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@normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
latest
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IDK what to call it; I’m not full “no contact” with my whole family, and “low contact” isn’t hitting. Then one of my Twitter oomfs in a similar boat hit it outta the park: I have Quiet Quit my family.
Thank you Greg for perfectly incapsulating what I’ve done. I have completely stopped giving a fuck about anything that’s not 100% practically necessary, and it is EXACTLY like quiet quitting a job.
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
back to essay writing, picking oneself back up again and again through the bullshit. theme of the essay actually
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Incredibly shitty, fucked up, and unfair realization that’s been beating my ass to a bloody pulp: The only way out of the bullshit is to go through it
As it turns out, you can’t just be extremely addicted to your phone to bypass a bunch of fucked up shit that’s happened to you. You’ve got to just stay locked in while processing everything.
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
unshadowban me you cowards
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
im an exceedingly rare person to care to the degree i do, like actually *radical* when it comes to this stuff & its not making me any money, complaining about it. i need to focus on becoming rich instead so people will listen to me, because they‘re dumb & shallow & only listen when rich people talk”
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
recorded a 9min video once again talking about how no one actually cares about rape victims labeled as “whores” or crashouts & left it in my drafts, & then went beast mode at the gym. after going nuts & coming back to equilibrium i was like “you know what i AM right, no one cares,—
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
These fucking misogynists have gotten the sexual culture they asked for and are mad about it now. You demonized all women every second of every day so now women act like demons to you as a protective measure. What the hell did you think was going to happen???
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
He’ll not only treat you terribly for making the fatal mistake of liking him at all, but he will also spread your business around to everyone he knows & sometimes even make insane, gross stuff up about you so no one wants to date, respect or be friends with you.
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
men will complain about how every woman is a radfem misandrist cold fish or a calculating & heartless sex worker but take no responsibility for the fact that if you’re sexually open or vulnerable at all around an insecure man, he’ll punish you for it.
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
“she wasn’t raped she just regrets the sex” is so funny coming from men, imagine that having sex with you is so awful someone nukes their whole life & goes to the police. seek canadian healthcare
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
comforting to talk to other victims of Schizo Bullshit because im always so emotionally on guard & ready for people to gaslight me into thinking im crazy & then some other SWer or trans person will be like “oh yea my dad was in a secret society & did weird shit to me i know what ur talking about” 😭
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
You know what I just gotta accept that I will never get a resolution on a lot of things because you need to accept that when someone‘s a pathological liar they’re going to pathologically lie & never stop & that if someone never cared about you they aren’t going to care about any harm they caused you
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
motherfuckers really will just expect that you have a relationship with them entirely on their terms where they get to dictate reality to you by force & if you call out their behavior in any way they discard you like trash & sabotage all of your other relationships by lying about you to everyone
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
“Your resilience is deeply inspiring” is a nice thing to hear from strangers online but I wish that the people forcing me to be “resilient“ would just stop being psychopaths & making up lies about me & decide to be sorry & help me out little instead
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Mira, Violation Incarnate @mechsplotunes.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Porn is inherently an artistic pursuit btw
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Last pathetic grasp of these manosphere scumbags at a sense of power before the cultural pendulum swings back on them, HARD. She’s going to be ok, they’re just trying to scare her. It will backfire horribly. Most people are actually sick of this now, not just progressives. I can feel it in the air.
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
what was extra funny was when she followed it up with “i mean i knew already about the older guy who raped & exploited you when you were 14 but i wasn’t aware of anything else” like holy shit she’s actually a psycho. stop making psychopathic women have kids, abortions are good
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
i prefer to just make screenshots instead of writing threads its easier that way
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
what will drive u insane about sociopaths is that they will psychologically & spiritually destroy u behind closed doors & then act like ur insane if u try to call them out on it & will act like twee smol beans on social media & all u can do is just know the truth about them & hope karma hits soon
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
yk what at least i wear on my sleeve that i am a Schizo Bullshit understander & i’m transparent & not all weird & cryptic about it & pretending to be a devout follower of an abrahamic religion & then befriending all the eyes wide shut people & doing weird stuff privately. at least im not a liar!!
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
fucking impossible to call it out when someone does evil schizo shit to you because then you have to out yourself as a Schizo Bullshit understander & suddenly everyone is looking at you funny because you’re pointing out that other people are pretending to be normal when they’re not!!
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
rich perverts used to pluck people like me out of their circumstances and take care of them so we’d make art and do weird bullshit with them but now all they do is fund ragebait slop and write articles in the free press about how their kids hate them & never want to talk to them
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
new ad
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Mike Ginn @shutupmikeginn.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
porn is so deeply misogynistic. i just watched a video with dozens of performers going at it, and they literally hadn’t bothered to hire a single woman.
