also I'm 40 and it-
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Happens to me all the time even when I do edit. There's no winningggg
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Oh that makes more sense. >.<
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
When I was little we still got real Christmas trees. And one time this weird wide diamond-shaped green bug crawled out of the tree and I have never seen anything like it since. What was living in the tree and is it why I'm cursed.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Oh gods there are voice lines tied to every single action this is obnoxious.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
When you wake up and see the cute with the nice lips on the timeline right away. Guess I'll just think about a beautiful woman all day. Works for me. 🙃
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
I love EDF so much it's so silly and so chaotic.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
The lego/minecraft looking version of EDF is in my free games this month. Idk anything about it but I'm excited to see how it's different.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Lol
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Cyooooot
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
My sinuses doing sinus things have my eyes constantly threatening tears which is making me focus on how empty my heart is and it's all just bad. All bad. I want good.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Colds suck so much
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Because of the weakness from CFS and the issues my hands have sometimes... opening packaging on food can be a real issue. So when it all just works and goes surprisingly easy I'm just like. Wow. What a relief. Good day. :333
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
"Doing the work" of exposing himself to victims' stories reads as more in-line with my perception of his self-image. But you know. It doesn't really matter why. Because, as I said before, the root cause remains. He wanted something. And that always comes first.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Because this is an extremely generous reading of his intentions. If I were a pessimist I might think he was getting off on the power he has over unknowing victims from smaller channels revealing themselves. He could have been thinking anything. But let's just say he wasn't.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
I am deeply disturbed I didn't see this before. And I hope this wakes him the fuck up to actually address the parts of himself that have led to this. Because the work is not done. Not that it ever is, but. Fix your shit, man. What the fuck. The more I think about it, the worse it gets.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
This is still just putting himself first and using people (notably not usually men) for his own personal desires. I don't know how he can, with a straight face, claim he has done the work when the path from rapist to where he is now is such a clear, easy line to follow.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
--of what they went through, all the while never disclosing his own actions. He must have felt so enlightened. "Look how good a person I am now. I can confront what I did and uplift these victims!" While quietly guarding himself from any negative blowback that would come with revealing his assault.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
You know, I said I was done talking about it... but after having read two separate accounts today of Geller reaching out to SA victims about their SAs, I am completely confident in my read of his actions as those of a deeply selfish man. Congratulating victims on their deep, personal exploration--
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Did you know? SnS was the first weapon I tried to get good with in my MH career. I started with Longsword, but it really didn't feel good to me (pre-Iceborne). So when IB came around, I took SnS instead. It's what I took AT Velkhana down with.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
--a really fun playstyle. And couldn't be more different from Greatsword.
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The Outlet (On My Chest) @outletonmychest.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
From the triangle half to the circle and back again. Sometimes I'll Perfect Rush or go for a stun if I'm in the mood, but PR's initial jump-in remains weirdly difficult to time properly. But literally strafing circles around the monster, blocking, hitting wounds, and death by a thousand cuts is--
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