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
being a complete and total fucking bitch underneath my social acceptability mask actually saved my life during this crisis
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
something is almost certainly a lie if no one ever actually confronts the accused. really don’t understand how this is difficult to get, if the accusation comes with a bunch of emotionally manipulative character assassinations & you can’t just *confront* the person in question it’s a fucking lie
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
so funny to confront people directly with all the lies they told about me behind my back & how they allowed a series of awful things to happen because they didn’t care about any red flag i raised & how they just totally ignore me now. you’re a psychopath & god will not protect u from ur own karma
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
it’s ok to be vulnerable
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
“and he needs to be eating worms” new thing i say all the time
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
anyway here are screenshots of me begging a relative for help/answers/clarification and her telling me to go no contact with our family & then leaving me on read when i didn’t accept that answer. she called my abusive mother behind my back & told her im “being unstable” again immediately after this
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
I really want to look into this more but I need to be socially reintegrated & secure more financial stability first because I was threatened for asking questions & I realized when no one I was around before would listen to me & kept insisting i’m “crazy” that I’d be in serious danger if I tried.
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
no safehousing, no welcoming/safe community. a lot of anti-trafficking NGOs are just fronts for christian missionaries with ulterior motive or sometimes wolf-in-sheeps-clothing traffickers themselves. i saw that; an NGO adjacent to a seedy network of cruising spots i think might be trafficking front
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
often when a girl has been with a pimp for a long time it’s hard to extract her, because he’s developed a traumabond with her. she is addicted to the push & pull of the abuse & he basically has her hypnotized. at that point she needs to use her free will to get away, but there’s nowhere safe to go
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
a lot of anti-sex work people don’t seem to realize they’re a huge part of the problem because they support measures that prevent autonomy, which hurts working girls; not the pimps. the pimps are master manipulators who take advantage of the fact that these women have no civil rights or autonomy
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
in some ways im grateful for the isolation, because it allowed me to survey the landscape of some of the roughest forms of sex work, because I wasn’t in a position to do anything else. i studied the kind of psychological warfare pimps use to break the spirit/will of their girls & understand it now
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
I feel a renewed sense of meaning tho. I was lied about/iced out/prevented from getting real support/help but ive been wanderin around this blighted area connecting w/ some of the most down bad kind of SWers & im sure now this is my calling, i just need material help recovering from what happened rn
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
ive always thought of gossip as a lesser vice; like not a big deal. especially when ur queer, everyone is a shit talker but now i understand why lashon hara translates to “evil speech” u really can destroy people’s lives with that shit, & I mean *destroy* them & for what purpose? what did u gain?
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
i think what really bugs me is that i was not only placed in a really scary social & material situation there but there was an innocent party who was also in crisis who was just straight up not treated like a person who exists & needed help & support. it really did feel very bloodless & sociopathic
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
There is always drama & icing out/snubbing when someone gets “cancelled“ but what was weird for me is that I was never approached directly about anything that was said about me. no one ever asked for “accountability“ or w/e, i was just immediately discarded by a whole bunch of people no explanation
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
There were some elements of me getting this social isolated that felt almost experiment-like? a lot of really weird stuff happened & whenever i press for an explanation people just leave me on read or like plainly lie. people are refusing to tell me what’s going on & treat me like i don’t exist
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
not gonna continue to talk about it because I don’t think anyone wants to even entertain believing me because it’s too weird of a story but I‘m pretty confident atp that I came across an extremely well-connected individual in 2024 who may have had me put thru some kind of secret MKUltra-ish program
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
my nsfw ads for my life coaching™ and psychic consulting™ are funny too but sometimes the really cryptic SFW ones are even funnier because if you don’t already know what this grift is, it’s so vague
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
this was stuck in my head all morning i kept singing under my breath “charlie kirk died for is-reee-ul he loved netanyaaaaahuuuuuu” like a stim
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
i can’t tell the difference anymore between AI slop earnestly made by evangelical christian zionists and AI slop made by irony poisoned anti-zionists
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
weirdly enough this experience in many ways gave me my health & sanity back, im just broke & kind of shell shocked, & in need of socially reintegrating & reconnecting with people i lost touch with before all this happened. let’s talk on the phone sometime soon? would love to know how u been/catch up
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
some very bad things have happened but also weirdly some good things, and I am optimistic about the future and see more good than bad ahead of me!! ty for sharing my gfm & supporting it, i appreciate you immensely 💙💙
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
we actually do need some kind of an intentional community situation for people fleeing from long term domestic violence & other situations of coercive control like cults because damn who do you even ask for help other than random strangers online when you were Removed from society for many years
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
things with my family continue to be bad and they are being so indifferent to my wellbeing to a degree that's honestly kind of shocking at this point, because they refuse to explain their behavior at all & just continue to demonize me for insane reasons. a friend suggested I make a gofundme
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Donate to Help aj unfuck life after long stint of isolation & abuse, organized by a.j. LastName
Jeez this is a fucked up convoluted story, but at least it's a… a.j. LastName needs your support for Help aj unfuck life after long stint of isolation & abuse
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
if you went thru a period of like…6 years(?) of chronic psychological abuse at the hands of people isolating you from anyone who might care for you & making up lies about your character so no one else tries to get near you, can you just be like “hey guys im back” or is that offputting
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a.j. ⚧ 🛸 @normalmaxxedaj.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
wasn’t all bad though parts of this experience were cool, my autoimmune disease is gone & my nervous system is the most regulated it’s ever been, i’ve speedrun healing from decades of psychological & sexual trauma, got into fantastic shape/de-aged like 10-15 years & busted my 3rd eye WIDE tf open
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